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I so deeply appreciate everyone’s support in all this. So amazing to have all of this kindness, empathy, and console at such a very hard time in my life. I read everyone’s posts yesterday but couldn’t bring myself to log on and respond because it hurt way too much. If you asked me a month ago that I would be writing Beenie’s GA post I wouldn’t have believed it for a second. She was not herself for a good year. Months after the FD dx I continued to keep those patience pants on waiting for things to turn around. I can’t thank Wendy&Neko enough for pointing out the heart could be an issue with an Acro cat. God knows my vet knew nothing about Acro and what it can do to the body. With that I pushed for more tests and it was indeed my poor Beenie’s heart. Had I not known she would have continued to suffer. I will be forever grateful Wendy, thank you from the bottom of my heart.

Beenie came home with us on September 16, 2005 along with Ming. The two were inseparable, like peas in a pod. Always played together, ate together and of course slept intertwined with each other. Beenie was a smart cat. She loved to talk and always got the last meow in. For as long as I can remember she loved food. Her favorite room was the kitchen. If either of us was in there better believe she would be weaving in between your legs and pawing up the kitchen cabinets wondering what was on that counter top. We never gave her people food knowing it was bad but she would get deli meat whenever a sandwich was being made or a little piece of chicken. She loved ham and turkey.

She was full of life and energy. She greeted you at the door whenever you got home. She would greet house guests too! She was also a kisser, always gave you little licks on the hand to let you know she loved you. Believe it or not Beenie was DH’s cat. She was in awe of him. Looked at him with those big blue eyes like “I love my daddy sooooo much”. I’ve read people call their cats with that special bond their soul kitties; Beenie was DH’s soul kitty. She gave me tremendous love and affection too of course. She was my little Beenie bear.

We did have a special moment on Wednesday where she wanted belly rubs that seemed to last forever. She purred nonstop and not once coughed. It was truly special. Thursday morning I pet her and she gave me her final Beenie kisses with licks to my hand. We gave her lots of ham and even some Swiss cheese…she was so happy

DH held her in his arms as she crossed the rainbow bridge to meet all the other wonderful kitties there. She is now free to play and eat whatever she likes, no more pain, and no more trips to the vet.

We will miss her dearly. I wanted to share the prayer I read right before she past.

Dear God you have given us care over all living things; protect and bless the animals who give us companionship and delight, make us their true friends and worthy companions. Please take good care of our Beenie. She has filled our house and hearts with love, cuddles, and purrs.

No more pain baby, fly free. You will always be with us and us with you.

We love you with all of our heart forever and ever


I want to still be a presence on the FDMB and hope that I can help in any way I can. These past six months I’ve learned a great deal from everyone here about FD, feline health and nutrition. I too hope that I can share anything I’ve learned with others in need. This is truly the best place you never wanted to be.

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Michelle, I read this through my tears. I'm so sorry Beenie needed to go. You made such a compassionate choice to end her suffering. It warms my heart that you were able to give her belly rubs and pets and she purred without coughing. Cats are so special and that moment was such a gift. I'm heartbroken for you and your DH. Rest easy, Beenie. cat_wings>o
 
Very sad, sorry about Beenie...I truly believe she's in a better world right now, the Diabetes slowly takes out the pleasure of living from everybody.....
 
I so deeply appreciate everyone’s support in all this. So amazing to have all of this kindness, empathy, and console at such a very hard time in my life. I read everyone’s posts yesterday but couldn’t bring myself to log on and respond because it hurt way too much. If you asked me a month ago that I would be writing Beenie’s GA post I wouldn’t have believed it for a second. She was not herself for a good year. Months after the FD dx I continued to keep those patience pants on waiting for things to turn around. I can’t thank Wendy&Neko enough for pointing out the heart could be an issue with an Acro cat. God knows my vet knew nothing about Acro and what it can do to the body. With that I pushed for more tests and it was indeed my poor Beenie’s heart. Had I not known she would have continued to suffer. I will be forever grateful Wendy, thank you from the bottom of my heart.

Beenie came home with us on September 16, 2005 along with Ming. The two were inseparable, like peas in a pod. Always played together, ate together and of course slept intertwined with each other. Beenie was a smart cat. She loved to talk and always got the last meow in. For as long as I can remember she loved food. Her favorite room was the kitchen. If either of us was in there better believe she would be weaving in between your legs and pawing up the kitchen cabinets wondering what was on that counter top. We never gave her people food knowing it was bad but she would get deli meat whenever a sandwich was being made or a little piece of chicken. She loved ham and turkey.

She was full of life and energy. She greeted you at the door whenever you got home. She would greet house guests too! She was also a kisser, always gave you little licks on the hand to let you know she loved you. Believe it or not Beenie was DH’s cat. She was in awe of him. Looked at him with those big blue eyes like “I love my daddy sooooo much”. I’ve read people call their cats with that special bond their soul kitties; Beenie was DH’s soul kitty. She gave me tremendous love and affection too of course. She was my little Beenie bear.

We did have a special moment on Wednesday where she wanted belly rubs that seemed to last forever. She purred nonstop and not once coughed. It was truly special. Thursday morning I pet her and she gave me her final Beenie kisses with licks to my hand. We gave her lots of ham and even some Swiss cheese…she was so happy

DH held her in his arms as she crossed the rainbow bridge to meet all the other wonderful kitties there. She is now free to play and eat whatever she likes, no more pain, and no more trips to the vet.

We will miss her dearly. I wanted to share the prayer I read right before she past.

Dear God you have given us care over all living things; protect and bless the animals who give us companionship and delight, make us their true friends and worthy companions. Please take good care of our Beenie. She has filled our house and hearts with love, cuddles, and purrs.

No more pain baby, fly free. You will always be with us and us with you.

We love you with all of our heart forever and ever


I want to still be a presence on the FDMB and hope that I can help in any way I can. These past six months I’ve learned a great deal from everyone here about FD, feline health and nutrition. I too hope that I can share anything I’ve learned with others in need. This is truly the best place you never wanted to be.

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My heart goes out to you Michelle. Beenie is at peace...no more pain..no more tests...no more shots...running free and whole across the Bridge with so many of our FDMB GA kitties as companions. :bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug:

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Dear (((Michelle & DH),
Your beautiful girl is "in good paws" at the Bridge, where all of our GAs will be her friends until that wonderful day when you will be reunited. Beenie will never be far away, for she will always reside in that special corner of your hearts that belongs only to her.
Fly free, sweet Beenie.cat_wings>o You are much loved.

In deepest sympathy,
Ella & Edward, Rusty, and Stu (GA)

:bighug::bighug::bighug: for you both, and special scritches for Ming
 
Michelle, your prayer is beautiful and your tribute to Beenie's life is lovely. I'm so sorry her time with your family was cut short. You were such a wonderful mom to her! :bighug: You showed ultimate love by letting her go. I'm so glad she found happiness in her final days. I hope you and your DH let all your wonderful memories of your time with Beenie give you comfort in the coming days.

Know that the FDMB is grieving and crying with you. I am so glad you will stay active on the board. Your experience will be valuable, and some of us kinda like you! :) I wish you, your DH and Ming peace. :bighug::bighug::bighug:
Heavenly scritches for sweet, sweet Beenie. cat_wings>o
 
Michelle,
I cannot find the words to say about how I feel about you, DH and Beenie. I am very sad about this, but glad you will stay on the FDMB. Please, know if I could have helped all of you in any way I would. I have been reading your post about this since you took her to the ER, I was very upset about Beenie and the hurt you were all going through. Just wanted you to know how much we cared about all of you.
 
I am so sorry, it is always hard to make this choice and to see your sweet baby goes away. I suffered from this feeling 5 months ago when i had to but my sweet baby to sleep because he was on pain and suffered from heart clot.

It is hard to forget but soetimes we have to do it to end their suffering.

Prayers for your sweet girl and she will be in better place :rb_icon:
 
Typing through tears on my keyboard. ((Michelle, DH, Ming)) so, so, so sorry it was Beenie's time to earn her angel wings. :bighug::bighug: Neko will be right there with the crowd to welcome her to the Bridge. She will show her the best places to chase butterflies and moths. Beenie will be jumping and dancing again, free of her acro body.

I'm glad you made some good memories this week. Beenie knew how much she was loved and told you with her purrs. I'm sure she'll send you a sign soon that she's made it to the other side.
 
Oh Michelle, my heart breaks for you. I'm so sorry it was Beenie's time to cross. It is the hardest decision that us Beans make and we do it because we love our babies so very much. :bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug:
 
Oh Michelle, my heart just aches for you. I'm so glad Wednesday was such a good day, and you will always have those memories. It's a terrible job, but it's our promise and responsibility to our beloved furbabies to know when it's time to let them go. Beenie is whole and healthy again now, happy in her new life with all the other GAs, and waiting for the day you will be reunited.

Your prayer is beautiful and so heartfelt.
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Fly free now, sweet Beenie, land softly and send a rainbow to your loved ones:rb_icon:
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(((Michelle and DH))))

I am so very sorry your sweet girl had to cross but you gave her the ultimate gift of love and peace. I love that you said such a beautiful prayer for her. I will light a candle for her to guide her on her way where she will meet up with all our GAs and be whole, play, be free.

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Fly free, Sweet Beenie.
 
Oh Michelle, I am so very very sorry it was Beenie's time. It is one of the last giving things we give our fur babies when they put their lives in our care and their bodies start to fail them.

You are a wonderful fur momma and I'm so glad you will be around on the boards as your presence is so positive and you always make us smile.

Peace
:bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug:
 
I so deeply appreciate everyone’s support in all this. So amazing to have all of this kindness, empathy, and console at such a very hard time in my life. I read everyone’s posts yesterday but couldn’t bring myself to log on and respond because it hurt way too much. If you asked me a month ago that I would be writing Beenie’s GA post I wouldn’t have believed it for a second. She was not herself for a good year. Months after the FD dx I continued to keep those patience pants on waiting for things to turn around. I can’t thank Wendy&Neko enough for pointing out the heart could be an issue with an Acro cat. God knows my vet knew nothing about Acro and what it can do to the body. With that I pushed for more tests and it was indeed my poor Beenie’s heart. Had I not known she would have continued to suffer. I will be forever grateful Wendy, thank you from the bottom of my heart.

Beenie came home with us on September 16, 2005 along with Ming. The two were inseparable, like peas in a pod. Always played together, ate together and of course slept intertwined with each other. Beenie was a smart cat. She loved to talk and always got the last meow in. For as long as I can remember she loved food. Her favorite room was the kitchen. If either of us was in there better believe she would be weaving in between your legs and pawing up the kitchen cabinets wondering what was on that counter top. We never gave her people food knowing it was bad but she would get deli meat whenever a sandwich was being made or a little piece of chicken. She loved ham and turkey.

She was full of life and energy. She greeted you at the door whenever you got home. She would greet house guests too! She was also a kisser, always gave you little licks on the hand to let you know she loved you. Believe it or not Beenie was DH’s cat. She was in awe of him. Looked at him with those big blue eyes like “I love my daddy sooooo much”. I’ve read people call their cats with that special bond their soul kitties; Beenie was DH’s soul kitty. She gave me tremendous love and affection too of course. She was my little Beenie bear.

We did have a special moment on Wednesday where she wanted belly rubs that seemed to last forever. She purred nonstop and not once coughed. It was truly special. Thursday morning I pet her and she gave me her final Beenie kisses with licks to my hand. We gave her lots of ham and even some Swiss cheese…she was so happy

DH held her in his arms as she crossed the rainbow bridge to meet all the other wonderful kitties there. She is now free to play and eat whatever she likes, no more pain, and no more trips to the vet.

We will miss her dearly. I wanted to share the prayer I read right before she past.

Dear God you have given us care over all living things; protect and bless the animals who give us companionship and delight, make us their true friends and worthy companions. Please take good care of our Beenie. She has filled our house and hearts with love, cuddles, and purrs.

No more pain baby, fly free. You will always be with us and us with you.

We love you with all of our heart forever and ever


I want to still be a presence on the FDMB and hope that I can help in any way I can. These past six months I’ve learned a great deal from everyone here about FD, feline health and nutrition. I too hope that I can share anything I’ve learned with others in need. This is truly the best place you never wanted to be.

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So sorry for your loss. :(
 
Michelle and DH, I am so truly sorry for your loss! My heart is breaking for you both during this difficult time. I am so glad you were able to allow Beenie to pass peacefully, and that she enjoyed some belly rubs and bonding time with you. Sending big hugs, and lots of love through this difficult time. :bighug::bighug:
 
{{{Michelle}}}

I just didn't want to visit this condo today. I put it off as long as I could. I didn't want to cry, but I am. Your tribute to your dear Beenie was very heartfelt and moving. We really are so blessed to have these special creatures in our lives, and they are never with us as long as we'd like them to be. When they leave, we are devastated, but really we should be grateful that we had them as long as we did. How different our lives would have been without them, and even though their earthly bodies are gone, we still feel their presence, still love them, still feel the magic they brought to our world. I pray you will find peace in the knowledge that you gave your beloved Beenie a wonderful life, and when she was ready, you put her needs before your own and set her free. Know that we grieve with you and for you, and you will always have your L&L family to lean on.

Fly free, dear Beenie, and land softly.
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Tears here too. I'm so sorry for your loss of your special girl. Your prayer is beautiful. I know how hard it is.
You will meet up with her again one day. And she is with you now.
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Beenie will be missed as much as she was loved. Fly free sweet girl, and thank you for sharing your beautiful life with us. :rb_icon:

Extra special hugs, kisses, and scratches to Ming.
 
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I don't think an hour has gone by in the last five days that I haven't thought of you and Beenie. That girl inspired a lot of love in this world! I'm so sorry for what you've had to go through, and I wish you and your family comfort and peace.
 
Michelle, I am so sorry for your and your dear husband's. Your tribute to Beenie was beautiful, and the pictures are just gorgeous: what a stunningly beautiful little girl Beenie was. Your prayer brought tears to my eyes: so beautiful, so heartfelt, and so deeply moving.

I started writing this yesterday, and then couldn't continue. Every day I think of you and Beenie, and my heart feels so heavy for your loss. Through you, I felt like I got to know Beenie a little bit. I remember the post you wrote where you said you cried on that day when Beenie seemed happy and like her old self; you posted that pic of Beenie looking out the screen door (?) with the others. I hadn't realised until then that Beenie wasn't doing so well: you are such a positive, bright presence, and I always assumed that Beenie was doing well and looking at a bright future.

We take these little fur babies into our homes, but they carve out a place deep in our hearts. Beenie is still there for you and your DH, and will be there - always - with you both. It is one of the greatest gifts in life: to love and be loved selflessly in return. But that greatest gift also brings the most agonising grief when that life passes to another place.

Dearest Beenie, fly free and land softly. cat_wings>o :rb_icon:

Dearest Michelle, I hope you find peace in knowing you were such a wonderful mom - and especially, with your courage at the end in letting her go.

Much, much love to you at this most heartbreaking time. :bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug:
 
Many prayers to you Michelle and your DH on the loss of your beautiful Beenie. I hope your wonderful memories of Bernie will help heal you broken heart. With deepest sympathy :bighug::bighug::bighug:
 
Hi Michelle, I am sorry it took me so long to respond, you both have been on my mind since you made you decision to let Beenie go, with all the love in your heart. I may not have posted alot the last few months but I was constantly checking on you and Beenie. It breaks my heart that you had to make this tough decision. Beenie was a beautiful girl. The whole FD dx is so hard, and then throw Acro in there and it's mind numbing. I am not sure how we find the strength to deal with it. We find it somehow. I have been avoiding taking Marvin to get his heart checked, it scares me. You have been a great mom to Beenie, she is blessed to have you look out for her, love her enough to let her go. I do believe that she is there now watching over you, the same way I hope my Laddie (GA Doggy) who was pet wise the love of my life is watching over me and Marvin. I miss him everyday, it been 6 years and he is still in my heart. It was the hardest decision I had to make, but I knew it was the right one. It was his time, and like you I didn't want him to suffer any more. I did feel some guilt of having to make that choice, went back and forth afterwards, but I knew it was the right thing. I so feel for you and the DH. I will always remember Beenie, I am glad that you and I found this place. Sending you lots of love and wishing Beenie lots of peace as he watches over you, DH and her buddy Ming. :bighug: :bighug::bighug:
 
Oh, little beautiful Beenie. I am always fearful to read these threads as I always cry, but I must. I know if and when my babies must go, I would want everyone to know how wonderful they were and are and always will be.

The most important thing is that Beenie knew she was so loved.

My childhood beloved fur brothers have been over the bridge for 20 years now (I can barely believe it) and they will be amongst all our other fluffies there who will look after Beenie in their way. While you continue to love her and she continues to love you in her way, forever.
 
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