@Megan & Oren -- I've looked for Oren's condo. Am I missing it? Zoey's sweet on him and likes to see how he's doing.
Aw, sorry Zoey, didn't mean to hide your orange boy...He's been worried sick about you too!! He wants to tell you he thinks you're too cute for words in those little onesies, and envies your ritzy home spa treatments!
I've been so down about developments of late, i haven't been good about posting. Mostly had been staying pink and red for several days, with a yellow here and there. After a slightly hopeful day 2 days ago where it's possible he even got into blue numbers, he has reversed, probably a bounce, and the dreaded HI showed up this AMPS. First black in several days, and first HI in months? I'm limping along till next Wed. when I hope to be done with ISTHATCLEAR vet after the followup recheck for ear and pancreatitis. Overall, he seems ok; still purry, eating well, no keytones(yet), but definitely peeing more, lower energy.
I'm even feeling skepticism from some friends here who have diabetic cats and are w/ vets who basically also follow the 'loose regulation', shoot blind, keep them from going hypo (which one friend said was 60s!) etc. Defended my vets reaction as imagine if you were bombarded with people getting information off the internet, and 1 study doesn't prove anything blah blah blah(and only mildly agreed her tone was condescending).
It's all so exhausting as to be numbing.
as to your thoughts re: hypo vs. PTS: from what I understand, I don't think hypo would be a pleasant way to go..seizures, coma etc. Is there any chance Great Vet would make a house call? I know of vets here who do make home visits for the end, which would certainly make it a much less stressful experience for Zoey, although not much less difficult for you. I know of friends here who have had the home option, and felt much better about the whole experience. I sure hope it doesn't have to come to that for valiant Zoey and you, but I can totally understand these thoughts being in your mind, as you are such a devoted caretaker. Continuing to send many vines and prayers and warm, enveloping light for the Zoey household. So glad she is having a lovely day today. Sometimes that's all you can do, is go day to day, and find the small blessing in each.
ETA: Cross-posted my response with your 2nd followup. Oh dear Zoey, as many prayers as possible are going up. May you find the right path with the easiest, most comfortable trip as possible, wherever it leads.