I'm sorry you're feeling defeated right now. I think we can all relate to that feeling...heaven knows I've been the queen of it at times. I have to say that remembering Tessie Lou helped me a lot last week, when Trixie was super-bouncey, and it help me not feel beaten down when we had to re-increase Trixie's dose again.
Sounds like Tarragon is working through that PMPS, though. Maybe it was afur shot, maybe a bounce...who knows. I swear there are times that I know there was insulin in the syringe, yet Trixie's numbers don't reflect it. I'm finally, finally starting to get on board with the big picture of FD, rather than just focusing on numbers. As long as the kitties are feeling well, we're doing the best we we can. Unfortunately it seems that much of this FD stuff is just plain out of our hands.
Feel better tonight...you're a great bean, and Tarragon knows that.