Sweet Racci is gone

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MelanieAndRacci

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Dear Lantus Friends,

I had to put my sweetest most beautiful Racci to sleep yesterday, 3 months before her 18th birthday. She had to suffer about a week while we tried different tests & treatments on her but finally we just came to the conclusion that it was probably the nueropathy or the arthritis that was so bad in her legs, spreading. She was urinating all over herself and could not control herself. Sonograms, xrays, blood tests,urine tests, nothing showed anything! She must have had 10 baths a day. It was just unfair to keep subjecting her to that. I wish she could have told me what was wrong.

The little angel didn't have a mean bone in her body and has had a rough time of it health-wise all her life. She was the runt of the litter and always had a weak constitution. I helped to bring her into this world as her mom lived with me too and she was a little stuck. She had all kinds of things wrong, but was never nasty or cranky. She had a leg that she sprained badly when she was young and had to wear a cast. She later developed arthritis there. When she was little she also got her tail stuch in a door and it was permanently bent. She had a gallbladder operation to remove stones, then she caught asthma, she was constantly getting infections in her anal glands and skin around there. With all that going on, Racci caught diabetes and finally became regulated and was blue and green all the time for at least a year when this happened. Through it all, she took all her meds whithout a fuss and praise and cuddles was enough of a treat for her though I gave them to her anyway.

Racci was very lonely when her Calli Mom died 2 years ago as they were always inseparable. I am going to put her ashes next to Calli's so they can once again be my Calico Bookends. I am so lonely and sad and can't stop looking at her spot to see her beautiful face and hear her little 'meow' as she says hello to me when I walk in a room or have her come to me and ask me to pick her up on her favorite cchair where we always cuddle because she could no longer jump. I also can't stop thinking of her thinking I was going to make her better and having to put her to sleep instead. I know you all know what I mean. I know it was necessary but still...

Well, I thought you would want to know since you had a big hand in keeping her healthy for all these years despite the diabetes. I'm sure Racci' neuropathy would have gotten worse a lot sooner without your info. She caught diabetes at age 11 and lived a pretty normal life till she was 18. I'm in the middle of washing all the towels and mats & haave to put them in the dryer. I'm also crying so please excuse my errors. I'll be right back.

Hugs,
Melanie and Racci
 
It sounds like you had a beautiful, special bond with Racci. I am so sorry for your loss.
 
Dear ((((Melanie)))),
It is so hard to say farewell after 18 wonderful years. But until you meet again you will have such fond memories of Sweet Racci. She's flying free, on her beautiful new golden wings, and she'll be jumping and running again at the Bridge, surrounded by her old friends and reunited with her Calli Mom. The two chefs, Stu and Mannie, will prepare a special welcome dinner tonight at their Two Chefs' Kitchen at the Bridge for their dear friend Racci.

Fly free, dear Racci, and send your mamabean a sign that you are safe and well.

In deepest sympathy,

Ella & Edward, Rusty, and Stu (GA)
 
Thank you Janet.

I did have a special bond with Racci. I think we all have one that is special and Racci was it for me. She was a real love.

Hugs,
Melanie and Racci
 
Hi Ella,

Thank you. I will try to think of the good memories. There are many and lots of beautiful photos. She was my favorite model. :smile: I'm sure she will enjoy that special meal that is being cooked up by Stu & Mannie. Racci always loved to eat.

Hugs,
Melanie & Racci
 
Melanie,

My heart is broken for you. I am so sorry for the loss of your beautiful girl Racci. Thank goodness she had you through her life to take care of her. Sending healing prayers your way.

Terri
 
Thanks so much, Terri.

When Calli had her kittens I chose Racci because I was afraid no one would take care of her properly. She was a third the size of the others had a dirty nose all the time. She was so adorable tho. A piece of my heart is definitely missing now.

Hugs,
Melanie & Racci
 
I'm so sorry for your loss, but you were both obviously lucky to have each other. <<Hugs>>
 
(((Melanie)))

I'm so very sorry for your loss of sweet Racci. I'd like to empathize by saying I know how you feel, feeling still raw at times, over Checkers, but nobody really knows how another feels.
My heart is breaking for you!
Big sympathetic hug,
Barb
 
(((((Melanie)))))

You gave Racci 18 years of love and devotion. What a gift and what a wonderful life! I only wish you could have had 18 additional years.

Fly free sweet Racci and land softly. There are many LL kitties who will greet you at the Bridge and who will keep you safe until you are reunited with the one you love best.
 
Hi Barb,

Thank you. It is a heartache. It's like losing part of you. I'm so sorry about Checkers too. It's not fair that we have to lose them so young.

Hugs back,
Melanie & Racci
 
(((Melanie))) I am so sorry for your loss- Racci sounds like such a wonderful little angel kitty. May the many happy memories of her dear spirit help to lessen the heartbreak for you. :YMHUG:
 
Thank you, Sienne. I would gladly take that other 18 years.

It was so weird not to have to do the things she needed today & last night. Well I have one more load of towels to get from the drier and I have to make dinner. I'll be back later.

I really appreciate everyone's heartfelt sentiments and sympathy.

Hugs,
Melanie & Racci
 
i understand. losing a "special" cat is a loss like none other. my heart goes out to you, melanie.

Racci was so lucky to have you for so long - 18 years is an amazing life for a kitty, especially one with lots of health issues. You did an amazing job of caring for her and loving her through her illness.

fly free little one.
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(((Melanie))) I am so sorry. :sad: Racci was a special kitty who needed a special bean. I'm glad you had each other. It's never long enough.
Liz
 
Hi Ruth,

I'm sorry I didn't see your message before I left before. We must have posted about the same time.

Thank you. Racci was special. I never knew a cat like her before. Thank you.

Hugs,

Melanie & Racci
 
Hi Julie,

That is so exactly what I mean, Thank you. When she was younger I didn't think she would last that long but as she got older and was doing so well with the diabetes, I got greedy. I had hoped for 20 years. I should really be grateful to have had her for almost 18. It could never be enough tho. :)

I really miss her beautiful little face with the gray hairs on her cheeks that I loved to kiss & the way she would stare into my eyes with a lovey look every day when I gave her liquid meds by syringe and she took them like such a good girl. :YMSIGH: She was a pleasure to care for and we both enjoyed her meds times.

Thank you.

Hugs,
Melanie :& Racci
 
Melanie I am so sorry to read this. I remember Racci well. I know that Racci will thank you for your decision, it was made with love and understanding. May all the wonderful memories be of comfort to you. Racci will always be near, tucked away in a corner of your heart. Fly free little one, you will be forever missed.
 

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Hi Melanie,
I have only been here for a couple months so you may not know me, but I am so very sorry for your loss. I'm sending lots of love and peace your way.
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What a beautiful life you shared with Racci. she can never really leave you, she will always be watching over you.

Remember the sweet memories and hold them close.

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{{{Melanie}}}

I didn't know you and your sweet Racci, but I can certainly empathize with what you are going through. You were a very special loving bean to a very special kitty, and you gave her a wonderful life. 18 years is an excellent life span, especially for a kitty with her challenges. I know that for you, though, it wasn't long enough. Sending many hugs and heart-healing vines. :YMHUG: :YMHUG:
 
(((Melanie)))

I'm so sorry for the loss of your beautiful Racci. What a beautiful gift between the two of you to share 18 years together. I pray that as time goes on the beautiful memories you have of her will bring you joy rather than sadness.

Fly free sweet Racci. Land softly at the Bridge and send your mambean a sign to let her know you've arrived.
 
((((Melanie))))

We send you our very deepest condolences at this very difficult time. Your Racci was such a beautiful girl and was so lucky to have your love and devotion for so long. How amazing that you brought her Into this world and you were the first and last face she saw. What a blessing for you both.

Fly free, sweet darling girl.


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I am so sorry for your loss of your sweet Racci. She lived a long life especially since she had some health challenges. Obviously you did a very good job with her.

It takes time after you lose someone you love. Sending prayers of comfort for you.
 
(((Melanie))) I'm so sorry Racci is gone. My heart breaks for you, as I know how hard it is when it's time for one of our sweet angels to cross. Racci will always be close to your heart. I remember you and Racci helped me a lot with Maggie on the Miralax and water syringing. You are an amazing Mom and took such good care of her.
Lots of hugs and prayers.
 
I am so very sorry to hear about your loss. You have given Racci a very loving, caring, wonderful home, and she'll always be eternally grateful. I'm sure she wouldn't have made it this far if it wasn't for your love for her. God Bless you, and help heal your broken heart very soon. :YMHUG:
 
Melanie,
I'm SO SO sorry it was sweet Racci's time to cross....BIG HUGE LOOOOOOOOOOONG HUG. You and she shared such a wonderful life, thank you so much for sharing her with us. Remember, she's not gone - you just have to hug her differently.

Soar high on your new beautiful Angel wings sweet baby,

Another BIG HUG,
 
Thank you all so much! All my old friends and all of the new ones. We all share a special bond in our love for our furkids and our willingness to care for them even though they are sick. They are soooo worth it.

I'm sorry I can't answer each of you individually right now and that it took so long for me to get back to you. I'm just really missing my baby and it hurts to talk about her right now. She was constantly with me & I loved her so much, and I'm just lost without her. It will take me a little time to be able to think about the good times. I can't help but remember how upset she was at the vet and worry about her last thoughts and experience being so lousy. Putting her to sleep was so traumatic. I'm sorry. I'm just not fit to talk to right now. I'm really depressed. I'll check in again and see how you all are doing and how your kitties are.

Thanks again.

Hugs,
Melanie & Racci
 
What a blessing to share a lasting love with such a truly beautiful spirit. Wishing you peace as you reflect on a lifetime of wonderful memories. Godspeed Racci.
 
My deepest condolences on the loss of your beloved Racci.

"If love could have saved you, you would have lived forever."
 
Blessings to you, dear Melanie. Sending up prayers of strength and comfort for you. Fly free, sweet Racci. Please check in on your mamabean from time to time from beyond the Rainbow Bridge. She misses you terribly. (((Melanie)))
 
((Melanie)) I have been on vacation and just now catching up on the news. I'm sorry it was Racci's time. You are such a wonderful mamabean. I'm sure Racci appreciated all you did for her. Sending comfort vines your way.
 
oh, ((((Melanie)))), I think of you and sweet Racci often and wished to hear from y'all, but not with this news. I am terribly sorry to hear of your heart-breaking loss. You were the best mom and fur-kid could hope for. I pray you find comfort in your happy memories and the love you shared.

Libby (& Hershey, too!)
 
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