I don't know what to do; I'm overwhelmed.

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max&emmasmommie

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I thought I was okay with all the bouncing around, but getting a reading of over 600 at +11 and then 566 at +7 has me completely despondent. What can I do? Backtrack, and give him 1u until that settles? Have him hospitalized with a vet who knows what he's doing? (which I can't afford and which would probably just stress him out and make it all worse). Accept the fact that all these spikes are destroying his organs, and just do the best I can knowing his life is being shortened every time? I'm in tears.

My husband is frustrated that I'm spending so much time on this, which, of course, makes me angry, upset, and surprised. He agreed with me that we spend an enormous amount of money we could ill afford to have cancer surgery for Max 4 years ago. (It could not have spread; it was benign and completely encapsulated in his thymus which was removed. We didn't have a baby then.) I know my husband is just frustrated, too, but it's hard to hear that I'm doing too much when what I'm doing isn't even getting the results I want.

Is this the wrong insulin? Does he have cancer in his pancreas? The vet said he didn't think so, but I take that with a grain of salt. He was obviously wrong about starting at 2u. At least he called in the 1/2 unit syringes for me without asking why or giving me any grief.

I have so much stress in my life that has nothing to do with Max, and I've suffered so many stressful events in the last couple of years. I just can't stand the thought of another, least of all losing a cat I've had 16 years for no good reason.
 
((((( Dale )))))) I'm so sorry to hear about how stressed you are feeling. It's so hard when you already have other stresses and situations going on and then add on a bouncy cat that has beautiful numbers one day and then bounces to the moon for the next couple. I hope you know that you are doing great even if it's hard to see. Just remember to breathe....

One thing that you can do to calm yourself down a little is to take a peek at different spreadsheets of kitties in here or on TR -- there are a lot of super bouncy kitties who have a great string of numbers followed by high ones. Kit wasnt too bad with bouncing -- he did, but it wasn't crazy hi and he would come down fairly quickly - so I'm not comfortable with giving advice on this.

Even though I didn't have the crazy bounces, I did feel super frustrated with it all the beginning. I cried a lot...man I dont want to think about how many tears I shed out of frustration and confusion, etc. Someone told me, "It's not a sprint, it's a marathon" --- I thought it was brilliant. I kept reminding myself of that each time I felt like the world was collapsing from underneath me.
 
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