Thank you all so much!! Once I start home-testing, I'm sure I'll feel more informed about how much Kali is getting. It's reassuring to know that even some of you veterans have off-days sometimes, altho I'm sure that is frustrating and stressful for you, too. When we go on Wed., I'll ask Dr. S to shave a little patch for me even tho Kali has short hair. As I've said, she's a skinny minnie and I'm afraid I'm either not getting the needle in or I'm going all the way thru. This morning, she was especially not in the mood. So far, her eating and drinking has been well within what I consider normal for her (not excessive like it was before) so that is reassuring.
I do believe I project my doubts and hatred of my own diabetes onto my kitty's condition. While I don't use insulin, I use several oral meds and one injectable and my sugars seem to be completely unpredictable. I have low thyroid, and for 20 years now, I take synthroid once a day and have no worries. That is a condition I can live with comfortably. My diabetes seems like an unreliable and insolvable condition. I've read that it is unpredictable particularly in cats, too, which frightens me. You've all experienced it, I'm sure: everything goes along fine with food, habits, and insulin dosages and then suddenly a butterfly farts halfway across the world and there's a crisis. It seems I'm in the anger stage. Of course I'm not angry at Kali and I try to calm myself before coming near her, but no doubt she senses my emotions.
I'll avail myself of some videos of injecting and perhaps ask a vet tech for some more tutorials. Your support means a lot!