Claudia you already have a step up on me when I started testing both Maxwell and Autumn and you know what that is?
Moses already LOVES you. He already trusts you as his momma to help him feel better, so if you are acting a little different towards him or asking him to do things you haven't before like getting his ear or foot poked thats just a okay with him because he has only known you as someone who loves him and won't do anything in this world to hurt him...Maxwell and Autumn didn't know that about me in the beginning, they had never even seen me before. But I talked to them softly, I sang to them, and cuddled them, I explained exactly why I had to do this to them and that even if their last people didn't want them and didn't want to bother to make them feel good again, that I would go to the ends of the Earth for them.
Its a tough thing to learn to get the home testing down, most of us didn't get blood the first time, or even the second or third time...When I knew I was going to be adopting Maxwell, I practiced for 2 weeks on my laid back blue point siamese kitty, and it took me that full two weeks to get where I could get blood everytime, but I knew I had to learn. I had to do it for the sweet guy that was flying his way into my heart and home in a couple of weeks, and it was my responsiblity as his new mom to keep him safe, and the only way I could do that was to learn how this whole thing worked.
If its the reading..its one number and it just means he's a diabetic, but you already knew that he was, we were just hoping that he was going to be one of the lucky ones that could do it with just diet...so he can't right now, doesn't mean he never will, just means he needs mom to help him a little bit by learning to test him and give him insulin. Unlike your friend, Moses can't fill his own syringe, or test his own blood, he needs mom for that.
Maxwell was 485 or 26.9 in your terms when he was first tested and that was after his diet was completely changed, but two weeks on insulin and he was OTJ and diet controlled. All that one numbers tells you is Yes, Moses needs insulin to get well...and you have that from Juilet, you have the use of a meter and test strips, you have everything including a cheering section and experienced caregivers of diabetic cats around the world to hold your hand, to tell you what the numbers mean, how to know when it is time to change the dose, everything you could possibly need to help you help Moses is right at your finger tips.
In the beginning it is scary, and frustrating, but slowly it gets easier, until one day you watch Moses acting like a kitten again, happy and healthy and realize you two did it together. But we call this a dance for a reason...Just like learning any new dance, you feel like you have two left feet, you trip, you step on the hem of your gown, you forget steps or the order they go in, but if you keep at it, you keep going through the steps pretty soon you realize that when the music starts your body just automatically starts to do the dance, and one day you look up as you glide across the flow in perfect grace and realize the dance wasn't really that hard to learn afterall and that you can do it. And if you keep at it long enough pretty soon you are taking the hand of the next person that comes along and wants to learn the dance too. You start teaching them the steps as well.
That is what all of us are trying to do for you, we have danced this dance for a while now, we know the steps, we can teach them to you, but we can't make your feet move to the music. Only you can do that, and your dance partner is waiting on the dance floor, he has his paw extended and is just waiting for you to join him. So let us help you learn to dance with Moses. You've taken the first step, you have gotten your first reading that is like putting the needle on the record that is already on the stereo, now you have to take the next one and the next until all the steps become a beautiful flowing dance.
Mel, Maxwell, Autumn & The Fur Gang