well I thout our trauma was done, but woke this am to the vets office calling about fuzzys lab results, they wanted him there asap to start an iv as his bun, and creatin, (kidney enzymes) are up about fifty percert. said he will be there for three days then home if does well and that i will have to give a iv therepy every couple days, didnt even want to go there, so did not ask, just want to get throu the next couple days, i called and they said he is fine, we are haveing a snow storm here in wisc and i was concerned about staff getting in to work tomorrow, as the pets are alone at nite, couldnt afford er facility, so pray that all will be ok, I know they are not there now so its starting to bother me that i cant just get in the car and go to him. I know he needed to be there but in 14 years he has not been away from me. due to his diab he travels with us to our other home and back again, loves the other place, but does not care for the ride. anyway wanted to see if any of you are familiar with kidney failure and what you do for them, can they live without pain??? with his back legs bent he has to lay on his sides and I dont think the legs hurt him just cant straighten them. he is a fighter, still walks and even jumps from chair to counter, his mouth is really inflamed but somehow he ate some dm food last pm. he didnt look good this am to me at all , course i thout with shot he would be better but now the kidney stuff is bringing him down. he didnt even fight me when i wrapped him in a blanket to go again, first thing he did in the car is wet and went all over my lap, fun in the cold!!! what we dont do, i love him so, he knows me better than my husband does, how do we form such a strong bond??They love us so unconditionally, he will let me wipe his mouth, nose,jostle him around and you see the trust they have for us and its awesome.so why does money have to be an issue with out pets, when we take them home they become our responsibility, just like children,I am so sick that money depends on what we do,with taxes, christmas, i am disabled and need lots of meds, the money isnt there, this will be fivehundred dollars and more, the other day was two, my husband is upset and wants to put him to sleep, i am so angry at him,I will return some of the christmas gifts to lower the credit card, but what to do, how do you handle your significant other in a time like this, i would appreciate some advice. thanks to all.cyndi and fuzzy