Re: 5/2 Lucian AMPS HI
Will Lucian bounce off greens? yeah. Will he bounce for no apparent reason whatsoever? Absolutely. That's Lucian.
I recognize my mistakes and it will take time to get him back where he was. I've given incorrect dose and gave reduced doses when I shouldn't have, because I was too CS to shoot at a lower number and it set him back, when progress was slow to start with. Because of that, we're back up to 2.25 and lost the footing we had gained. He had been slowly improving and earning his reductions. But because of where I messed up, I had to take him right back up there again. Loss of progress.
I'm home to monitor him 24/7 and will do whatever it takes, there's no reason for me to give him a reduced dose, unless he is so low that I won't shoot at all, then I'll attempt an OTJ trial. But I doubt that will ever happen.
I do appreciate your concern, but just like you told me when I didn't understand why you do what you do with Jez and gave you unsolicited advice, you know your cat and bottom line, it's not my business. I have to play the hand I/Lucian was dealt and handle Lucian's treatment the way I feel is best. It's ok, we can agree to disagree, we all have to follow our gut and do what we feel is best for our cats.
He's shown slow improvement in the last 10 days. That's the longest period yet, in our 5 months, without a black block on his SS and I'm pleased with that. It's been a while since he saw green, the bounce was not a surprise, I had hoped he would stay under 600, but, again, that's Lucian. Lately, he's been getting over the bounces faster and, until today, wasn't bouncing as high. I hope that trend continues and doesn't go back to black every 2-3 days like he used to.
I'd love for him to stay around 90. I'd be perfectly satisfied if he just stayed under renal threshold consistently, but that isn't happening yet. Maybe eventually it will, but for now, I'll do what I feel is right and we'll keep hoping for the best.