Love the photos Jeff!
It was SO nice seeing and talking to him yesterday.
Dr. McCue says Shmee is doing well overall, but I am not doing that great with all of this honestly. I think this is the saddest I have ever felt. He is not himself at all. I feel so terrible for him, and someone on the Facebook page that got this surgery done at the RVC said their doctor told her that it could take up to three months for their personalities come back, and sometimes they may even come back a little different. Thats all I think about. I want my cat back. I am also trying to work on getting everything ready to go for my second job, so I am overwhelmed with that too because I have never done something like this before (promote myself as a travel agent, take calls and emails about planning vacations) and the training for the job has not been great... so I am basically trying to figure it out on my own. I am sort of a perfectionist... and it is really freaking me out to launch this Facebook page and get started. And every time I try to work on it I start thinking of Shmee and how he is so scared, confused, and not himself at all.... Its really hard.
Dr. McCue said they started him on his hormone replacement therapy. This is one reason he probably isn't "himself" which kills me to think about. His hormones are all out of whack since the pituitary gland is gone. They started him on both the Cortisol (stress hormone that his body isnt producing anymore), Pregnisalone (?) (steroid), and eye drops for tear production I believe. The eye drops will not be needed forever, but for a few weeks maybe. I am actually electing the injection for this instead of the eye drops, which he said does a better job anyway. The hormone (and steroid) replacement will be needed his whole life. They both come in pill and liquid (flavored) form. As of right now he is eating them as a full pill in his food. I know this won't be the case once he returns to his normal self as he would never let a pill go unnoticed in his food - so I am hoping he will let me put the flavored liquids in his food. I think I got everything - I should be writing this all down, sorry I am a little rusty on what exactly they are all for.
I just read another comment about the cats personalities after this. I attached it below. Its all just so overwhelming but I am trying my best to stay grounded.
As for today's status on him - Dr. McCue tried to call this morning, but at 2am I took Melatonin and put ear plugs in to try and help me sleep. It worked because I didnt wake up until about noon. I just got his call back while writing this - he said Shmee is doing well and his blood sugar has been hanging out around 140 for the past 16 hours on one unit of Lantus so he wants to talk about our plan to come home during my visit today which is great to hear. It makes me really nervous to take him out of their care but I want him back so bad. I will probably be leaving the airbnb soon to start making my treck up there since it takes about an hour and get some fresh air if its not raining.
I am bringing my laptop and hopefully having time to check it before I go into my appointment --
@Wendy&Neko @LuvinThisPig or anyone else - please try to help me think of questions to ask the doctor before we are discharged. I am not really myself either these last few days and I need help trying to get all the information I need from the doctor to keep him safe and healthy.
Hugs to you all thank you!

