So I made a judgment call and fed her some dryfood, not the low carb, but the diabetic dryfood. And I did so, because her ears is done, I don't need a needle to make her bleed, just a little squeeze and I have enough.
She's only at +4, which means her AM dose isn't on full speed yet.
She's apparently difficult to get up today, despite honey and 19% carbs.
She's not hungry anymore, and if I had to apply honey to her lips, I'm afraid she'd vomit and refuse to eat.
The dry food went in just fine, now she has hiccups and is burping... how lovely.
So I had a doctor's appointment today. Just a regular check up with my ADHD medication. Turns out I have a puls of 125, even though I was sitting still and haven't done any exercise. So I had an EKG, results will be in tomorrow. But my doctor is expecting it's my medication that's at fault and she might change it......
My medication is the only reason I'm mentally awake to take care of Mauer. My pulse was high in August too, but didn't raise a flag at the time. So since last summer I've been "saving" some, so I could take my meds when I go to bed. The meds is keeping me awake, and is not supposed to be taken at nighttime. But if I don't, I won't hear my alarm and get up to test. So if the side-effects is a high pulse, that's very unhealthy in the long run, my doc will most likely do something about it, or completely take it from me.
And then I don't know about Mauer. We're seeing some REAL progress these days on Lev, it's freaking amazing really. My hope was and is, that this getting up at night, and Mauers condition is temporary. We don't say the word! And on that note, I've really gotten my hopes back that it is a possibility for her.
But without my meds, I can't take care of her, as I am now
Shitty day, really.

The spelling mistakes is free, my brain is fried...