Ziggyloveforever
Member Since 2021
Hey everyone it’s Ziggy and me again I don’t know what to say… Ziggys spent all night in the ER last night and half the day today at his primary vet. The FIV is taking over he is literally bursting from the inside out. He’s had 3 ruptured abscesses in under a months time. My other cat isnt biting him I’ve been home with him off work completely since the pancreatitis attack two months ago. His recent blood work is why our IM thinks this… his WBC count dropped dramatically in just 5 days from 49.3 to 30.2 along with the lymphocytes and several other things im too distraught to remember right now. His pancreatitis isn’t getting better he’s leaking from his butt now which is why we went to the primary today.. I don’t know how long left I have with him. I have to give him so many medications and so many needles daily. I want to continue his insulin but he is on so many medications and needles I feel like all I do all day is hurt him for .1 units of insulin do I really need to prick his ear too? Help please I’m broken I haven’t slept right in days and I don’t know what to do anymore. This battle has raged and after this last rupture and his IM and primary telling me his FIV has actively progressed into full blown kitty aids I really just want him to enjoy this time he has to the best of his ability so suggestions please. As of right now when he’s on pain medication he’s still a happy boy he looks out the window he licks and fusses with his banana cat nip toy and he loves getting pets and cuddling. Please don’t suggest euthanizing I am in no way ready to throw in the towel just starting to accept that in this battle that raged we may not win this time.
