Hi all,
thank you D for making us a beautiful video for me and Danger and Cosmo too.
Thanks to everyone, in this thread, in Sienne's thread, and all the other threads asking for snowflakes and blizzards for Cosmo this week. I know they helped him feel better, even if the magic of this board couldn't heal him this one last time.
I didn't think I could come here today, but I know you all loved him too. And even though it hurts, it also feels good to share him with all of you, all of the other people who loved him too.
A friend drove us to Angell. he rode in the back, on my lap and then next to me, the whole way there. I pet him, and he purred. I told him I loved him, and he purred. He snuggled into me the whole time.
When we got there, he was a very good boy. It was quick and peaceful, and I got to hold him the entire time, while I told him what a good boy he is and how much I loved him. I spent more time with him after, kissing his little head and petting him and telling him it was ok and that I knew he loved me.
I just wrote a letter to him. I'll probably keep editing it as I remember things, but I'll link it in the siggy and 'publish' it in google docs, if anyone wants to read it. Kind of our life story and all the things I want to remember. All the things I wanted to say to him.
He was the very best and bravest boy I could hope for, even if he used to be a scaredy cat. He'll always be my very own super special lemon kitty. And i'll always miss my snugglebug.