Re: 4/18 Mannie - Fly forever free, now at rest - Thank you
Hello everyone! I wanted to take a minute tonight to thank all of you for supporting Mannie, for caring,for taking time here to acknowledge his passing. I so wish I could respond to each and every one of you, I so want to.... I am still so overwhelmed by the number of responses. You guys are the best, and have made such a difference in my ability to fill a void in my heart! The void is huge, the sadness is incredible.The memories of Mannie are ten-fold. Thank you everyone for being there for us.
We are all doing OK. Elsa seems to be fine, and we have been giving her a little extra attention. She's always been a keep to herself kitty, so it's difficult to know how affected she is. I find her though spending a little more time with me, so I expect she does miss Mannie. Or maybe she just sense my sadness and is doing what she can to comfort. She still sleeps with me, on my pillow, comes to bed when I do, gets up when I do. once she satisfied all is well, off she goes to do Elsa things. She has taken over the nanners, too. well some of them. Nothing will ever compare to the way Mannie loved those nanners. He lived and breathed nanners.

What a memory that is... a good one.
Nicholas has adjusted well. He's only two, and as I have said before, I really don't think he totally understands what has happened, As with most two year olds he lives in the moment, and right now he knows Mannie is away, gone, and doing OK. For him that all means Mannie is happy, and he's good with that. He still sometimes looks for him. As with most two year olds he spend a few minutes looking and then is on to something else. In a way it has helped that when Mannie was so sick Nicholas knew he was, and tried very hard to let him be, so he could rest. His not being with him all the time then has made it a little easier to accept that he's now gone. In time I think he will understand.
And me? hanging in there. I have wonderful memories of Mannie. I always will. Time will heal the void, the ache, allowing for focus where it should be: one one heckuva cat that I am so honored to have had the pleasure of caring for. I still plan on being active with the board, the best that I can. I owe you guys alot, and so want to return what I have received. Thank you all for being who you are. You guys Rock!
Take care, and see ya around.
