Thanks Nadine,
I appreciate the support. Calley is my fifth cat. I have one more at home right now...Buddy. Before these two I had a calico name Alley. Looked exactly like Calley. She went down hill from hypothyroid and I had to put her down...this was about 8 yrs ago...she was 17. Then there was Cody...a yellow and white tabby. He was 16 when he died in my arms after a two week battle with feline leukemia. Then there was my first cat Gabby....she had to be put down after contracting FIP.
I have had two dogs....my yellow labby Sommer just passed away on July 7th of this year...the same day that Calley went hypo and about died in my arms. And I currently have a 12 year old black labby name River. He is my baby.
I love/loved all my animals. Calley is my 8yr old daughters cat. If it wasn't for her.....I would have put Calley down by now. It's not that I want to be free of the time/energy/expense of the care for Calley... it is the feeling that there is something wrong with her that I can't find and the vets can't find and that she will never get regulated on insulin. I just feel that this is a losing battle and that it is inevitable that Calley will have to be put down.
She was diagnosed in December 2013 so has been receiving treatment for 9 months...to no avail. The bg have come down a bit but haven't stayed down and then she is going up/down all the time and the vomiting isn't improving. I just don't know. She is not a loving, sweet cat anymore....she bites, hisses, etc.
I am stressed beyond belief.....especially financially. I just learned yesterday that my second job that was paying for lots of my extras ....the grant was cancelled. So now I don't have that extra money. SIGH
I will continue doing what I am doing...and like you said...she will either regulate or won't.
I so appreciate the support.
Kristin