Welcome
@Kate and Kloever! I think we can all see that you're trying your very best to learn as all of us have to do and are still doing. I know that this all seems very overwhelming as I am also still learning as I go along too and am still asking questions, weeks after I joined. It's a tough road to go down and you're right. There are so many people who wouldn't bother trying to be in here, learning as you are trying to do. Please...pat yourself on the back for your efforts and your want to know more how to help your kitty!
Please also get to know some of us in here as all of us are concerned and so many in here have a great deal of knowledge and experience. They have helped me tremendously with their vast wealth of knowledge. Trust me...I know that you are scared as I was a mess when I first came in here and still have my days where I am panic stricken. That's where the kind members in here are wonderful in being able to calm us all down/each other down.
If I might be so bold
@BJM ???
I know exactly what BJM has been trying to say and why. She is right for her concern and warning to save you a lot of heartache and Kloever's life. BJM has a lot of knowledge and because she answers so many posts every day, in spite of the fact that she no longer has need to be in here anymore except out of pure love and concern and want to help, she's here, trying to help others with issues and her vast amount of knowledge.
I will be honest....in her brevity sometimes, it *may* sound like she is a bit "gruff" (sorry BJ...just lack of better words to put it in). I too, was taken back at first by her some of her responses BUT...I have come to know her, her compassion and her knowledge and my senses have stopped stinging as I know that she has mine and Morrigan's best interests at heart. She is a healthcare professional as well so, she knows her stuff! She's really NOT judging you at all! I know it may sound/feel that way but, she's really NOT. Trust me. She gets right to the point and doesn't blather on as I will do oftentimes, driving myself and everyone else NUTS!!!

Now, SMILE because honestly...you are NOT being "judged" by BJM or anyone else.

It's purely out of concern that those points are being pushed as hard as they are. That's not to say that Kloever will suddenly have issues after this much time...but, more to the point that she *could* if not watched carefully. That's all. Don't get into a total panic though.
That said, I do agree with BJM that it seems confusing for us here as well to understand things at first and now that you have clarified which insulin you are using and why, it DOES seem like a hefty dosage to be on BUT...that said, your vet has given the green light on it. I also agree with BJM that Home Testing...especially, at this level of dosing, IS SO IMPORTANT!!! Not just for you and your sanity's sake....but, for all of us (so that more knowledgeable members can look at them and help) and particularly a kitty like Kloever who is on such a high dose. Honestly, it's not hard to do the home testing at all once you get used to doing it....but, it will mean that getting that meter and strips will be extremely important to do. The sooner you can get that, the better for you and kitty. I think that's the real point that BJM was trying to get across with brevity and lack of a long drawn out explanation.
So...please take a breath, breathe, sigh, take a drink if you need one and try to relax, knowing that all of us in here CARE and are here to help you in whatever ways that we all can. You've come to the right place...a bit of a rocky start maybe, but...NO judging, NO malice and certainly only a HUGE HUG and welcome to the group!!!


