GA Ozzy Pawzbourne is off to the rainbow bridge

Ozzy Pawzbourne

Member Since 2016
We made the very difficult decision to put Ozzy down last night. He was very very sick with a very poor prognosis according to the vet and an almost $10,000 vet bill estimate. Vet said he could relapse after coming home and require another hospital admission. Ozzy had long term diabetes. He lived with this condition for 7 years. He also survived repeated cases of painful pancreatitis and an awful surgical removal of a likely cancerous tumor. He was a tough kitty. He was a loved kitty. He was the absolute sweetest kitty in the world with the pillowy softest fur and the loudest little engine purr of any kitty I’ve ever met. He was a big boy with a big heart. He lived 16 spoooiled years and we are missing on him terribly right now.

I will admit that we made some mistakes by stopping the constant monitoring of him. Would we have caught this? Maybe? We were on vacation and he was at home with my mom who stayed here to care for him. He gets horrible separation anxiety and hides the entire time we are gone every time we leave. He experiences extreme stress when we leave. He may have had some underlying thing going on that might not have escalated to this level had we not taken a vacation and he had not experienced such stress. I don’t know. We struggled to ever go on vacation for 6 years because of his needs and finally got my mom to come take care of him. We just don’t really know what triggered the DKA. The vet said it’s likely he has other issues going on including some involvement with his kidneys. He was an old boy and would continue to have more inevitable medical problems as he aged.

This was a hard decision to put him down but one that my husband and I talked about many times as Ozzy has gone through his various medical issues. I’m so sad that we had to do it. My heart is broken. But I do know that he lived a long and wonderful life and was so loved and well cared for.

I want to thank the wonderful moderators and people on this site for all you have done for us. From the minute Ozzy was diagnosed with DM, I found you. You all taught me how to treat my cat, the correct insulin to use, how to administer it, how to test with a home monitor, how to run BG curves, how to treat low sugars. We had many pajama parties over the years. And lots of laughs. You all taught me proper feline nutrition and through this knowledge I learned my cat had severe poultry allergies and we were able to almost completely cure his long term vomiting by removing his allergens from his diet. Something all his vets missed. I trusted the advice here many times more than what my own vet told me. You all helped me interpret labs and helped me understand what to do when Ozzy had pancreatic flares. You were there for me around the clock 24/7 when I needed emergent advice. After a few years of learning the DM ropes, I fell off the scene. We had and were equipped with all the knowledge to keep going with Ozzy and he was flourishing. For years, even as a geriatric cat w DM, he had perfect labs except for DM. He was thriving. So THANK YOU kitty committee!! Thank you for all you have done for us and for me personally. You kept my head on straight and in many times calmed me in a panic. You helped me be the best kitty mommy to my sweet Ozzy. Because of the people on this board, my cat lived a long life and for 7 years with diabetes. So thank you.

Fly free sweet Ozzy. You were so loved.
 
((((Jo and DH))))) I am so sorry you had to make this difficult decision. :bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug: No second guessing. Cats are incredibly good at hiding what is going on inside them. 7 years a diabetic is a lot longer than most. You were great cat parents.

Neko and many other GA's will be there to greet Ozzy at the Bridge. cat_wings>o
 
((((Jo and DH))))) I am so sorry you had to make this difficult decision. :bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug: No second guessing. Cats are incredibly good at hiding what is going on inside them. 7 years a diabetic is a lot longer than most. You were great cat parents.

Neko and many other GA's will be there to greet Ozzy at the Bridge. cat_wings>o
Thank you. Lots of tears today. We are so sad. When I told my 5 yr old, he said now I’m your only baby. Ozzy was my first baby, and my son was incredibly jealous of him when I would hold him and love on him.
 
We made the very difficult decision to put Ozzy down last night. He was very very sick with a very poor prognosis according to the vet and an almost $10,000 vet bill estimate. Vet said he could relapse after coming home and require another hospital admission. Ozzy had long term diabetes. He lived with this condition for 7 years. He also survived repeated cases of painful pancreatitis and an awful surgical removal of a likely cancerous tumor. He was a tough kitty. He was a loved kitty. He was the absolute sweetest kitty in the world with the pillowy softest fur and the loudest little engine purr of any kitty I’ve ever met. He was a big boy with a big heart. He lived 16 spoooiled years and we are missing on him terribly right now.

I will admit that we made some mistakes by stopping the constant monitoring of him. Would we have caught this? Maybe? We were on vacation and he was at home with my mom who stayed here to care for him. He gets horrible separation anxiety and hides the entire time we are gone every time we leave. He experiences extreme stress when we leave. He may have had some underlying thing going on that might not have escalated to this level had we not taken a vacation and he had not experienced such stress. I don’t know. We struggled to ever go on vacation for 6 years because of his needs and finally got my mom to come take care of him. We just don’t really know what triggered the DKA. The vet said it’s likely he has other issues going on including some involvement with his kidneys. He was an old boy and would continue to have more inevitable medical problems as he aged.

This was a hard decision to put him down but one that my husband and I talked about many times as Ozzy has gone through his various medical issues. I’m so sad that we had to do it. My heart is broken. But I do know that he lived a long and wonderful life and was so loved and well cared for.

I want to thank the wonderful moderators and people on this site for all you have done for us. From the minute Ozzy was diagnosed with DM, I found you. You all taught me how to treat my cat, the correct insulin to use, how to administer it, how to test with a home monitor, how to run BG curves, how to treat low sugars. We had many pajama parties over the years. And lots of laughs. You all taught me proper feline nutrition and through this knowledge I learned my cat had severe poultry allergies and we were able to almost completely cure his long term vomiting by removing his allergens from his diet. Something all his vets missed. I trusted the advice here many times more than what my own vet told me. You all helped me interpret labs and helped me understand what to do when Ozzy had pancreatic flares. You were there for me around the clock 24/7 when I needed emergent advice. After a few years of learning the DM ropes, I fell off the scene. We had and were equipped with all the knowledge to keep going with Ozzy and he was flourishing. For years, even as a geriatric cat w DM, he had perfect labs except for DM. He was thriving. So THANK YOU kitty committee!! Thank you for all you have done for us and for me personally. You kept my head on straight and in many times calmed me in a panic. You helped me be the best kitty mommy to my sweet Ozzy. Because of the people on this board, my cat lived a long life and for 7 years with diabetes. So thank you.

Fly free sweet Ozzy. You were so loved.
@Marje and Gracie This thank you is to you the most. You helped me tremendously and I am so grateful for all your amazing and knowledgeable advice. Thank you.
 
(((((((Jo and DH))))))). We are a village here but I truly appreciate your words and I am profoundly sorry your sweet baby boy has crossed. You all were so dedicated every single step of the way and it is huge to have an older cat stay so stable for so very long with FD. It’s a testament to your love and great care. We never know what pushes them over that edge but I am certain it had absolutely nothing to do with your care or your vacation.

Along with my deep condolences, I’m also sending hugs and wishes for peace. I do believe our babies are with us in spirit long after their tired little bodies have left us. We just have to close our eyes and listen.

I want to share this poem with you written by a former member. It continues to bring me peace so many years after losing Gracie and I hope it will do the same for you.
The Ridge
© 2004 By Carol Notermann

It’s been such a lovely summer, I’ve been napping in the sun.
This morning, other cats and I enjoyed a long long run.
We chased butterflies together. I climbed high into a tree.
And now I think what woke me up was that small bumble bee.

I’ve yawned and stretched, and still I feel that something has begun.
He’s standing there in robes of white, and telling me to come.
I always run to Him you know, when He comes across the bridge
To see if we’re all having fun and if we’ve checked the ridge.

He gives tummy rubs to all of us and pets and cuddles too
I’m glad to see Him every day, when He comes into view.
Each day He takes a different cat, and chats with them a while
Then off that kitty starts to run. I swear they seem to smile.

But now He’s stopped in front of me. He’s said a name I know.
He said to look out towards the ridge. The sun is setting low.
I start to walk out toward the ridge, and then what’s that I see.
IT’S YOU! IT’S YOU! It’s really you. You’ve come to be with me!

My goodness you are running and I am running too!
You stop to bend, but I can jump and now I am with you.
I feel your kisses on my head, as I did in long off days
You’re holding me and hugging me, and into your eyes I gaze.

And now He’s walking with us, as you carry me once more
We’ve crossed the bridge together. We’re here at Heaven’s door.
And He has held it open, and told us to walk through
That from now on and forever, I can always be with you. :rb_icon::rb_icon::rb_icon:

 
(((((((Jo and DH))))))). We are a village here but I truly appreciate your words and I am profoundly sorry your sweet baby boy has crossed. You all were so dedicated every single step of the way and it is huge to have an older cat stay so stable for so very long with FD. It’s a testament to your love and great care. We never know what pushes them over that edge but I am certain it had absolutely nothing to do with your care or your vacation.

Along with my deep condolences, I’m also sending hugs and wishes for peace. I do believe our babies are with us in spirit long after their tired little bodies have left us. We just have to close our eyes and listen.

I want to share this poem with you written by a former member. It continues to bring me peace so many years after losing Gracie and I hope it will do the same for you.
The Ridge
© 2004 By Carol Notermann

It’s been such a lovely summer, I’ve been napping in the sun.
This morning, other cats and I enjoyed a long long run.
We chased butterflies together. I climbed high into a tree.
And now I think what woke me up was that small bumble bee.

I’ve yawned and stretched, and still I feel that something has begun.
He’s standing there in robes of white, and telling me to come.
I always run to Him you know, when He comes across the bridge
To see if we’re all having fun and if we’ve checked the ridge.

He gives tummy rubs to all of us and pets and cuddles too
I’m glad to see Him every day, when He comes into view.
Each day He takes a different cat, and chats with them a while
Then off that kitty starts to run. I swear they seem to smile.

But now He’s stopped in front of me. He’s said a name I know.
He said to look out towards the ridge. The sun is setting low.
I start to walk out toward the ridge, and then what’s that I see.
IT’S YOU! IT’S YOU! It’s really you. You’ve come to be with me!

My goodness you are running and I am running too!
You stop to bend, but I can jump and now I am with you.
I feel your kisses on my head, as I did in long off days
You’re holding me and hugging me, and into your eyes I gaze.

And now He’s walking with us, as you carry me once more
We’ve crossed the bridge together. We’re here at Heaven’s door.
And He has held it open, and told us to walk through
That from now on and forever, I can always be with you. :rb_icon::rb_icon::rb_icon:

Thank you for your kind words and lovely poem. It has been a long run with Ozzy and only people that have long term fur babies really understand what you have to go through.

I’m not sure if you saw my 911 post from last night, but we came home to Ozzy in horrible condition. He was soaking wet from sitting in the bathtub trying to rehydrate his severely dehydrated body, and he was severely hypothermic. He had a rectal temp of only 90 degrees F. His blood sugar was over 600. We put him on a heating pad and wrapped him in warm blankets, got a shot of insulin in him and quickly tried to find the nearest open vet. I shoved him quickly into his carrier and had my husband rush him off to the vet. The the thing I regret most is that I just didn’t get to hold him and love on him one more time or say good bye. His last moments with me were me shoving a thermometer up his bum and stabbing his cold ears and then feet (couldn’t get a blood sample from his cold ears) over and over to check his sugar. I thought at first he was having a hypo episode because he had been vomiting and not eating and my mom still gave him insulin. It was just a really traumatic scene to come home to and it all happened so quickly. My husband was there and held him when he was put down so I know he was loved on till his final moment. I don’t think I could’ve put him down. I had to put down our 18 yo civvie Figgie a few years ago and just sobbed and sobbed like a baby. And Ozzy was my baby. He was so very dear to me. I just wish I could’ve comforted him more while he was going through all that. I wish I could have gotten him to the vet for earlier treatment. I wish I would’ve tested him for ketones a few days before we left and did a curve (like we always did in the past before leaving him) so I could’ve upped his dose and flushed them out. I wish I could’ve held him till his last breath. I wish, I wish… right. It’s just so hard.
 
Jo and DH I just wanted to tell you I'm so so sorry for your loss. Ozzy was a beautiful boy. I would come across his picture and would always say to myself what a beautiful kitty .
I can tell that you and DH were amazing parents and you took good care of him . Please don't second guess yourself with what you could have done before you went on vacation. Things happen so suddenly . Please remember all the joy Ozzy brought you , I had to put Tyler's brother down 2 years ago kidney failure. He was also my heart kitty. Please take care of yourself.
Fly high sweet Ozzy you will be missed but never forgotten.
Come and visit your mama Ozzy and tell her you are now running around chasing butterflies with all your buddies .:bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug:cat_wings>o
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Jo and DH I just wanted to tell you I'm so so sorry for your loss. Ozzy was a beautiful boy. I would come across his picture and would always say to myself what a beautiful kitty .
I can tell that you and DH were amazing parents and you took good care of him . Please don't second guess yourself with what you could have done before you went on vacation. Things happen so suddenly . Please remember all the joy Ozzy brought you , I had to put Tyler's brother down 2 years ago kidney failure. He was also my heart kitty. Please take care of yourself.
Fly high sweet Ozzy you will be missed but never forgotten.
Come and visit your mama Ozzy and tell her you are now running around chasing butterflies with all your buddies .:bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug:cat_wings>o
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Thank you so much. I’m sorry you lost your kitty too. It’s so hard. We did take good care of ozzy. And he was the absolute cutest but the sweetest too. I miss him so much already. :(
 
I am so sorry Ozzy has gone to the rainbow bridge.
It is a terribly hard and heartbreaking decision to make to help them cross the bridge.
You looked over him wonderfully over the years and he obviously loved his family and was loved in return.
Fly free Ozzy and land softly at the rainbow bridge. There will be many kitties there to greet you :rb_icon:cat_wings>o
 
(((((((Jo and DH))))))). We are a village here but I truly appreciate your words and I am profoundly sorry your sweet baby boy has crossed. You all were so dedicated every single step of the way and it is huge to have an older cat stay so stable for so very long with FD. It’s a testament to your love and great care. We never know what pushes them over that edge but I am certain it had absolutely nothing to do with your care or your vacation.

Along with my deep condolences, I’m also sending hugs and wishes for peace. I do believe our babies are with us in spirit long after their tired little bodies have left us. We just have to close our eyes and listen.

I want to share this poem with you written by a former member. It continues to bring me peace so many years after losing Gracie and I hope it will do the same for you.
The Ridge
© 2004 By Carol Notermann

It’s been such a lovely summer, I’ve been napping in the sun.
This morning, other cats and I enjoyed a long long run.
We chased butterflies together. I climbed high into a tree.
And now I think what woke me up was that small bumble bee.

I’ve yawned and stretched, and still I feel that something has begun.
He’s standing there in robes of white, and telling me to come.
I always run to Him you know, when He comes across the bridge
To see if we’re all having fun and if we’ve checked the ridge.

He gives tummy rubs to all of us and pets and cuddles too
I’m glad to see Him every day, when He comes into view.
Each day He takes a different cat, and chats with them a while
Then off that kitty starts to run. I swear they seem to smile.

But now He’s stopped in front of me. He’s said a name I know.
He said to look out towards the ridge. The sun is setting low.
I start to walk out toward the ridge, and then what’s that I see.
IT’S YOU! IT’S YOU! It’s really you. You’ve come to be with me!

My goodness you are running and I am running too!
You stop to bend, but I can jump and now I am with you.
I feel your kisses on my head, as I did in long off days
You’re holding me and hugging me, and into your eyes I gaze.

And now He’s walking with us, as you carry me once more
We’ve crossed the bridge together. We’re here at Heaven’s door.
And He has held it open, and told us to walk through
That from now on and forever, I can always be with you. :rb_icon::rb_icon::rb_icon:

I can’t stop thinking about the hypothermia. Any idea why Ozzy’s body temp dropped so severely?

I saw a post from 2015 were @Meya14 treated her cat Max at home for DKA and she said he was almost dead when she brought him home. I don’t know if Ozzy’s condition was worse or not but it would seem the hypothermia would complicate things and worsen his prognosis. I just now wonder if we should’ve brought him home and tried to at least do something for him here. I feel comfortable and know I could’ve given him the subQ fluids. I work from home so could’ve monitored whatever needed to be done.

DH reminded me that he spot checked Ozzy’s sugars a day or so before we went on our trip and he was in the mid 200s in the late afternoon which was normal for Ozzy as he was cycling down from his AM shot. So he was not experiencing super high sugars before we left. This all happened in the 4 days we were gone and really escalated over a 24 hour period when he stopped eating last Thurs night and we came home to him like that on Friday night.

I checked back at some of my posts where I needed help with him and he either threw ketones or had pancreatic flares when I would leave him, so he experienced extreme stress when I would leave him.

I don’t know. Yesterday I spent all day crying. Today I’m trying to rationalize things and try to understand what happened and what I should’ve done differently. I woke up this morning and have no kitty to feed or cuddle. I’ve had a kitty for 20 years and for the first time am pet-less. I’ve always identified as a cat person and now I have no cat :(
 
Sending lots of hugs out to you. You and Ozzy were lucky to have found each other. You did everything you can. Please don't beat yourself over what if's. My cat got diagnosed with DM in January this year and after a couple of months of having been on the arduous journey trying to reverse his condition, I am now realizing how challenging this fight is and how easy it is to get discouraged and blame ourselves. Kudos to you for having done that for Ozzy for SEVEN whole years. I can't imagine how you might be feeling right now. Just hope that you realize you're the best he could've ever had. It's okay. He isn't in pain anymore. :bighug:
 
Sending lots of hugs out to you. You and Ozzy were lucky to have found each other. You did everything you can. Please don't beat yourself over what if's. My cat got diagnosed with DM in January this year and after a couple of months of having been on the arduous journey trying to reverse his condition, I am now realizing how challenging this fight is and how easy it is to get discouraged and blame ourselves. Kudos to you for having done that for Ozzy for SEVEN whole years. I can't imagine how you might be feeling right now. Just hope that you realize you're the best he could've ever had. It's okay. He isn't in pain anymore. :bighug:
Thanks for your reply. I appreciate your kind words. He definitely knew he was spoiled with love.

I’m sorry to hear your cat was recently diagnosed with FD. Oh man I just looked at your spreadsheet and have to say welcome to the wildest rollercoaster ride. To say this is a journey, is an understatement. And yes, we did it for 7 years and had many ups and downs. But every single one was worth it.

I commend you on your diet change to raw. Not a lot of people will get on board with that. It’s really the best diet for our obligate carnivores and especially for diabetics who require low carb high protein diets.

I see you are also trying to do tight regulation. We tried it too and it didn’t work for Ozzy unfortunately and he never had sugars as high as Tigger. What I can say to you about this protocol is that if you do your research on it, you will see that only a fraction of cats go into remission. I was reading an article today about a study on this and I think that study only showed like 25% of cats made it into remission with the TR protocol. Don’t quote me on that and I’m sure the kitty committee (my term, haha) will come to quickly and rightfully correct me. Just know that it doesn’t work for every cat and to set realistic expectations for yourself and your kitty that you may have a long term insulin dependent diabetic kitty and plan for that. It took me a long time to come to terms with that because I was chasing that TR remission and just wanting so badly to post my OTJ video and have my cat be in remission. I never got to post that OTJ video though. Many of those lucky kitties were younger when dx with FD, had developed FD from steroid use, had undiagnosed diabetes for longer than their owner realized so their beta cells were already melted and not able to heal, were severely overweight, or other factors. Not to say you shouldn’t keep trying for up to 6 months because you have to try. Everyone wants their cat OTJ!!!! But there are risks of going hypo and you have to carefully monitor it. I def recall an OD episode with Ozzy where my hubby was at home with him and I was at work on the computer with the kitty committee on the line walking me through how to feed up a hypo situation and texting my husband the instructions along the way. They did great. He did great. Kitty did great. But constant monitoring is a must.

I see your kitty has really high sugars. If no one has recommended it yet (I’m sure they have), you should invest in a blood ketone meters and ketone test strips (urine) and monitor your kitty for ketones. Once ketones spill into the urine and then into the blood, you have a life threatening diabetic crisis on your hand called diabetic ketoacidosis (DKA). And it can happen quickly. This is what happened to Ozzy when we first found out he had diabetes. And what ultimately led to the end of his life this weekend. It’s terribly expensive to treat and requires several days hospitalization stay. His first bought cost us $5000. We got 7 more years with him. This last bought was estimated to be $10,000 and at 16 years old with chronic medical conditions, I don’t think we would’ve gotten 7 more.

What kept Ozzy alive and well honestly was all the advice we received on this board. You are in INCREDIBLY good hands with INCREDIBLY knowledgeable people who have seen IT ALL! FD is def manageable and Ozzy’s 7 years on the juice is a testament to that. So you can care for your kitty and kitty can have a long full life. Good luck and my only other advice is give yourself some grace along the way.
 
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We made the very difficult decision to put Ozzy down last night. He was very very sick with a very poor prognosis according to the vet and an almost $10,000 vet bill estimate. Vet said he could relapse after coming home and require another hospital admission. Ozzy had long term diabetes. He lived with this condition for 7 years. He also survived repeated cases of painful pancreatitis and an awful surgical removal of a likely cancerous tumor. He was a tough kitty. He was a loved kitty. He was the absolute sweetest kitty in the world with the pillowy softest fur and the loudest little engine purr of any kitty I’ve ever met. He was a big boy with a big heart. He lived 16 spoooiled years and we are missing on him terribly right now.

I will admit that we made some mistakes by stopping the constant monitoring of him. Would we have caught this? Maybe? We were on vacation and he was at home with my mom who stayed here to care for him. He gets horrible separation anxiety and hides the entire time we are gone every time we leave. He experiences extreme stress when we leave. He may have had some underlying thing going on that might not have escalated to this level had we not taken a vacation and he had not experienced such stress. I don’t know. We struggled to ever go on vacation for 6 years because of his needs and finally got my mom to come take care of him. We just don’t really know what triggered the DKA. The vet said it’s likely he has other issues going on including some involvement with his kidneys. He was an old boy and would continue to have more inevitable medical problems as he aged.

This was a hard decision to put him down but one that my husband and I talked about many times as Ozzy has gone through his various medical issues. I’m so sad that we had to do it. My heart is broken. But I do know that he lived a long and wonderful life and was so loved and well cared for.

I want to thank the wonderful moderators and people on this site for all you have done for us. From the minute Ozzy was diagnosed with DM, I found you. You all taught me how to treat my cat, the correct insulin to use, how to administer it, how to test with a home monitor, how to run BG curves, how to treat low sugars. We had many pajama parties over the years. And lots of laughs. You all taught me proper feline nutrition and through this knowledge I learned my cat had severe poultry allergies and we were able to almost completely cure his long term vomiting by removing his allergens from his diet. Something all his vets missed. I trusted the advice here many times more than what my own vet told me. You all helped me interpret labs and helped me understand what to do when Ozzy had pancreatic flares. You were there for me around the clock 24/7 when I needed emergent advice. After a few years of learning the DM ropes, I fell off the scene. We had and were equipped with all the knowledge to keep going with Ozzy and he was flourishing. For years, even as a geriatric cat w DM, he had perfect labs except for DM. He was thriving. So THANK YOU kitty committee!! Thank you for all you have done for us and for me personally. You kept my head on straight and in many times calmed me in a panic. You helped me be the best kitty mommy to my sweet Ozzy. Because of the people on this board, my cat lived a long life and for 7 years with diabetes. So thank you.

Fly free sweet Ozzy. You were so loved.
Gosh, I am so very sorry for your loss. Clearly, Ozzy was much loved. Be free now, Ozzy. Godspeed. :bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug:
 
Thanks for your reply. I appreciate your kind words. He definitely knew he was spoiled with love.

I’m sorry to hear your cat was recently diagnosed with FD. Oh man I just looked at your spreadsheet and have to say welcome to the wildest rollercoaster ride. To say this is a journey, is an understatement. And yes, we did it for 7 years and had many ups and downs. But every single one was worth it.

I commend you on your diet change to raw. Not a lot of people will get on board with that. It’s really the best diet for our obligate carnivores and especially for diabetics who require low carb high protein diets.

I see you are also trying to do tight regulation. We tried it too and it didn’t work for Ozzy unfortunately and he never had sugars as high as Tigger. What I can say to you about this protocol is that if you do your research on it, you will see that only a fraction of cats go into remission. I was reading an article today about a study on this and I think that study only showed like 25% of cats made it into remission with the TR protocol. Don’t quote me on that and I’m sure the kitty committee (my term, haha) will come to quickly and rightfully correct me. Just know that it doesn’t work for every cat and to set realistic expectations for yourself and your kitty that you may have a long term insulin dependent diabetic kitty and plan for that. It took me a long time to come to terms with that because I was chasing that TR remission and just wanting so badly to post my OTJ video and have my cat be in remission. I never got to post that OTJ video though. Many of those lucky kitties were younger when dx with FD, had developed FD from steroid use, had undiagnosed diabetes for longer than their owner realized so their beta cells were already melted and not able to heal, were severely overweight, or other factors. Not to say you shouldn’t keep trying for up to 6 months because you have to try. Everyone wants their cat OTJ!!!! But there are risks of going hypo and you have to carefully monitor it. I def recall an OD episode with Ozzy where my hubby was at home with him and I was at work on the computer with the kitty committee on the line walking me through how to feed up a hypo situation and texting my husband the instructions along the way. They did great. He did great. Kitty did great. But constant monitoring is a must.

I see your kitty has really high sugars. If no one has recommended it yet (I’m sure they have), you should invest in a blood ketone meters and ketone test strips (urine) and monitor your kitty for ketones. Once ketones spill into the urine and then into the blood, you have a life threatening diabetic crisis on your hand called diabetic ketoacidosis (DKA). And it can happen quickly. This is what happened to Ozzy when we first found out he had diabetes. And what ultimately led to the end of his life this weekend. It’s terribly expensive to treat and requires several days hospitalization stay. His first bought cost us $5000. We got 7 more years with him. This last bought was estimated to be $10,000 and at 16 years old with chronic medical conditions, I don’t think we would’ve gotten 7 more.

What kept Ozzy alive and well honestly was all the advice we received on this board. You are in INCREDIBLY good hands with INCREDIBLY knowledgeable people who have seen IT ALL! FD is def manageable and Ozzy’s 7 years on the juice is a testament to that. So you can care for your kitty and kitty can have a long full life. Good luck and my only other advice is give yourself some grace along the way.

Thanks for the advice. Certainly hope Tigger continues to hang in.
 
I'm sorry for your loss. It's been over 2 months now since I've lost my Molly. I still cry and miss her terribly. She was a long term diabetic as well. Going on 5 years, but she was diagnosed with intestinal cancer in November 2022. It seems once she was diagnosed is when she went down hill from there. DH and I tried everything for her, but we had to make the painful decision to let her go. I hope Molly is playing with your Ozzy at the Rainbow Bridge. Take care!
 
We made the very difficult decision to put Ozzy down last night. He was very very sick with a very poor prognosis according to the vet and an almost $10,000 vet bill estimate. Vet said he could relapse after coming home and require another hospital admission. Ozzy had long term diabetes. He lived with this condition for 7 years. He also survived repeated cases of painful pancreatitis and an awful surgical removal of a likely cancerous tumor. He was a tough kitty. He was a loved kitty. He was the absolute sweetest kitty in the world with the pillowy softest fur and the loudest little engine purr of any kitty I’ve ever met. He was a big boy with a big heart. He lived 16 spoooiled years and we are missing on him terribly right now.

I will admit that we made some mistakes by stopping the constant monitoring of him. Would we have caught this? Maybe? We were on vacation and he was at home with my mom who stayed here to care for him. He gets horrible separation anxiety and hides the entire time we are gone every time we leave. He experiences extreme stress when we leave. He may have had some underlying thing going on that might not have escalated to this level had we not taken a vacation and he had not experienced such stress. I don’t know. We struggled to ever go on vacation for 6 years because of his needs and finally got my mom to come take care of him. We just don’t really know what triggered the DKA. The vet said it’s likely he has other issues going on including some involvement with his kidneys. He was an old boy and would continue to have more inevitable medical problems as he aged.

This was a hard decision to put him down but one that my husband and I talked about many times as Ozzy has gone through his various medical issues. I’m so sad that we had to do it. My heart is broken. But I do know that he lived a long and wonderful life and was so loved and well cared for.

I want to thank the wonderful moderators and people on this site for all you have done for us. From the minute Ozzy was diagnosed with DM, I found you. You all taught me how to treat my cat, the correct insulin to use, how to administer it, how to test with a home monitor, how to run BG curves, how to treat low sugars. We had many pajama parties over the years. And lots of laughs. You all taught me proper feline nutrition and through this knowledge I learned my cat had severe poultry allergies and we were able to almost completely cure his long term vomiting by removing his allergens from his diet. Something all his vets missed. I trusted the advice here many times more than what my own vet told me. You all helped me interpret labs and helped me understand what to do when Ozzy had pancreatic flares. You were there for me around the clock 24/7 when I needed emergent advice. After a few years of learning the DM ropes, I fell off the scene. We had and were equipped with all the knowledge to keep going with Ozzy and he was flourishing. For years, even as a geriatric cat w DM, he had perfect labs except for DM. He was thriving. So THANK YOU kitty committee!! Thank you for all you have done for us and for me personally. You kept my head on straight and in many times calmed me in a panic. You helped me be the best kitty mommy to my sweet Ozzy. Because of the people on this board, my cat lived a long life and for 7 years with diabetes. So thank you.

Fly free sweet Ozzy. You were so loved.
I'm so sorry for the loss of your sweet friend.
 
I’m not sure if you saw my 911 post from last night, but we came home to Ozzy in horrible condition. He was soaking wet from sitting in the bathtub trying to rehydrate his severely dehydrated body, and he was severely hypothermic. He had a rectal temp of only 90 degrees F. His blood sugar was over 600. We put him on a heating pad and wrapped him in warm blankets, got a shot of insulin in him and quickly tried to find the nearest open vet. I shoved him quickly into his carrier and had my husband rush him off to the vet. The the thing I regret most is that I just didn’t get to hold him and love on him one more time or say good bye. His last moments with me were me shoving a thermometer up his bum and stabbing his cold ears and then feet (couldn’t get a blood sample from his cold ears) over and over to check his sugar. I thought at first he was having a hypo episode because he had been vomiting and not eating and my mom still gave him insulin. It was just a really traumatic scene to come home to and it all happened so quickly. My husband was there and held him when he was put down so I know he was loved on till his final moment. I don’t think I could’ve put him down. I had to put down our 18 yo civvie Figgie a few years ago and just sobbed and sobbed like a baby. And Ozzy was my baby. He was so very dear to me. I just wish I could’ve comforted him more while he was going through all that. I wish I could have gotten him to the vet for earlier treatment. I wish I would’ve tested him for ketones a few days before we left and did a curve (like we always did in the past before leaving him) so I could’ve upped his dose and flushed them out. I wish I could’ve held him till his last breath. I wish, I wish… right. It’s just so hard.
I’m sorry, Jo, that I’m just seeing this. I’ve been off the board a few days. I didn’t see the 911 but I can’t imagine how horrible that was for you to come home and find him like that. Ketones can develop very, very quickly and progress to DKA so it’s very possible that his levels would have been normal before you left.

I know how hard it is and every single one of us has regrets when we lose our babies but try to keep your mind from going there. There is nothing you can do now but feel your grief and miss him so try to be gentle with yourself. Believe me, there were so many things I realized, after Gracie crossed, the vets should have done and I should have caught and I just had to stop myself from going there.

I can’t stop thinking about the hypothermia. Any idea why Ozzy’s body temp dropped so severely?
That’s very hard to know. I’m not sure even a vet could answer that question.

I saw a post from 2015 were @Meya14 treated her cat Max at home for DKA and she said he was almost dead when she brought him home. I don’t know if Ozzy’s condition was worse or not but it would seem the hypothermia would complicate things and worsen his prognosis. I just now wonder if we should’ve brought him home and tried to at least do something for him here. I feel comfortable and know I could’ve given him the subQ fluids. I work from home so could’ve monitored whatever needed to be done.
Meya is the only one I know who has been successful treating her kitty at home from full-blown DKA. If I remember, she has a medical background of some sort. If you had brought him home and tried and still lost him, you’d blame yourself you didn’t leave him in the hospital. With DKA, IV fluids are best; subq fluids can help but the IV fluids help faster.

DH reminded me that he spot checked Ozzy’s sugars a day or so before we went on our trip and he was in the mid 200s in the late afternoon which was normal for Ozzy as he was cycling down from his AM shot. So he was not experiencing super high sugars before we left. This all happened in the 4 days we were gone and really escalated over a 24 hour period when he stopped eating last Thurs night and we came home to him like that on Friday night.
Yes...it can escalate very, very fast.

I don’t know. Yesterday I spent all day crying. Today I’m trying to rationalize things and try to understand what happened and what I should’ve done differently. I woke up this morning and have no kitty to feed or cuddle. I’ve had a kitty for 20 years and for the first time am pet-less. I’ve always identified as a cat person and now I have no cat
Awww (((Jo)))). I’m so very sorry. Even if you had another cat there, believe me, you would feel just as empty without Ozzy. There is a hole each cat leaves that the others don’t fill. Yes, maybe you would have had another one to cuddle but it would still not be Ozzy. It’s totally ok for you to cry as much as you want. It’s a good thing to do. But try not to do the “what if I’d” thing because it will make you crazy and nothing can be changed now. And likely, it wouldn’t have made any difference anyway. Because infection has to be present for DKA to develop, there was likely some underlying condition that you were not aware of. Cats are masters at hiding things. It could have been a tooth infection and that’s often very hard to spot. Even if you had been there, if you weren’t aware of an infection, it could have gone the same way.

:bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug:
 
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