Re: 4/17 Deb's Spot AMPS +3 ~ 148
Thanks for the support everyone! I really need it now...why you ask??
Well, even tho I did read the "Dear Mom" letter and I know that Spot is just a number, I was very hopeful that when I got up from btb'ing I'd see a nice number for Mr. Spot. Instead, I see that he went up 5 points. Yes, I could have tested him again, but there is usually only a 5 point varience, so I didn't.
I am very sad...not because I had to give Spot some insulin this morning, but because I can't figure out why his numbers are climbing. The AB's have been on board for 4.5 days now, his breath is smelling good, he is going poo, he is Spot...acting normally...eating, hanging out, clear eyes, pooing...nothing out of the ordinary. So, is there some other medical thing that is going on...is he getting into something he's not supposed to (I am very good w/keeping Ali and Molly's kibble locked up tight and keeping all kibble out of Spot's way).....or is Mr. P pooping out again. I only wish I knew. If I have to begin insulin therapy again, I am ok with that, really, that doesn't make me sad because I know that will help him....and that is my main priority. sigh..................
Ok, it's time to stop rambling, pick my heart up off the ground, dust myself off, and move forward. Again, guys thanks for letting me vent here. Hope you all have a great day...It's cold and damp here (may be one reason I'm feeling the way I do today), I miss the sunshine!!