Lauren & Red
Member Since 2021
So last night was my first time doing both the glucose test and insulin. I did the glucose test myself after a few tries on the ear. For the insulin, my mom was nice enough to come over and hold my kitty. Tonight I’m all alone.
This a.m. I decided to skip insulin because he had lower AMPS, and he wasn’t eating. Mostly though, by the time I was finished talking it out with people, it was much later than planned. so the biggest factor in skipping the shot was to get a manageable time schedule. I’m supposed to test and inject in about 30 minutes..
But I am literally freaking out and having panic attacks. I’m terrified to do this alone. I was so terrified yesterday and so nervous I don’t even remember what I did. I’m worried about hitting a muscle or injecting in a way that hurts him. I am picturing 1 million different things that could go wrong in my head.
I’m trying to take deep breath‘s and calm down. I just need some tips and advice. I don’t know what I’m doing. Realistically, the only place I’m going to be able to inject is somewhere on the back or neck. I can sometimes keep him between my legs and stand above him. Or hold with one hand-ish. I doubt for long. I know I can’t get him to eat as a distraction. He’s weird. Just in any situation with food if someone is too close to him or petting him he won’t eat.
Mostly this first shot (technically not first but still feels like it) is a big deal because it’s going to affect future shots. I don’t want to hurt him and then have this be a major ordeal all the time. If I can do it without him feeling it, he will be less likely to fight me.
I’m shaking scared. Literally
This a.m. I decided to skip insulin because he had lower AMPS, and he wasn’t eating. Mostly though, by the time I was finished talking it out with people, it was much later than planned. so the biggest factor in skipping the shot was to get a manageable time schedule. I’m supposed to test and inject in about 30 minutes..
But I am literally freaking out and having panic attacks. I’m terrified to do this alone. I was so terrified yesterday and so nervous I don’t even remember what I did. I’m worried about hitting a muscle or injecting in a way that hurts him. I am picturing 1 million different things that could go wrong in my head.
I’m trying to take deep breath‘s and calm down. I just need some tips and advice. I don’t know what I’m doing. Realistically, the only place I’m going to be able to inject is somewhere on the back or neck. I can sometimes keep him between my legs and stand above him. Or hold with one hand-ish. I doubt for long. I know I can’t get him to eat as a distraction. He’s weird. Just in any situation with food if someone is too close to him or petting him he won’t eat.
Mostly this first shot (technically not first but still feels like it) is a big deal because it’s going to affect future shots. I don’t want to hurt him and then have this be a major ordeal all the time. If I can do it without him feeling it, he will be less likely to fight me.
I’m shaking scared. Literally