Awww, Jodey. It’s hard not to microanalyze, I know, but this is only, what, the third cycle on 9.5u? Sometimes we have to talk ourself away from the ledge when we see a high number.
Unless you see a low number, your job right now is to collect data and
sit on your hands. I can’t tell you how many times I’ve had to repeat that to myself over the years. All you do is shoot yourself in the foot if you react to every number, and you end up in a tailspin. Not to mention that you actually slow down positive progress. (And we prefer people to have a fully intact feet and not be dizzy, so there’s that, too, lol).
So let’s reprogram your brain …
Patience = on
Microanalysis = off
DeepBreaths = always!
You'll get there, Grasshopper.
(I’ve been following along quietly; heading back into the woodwork now)