Ryan as a fellow frustrated pet parent I totally understand your frustration with Pooper's numbers up until now. My Tuxie is totally unregulated and I have spent 100s and 100s of hours since November, reading and searching and reading and searching for the "answer" to fix my Tuxie. I have spent months seeing his numbers hang in the blacks and reds in spite of regular increase and checking out any possible underlying causes.
There are two wonderful mantras..."every cat is different" and "know your cat". The other great piece of advice is "do no harm". I KNOW my Tuxie and have his pattern..onset, nadir and when his numbers rise, all down to a T. But every now and then Tuxie decides for no good reason, to mix things up. His usual nadir is between +6 to +8, but a few times in the last few weeks he has thrown me a nadir into +10. So just when I thought I had his "pattern" all down pat HE changes things.
Right from the start I was more scared of Tuxie having a hypo attack than his high numbers. Oh, I was definitely worried about his high numbers, since they can cause organ damage over time, but an unwatched hypo can literally kill. I had my hypo kit all set up, with the syrup and HC food, right from the start. It was only about a month ago I actually had to use it for the first time and I was totally freaked out. Since then I have become more confident about dealing with low numbers and use a more regimented approach. But there were times when he was running low or dropping fast that I changed plans and stayed home to monitor him. As I said hypo numbers scare me much more than hyper numbers.
You know your Pooper and how he reacts, but his body can change out of the blue. Diabetes is a complex endocrine disease. If there was an easy fix then all people, cats, dogs and other animals would be OTJ or well regulated and there would only be one "magic" insulin that worked for all. I have had to learn patience, something I often have in short supply. I have listened to more experienced posters and although I have not always followed their suggestions to the letter, I take their experiences as a very good guideline.
Emotions can often run high, especially when we are frustrated and upset because our precious furkids are not getting better, or not as quickly as we would like. I have been frustrated, burnt out, angry and happy all in the same day, depending on how my Tuxie is doing. This sugar dance is a very difficult one to learn and to follow, especially when you read how quickly some people have the furkids come OTJ. But the dance is what the dance is. The people here try their best to be supportive and give advice or directions to everyone. Many of the posters become emotionally vested in the welfare of other people's cats, even though they have never met them. They become concerned when they see potential problems and try to assist with keeping our kitties safe. No one here is paid for their time...they do it out of care and love for our "kids".
Please listen to people...even when you know your own kitty better than anyone....what is being said is for the welfare of your kitty and every kitty here.
Good luck with Pooper's path to recovery.
