MollynSkooter
Member Since 2014
CoNdo: 08/01/14
Ya know, I feel like I should have hesitated before shooting that number this morning, and I really didn't. I figure I have to shoot these low numbers at one point and mind as well be when I am gonna be around to monitor him. I think I was actually excited to shoot it as my brain understands that with a lower number, it doesn't mean that he is going to drop to zero, but for me, I need to experience it, to trust it more, if that makes sense. I am really hoping for reduction today or tomorrow as my gut says that is what he is going for.
The joys of being used to being up or getting up, I woke up around +8, "just cuz", so figured I would get a test in. When Skoots and I were chit chatting this morning getting ready for his poke, I told him based on the 130 I was expecting and ok with a kind of high number this morning, so the 105 was a weeeeeeee bit shocking. I did retest just to make sure and sure enough 110. I did keep the 105 as his pre shot number as the 110 was so close.
I am thinking I should be getting a +1 again (as that is what was suggested last night with his122).
Sending extra prayers and love to Mariko and Lucy as they continue their journey, Melanie who is grieving the loss of her beloved Racci. Sending positive test result vines to Amy's DM and a great big hug to anyone who needs one today for whatever reason.
Ya know, I feel like I should have hesitated before shooting that number this morning, and I really didn't. I figure I have to shoot these low numbers at one point and mind as well be when I am gonna be around to monitor him. I think I was actually excited to shoot it as my brain understands that with a lower number, it doesn't mean that he is going to drop to zero, but for me, I need to experience it, to trust it more, if that makes sense. I am really hoping for reduction today or tomorrow as my gut says that is what he is going for.
The joys of being used to being up or getting up, I woke up around +8, "just cuz", so figured I would get a test in. When Skoots and I were chit chatting this morning getting ready for his poke, I told him based on the 130 I was expecting and ok with a kind of high number this morning, so the 105 was a weeeeeeee bit shocking. I did retest just to make sure and sure enough 110. I did keep the 105 as his pre shot number as the 110 was so close.
I am thinking I should be getting a +1 again (as that is what was suggested last night with his122).
Sending extra prayers and love to Mariko and Lucy as they continue their journey, Melanie who is grieving the loss of her beloved Racci. Sending positive test result vines to Amy's DM and a great big hug to anyone who needs one today for whatever reason.