Traci,
I wanted to let you know that my wife and I are still thinking of you. I kept the video of Boomer that you sent out last week and I've watched it a number of times since last night, and a big, bittersweet smile comes to my face. When I look at him, I know that he was cared for as much as any cat could be, and know that although he lost his fight, his all too short life was filled with as much love as any cat has ever gotten.
You said that you feel cursed because you've lost your babies so young, but to me, I see the other side. I see Boomer and your other baby as being blessed to have had such love and devotion in their short lives. I can't begin to imagine how you feel and wouldn't dare to tell you how to feel, but if Boomer and your other baby were destined to be with us such a short time, you were one that was able to make that time as precious as possible. You aren't cursed Traci, you're just the person with enough love to make their lives mean something, even if they were all too short.
Jason