Lincolns Mom
Member Since 2016
I know i haven't posted in months. I wouldn't even know where to start because its all been surreal and so hard.
Lincoln is still chugging along and started earning reductions a few months back. He is down to 5.25u from 7u and just keeps amazing me. His progress is one of the good spots in my crazy life right now.
Savannah has been my fighter from the day i found her under my greenhouse. And just over a week ago something was really wrong. I got her into the vet and they figured it was cystitis. We started treatment. Monday this week we did blood work -- all came back normal. But then she started having problems breathing. I rushed her to the vet Saturday morning for when they opened. The vet couldn't believe the change from Monday. We ended up doing an xray. It wasn't good. There was either a mass in her lungs or the sac around her heart was filled with fluid. Either way there wasn't much capacity left for air. I brought her home and we tried to give her pred to calm everything down and make her comfortable. But when i went to give her the pred at midnight she seem to get it caught in her throat. I gave her tuna juice. She lapped some up. But then it all came back up - no pill just the juice. She then laid down on the floor, mouth opening just fighting for air. I couldn't let her suffer. I phoned the vet and took her there. I never left her side. I laid my face down to hers and just kept telling her she could lay down the boxing gloves and chase butterflies and to look for Seth he would take care of her. I never left her....
I am still in shock and part of me is looking for her and part of me knows she is gone. I am missing her so much and wishing i had one more day with her. But i know i will always want one more day. Just trying to make it through today.
Lincoln is still chugging along and started earning reductions a few months back. He is down to 5.25u from 7u and just keeps amazing me. His progress is one of the good spots in my crazy life right now.
Savannah has been my fighter from the day i found her under my greenhouse. And just over a week ago something was really wrong. I got her into the vet and they figured it was cystitis. We started treatment. Monday this week we did blood work -- all came back normal. But then she started having problems breathing. I rushed her to the vet Saturday morning for when they opened. The vet couldn't believe the change from Monday. We ended up doing an xray. It wasn't good. There was either a mass in her lungs or the sac around her heart was filled with fluid. Either way there wasn't much capacity left for air. I brought her home and we tried to give her pred to calm everything down and make her comfortable. But when i went to give her the pred at midnight she seem to get it caught in her throat. I gave her tuna juice. She lapped some up. But then it all came back up - no pill just the juice. She then laid down on the floor, mouth opening just fighting for air. I couldn't let her suffer. I phoned the vet and took her there. I never left her side. I laid my face down to hers and just kept telling her she could lay down the boxing gloves and chase butterflies and to look for Seth he would take care of her. I never left her....
I am still in shock and part of me is looking for her and part of me knows she is gone. I am missing her so much and wishing i had one more day with her. But i know i will always want one more day. Just trying to make it through today.


