thankyou all so much, read many of these, never wanted it to be me doing it. I will be making donation when I get paid around 27th, I always meant to. If anyone in UK uses an Accu check Compact Plus blood sugar meter I have an unopened box of test strips ( 3x17) and around 100 softclix lancets, please leave me your address and I'll send them on, sorry can't send meter, it's Pipkin's. Still walk in at night after work, expecting him to be there, waiting for his supper, bless him, he couldn't speak all the time I knew him, but I got tuned - i guess like a mother with baby-, I knew he was trying to ask for something, even when he made it upstairs he could wake me up with the smallest of squeaks. I feel priveleged to have known him, and only he and I know the special moments we spent together. I know we'll spend good times together again, sometime, somewhere
best wishes
JayneXXX