Doesn't feel like it a lot of the time, Tammy.
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Mogs...we can only do so much for anything or anyone. We have to remember that we're humans, not gods.
We have to remember that even with all of the knowledge in the world, even those fully trained and with all of the equipment and staff available, they can only do so much too.
Most of all, it's important to remember that a lot of what goes on, in spite of all our research and knowledge, isn't necessarily all in our control.
What is meant to be, will be. What isn't, won't.
I know what it's like to be afraid and not be able to make everything "all better" for someone or a much loved pet.
Sometimes, it's just love and what we *can* do that makes the difference. Waiting is the hardest part. Sometimes, it's pure torture.
One thing is for sure. Saoirse is loved, cared for and you are doing FAR more than a lot of people would do. She's one lucky kitty to have you as her mom.
I know that it gets us down to see our fur babies not well but, I know, with all that's in me, you are doing the very best that you can to help her get well...and, you're doing a beautiful job! Trust in that. Even when you're feeling down, tired, scared, anxious and need some time for yourself or, don't feel that you can do what you think you should do, you ARE doing all that's needed, really and need to pat yourself on the back for your dedication and love for her.
Please know that there's not one of us in here who don't somehow doubt that what we're doing for them is enough. We ALL feel that way. We ALL feel helpless at times and we ALL feel as though we *should* be doing more...even when we've been told that we're doing all that is necessary. We ALL keep thinking..."there must be MORE that I can do!" We have ALL felt...."if only I could....(fill in the blank)" or....."I wish that I could....(fill in the blank)". Most of all, we ALL fear, "losing" our furry children if we don't "do the right things". Every single one of us, understands that. Heck, I panic if my babies don't eat enough in a day even when they're doing everything else ok. LOL
So, bottom line to what I'm saying here, Mogs is.....
LIGHTEN UP ON YOURSELF!!!!!!! GIVE YOURSELF A BREAK FROM THE BEATING YOU'RE GIVING YOURSELF. IT'S NOT ALL UP TO YOU AND NOT ALL IS IN YOUR POWER!!!
Ok, I've said it. Easier said than done but, necessary to not crack up. Heck....I'm put together some days with duct tape! LOL
Vine for you and Saoirse




















