Grayson update 2014-09-13

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Grayson & Lu

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Thank you all for your kind words of support when Grayson was at the ER two weeks ago. I know a lot of you have been wondering how he’s doing, and I’m sorry I haven’t done an update recently (either pre- or post- ER event). I had been holding off, as I was hoping that after his dental, he would have gone OTJ (off the juice, off insulin, into remission). But the dental was postponed. He came through the ER visit a little sore, but the treatment was successful. The week before, we had had a blood panel done, something we do about every six months to make sure all is well, to determine if we need to adjust his thyroid medicine or add something else, and it was expected to indicate he was okay to be sedated (in addition to his heart condition, acro-kitties need additional provisions when anesthetized).

What the blood work indicated was extremely high levels of white blood cells, which the antibiotics didn’t seem to impact. I was worried it was sepsis from an intestinal tear – potentially fatal. After a consult with the vet school at NC State (and with one of the leading acro researchers in the world), Grayson’s vet ran tests for Addison’s Disease. This seemed like a reasonable explanation, as his adrenal gland may have been affected when his pituitary gland was irradiated two years ago. But the test came back normal. Thursday we went to NC State for additional tests and an ultrasound. A large mass, which was not evident in March x-rays or ultrasound, showed up on his x-ray from two weeks ago and was examined from every angle via ultrasound. It’s big, appears to be a lymph node, and has numerous blood vessels running through it. Samples of it, his blood, liver, and spleen were taken. They all showed massive quantities of eosinophils – cells that travel in the blood and throughout all the tissues in the body; and a large amount of them are markedly abnormal. Not what I expected or wanted to hear.

The extreme elevations may indicate an underlying cancer such as eosinophilic leukemia, or hypereosinophilic syndrome. Option 1: A bone marrow core. Option 2: a resection of the mass (surgical removal). Both would put him at great risk due to prolonged anesthesia and other health conditions, so they are off the table. Option 3 (the one we’re going with): Tonight he started two drugs: an aggressive chemotherapy drug (hydroxyurea) and a steroid (prednisolone). For my diabetic cat friends, yes, the pred will affect his blood glucose, but fortunately we have been able to manage that for more than 2 of the past 2¾ years, so not to worry if we see “yellow or pink” again. This chemo treatment is his best hope. After a week or two, blood work will indicate if the meds are having any effect. At that point, (or before, if necessary) we’ll re-evaluate and determine if we continue treatment, or keep him comfortable until we say good-bye. He will not suffer. This has been an extremely difficult decision.

For a kitty that has triumphed over Acromegaly, he is now facing a much bigger challenge, and we don’t know how much time we will have together. Those of us who have treated our “extra sweet” and “super-sized” kitties understand the special love we share with our furry babies. We have bonded in a way most “normal” people can’t grasp. Losing him will be difficult; but seeing him suffer is not an option. I know Grayson better than anyone else on earth. Decisions about his treatment are between him, God and me. I ask you to support the choices we are making, and keep him in your thoughts and prayers in the days and weeks to come.

Thank you,

Lu-Ann
 
Sending mega vines for the chemo drug to be right on target. Big hugs to you, Lu-Ann. I know you will make the best decisions for your guy.
Liz
 
{{{Lu-Ann}}} I'm so sorry to hear this news. :YMHUG: :YMHUG: I fervently hope that the chemo does the trick. We have a number of kitties on prednilisone in TR so that can easily be managed around with an increase in dose. FWIW - I think you are doing exactly the right thing for Grayson. Acrocats are complicated and you do know him best. You will be in my thoughts.
 
I'm sorry you didn't get better news. You're a great mom who knows her boy well. I hope the meds do the trick and you have lots more time with Grayson.

Hugs and Prayers -

Libby (& Hershey, too!)
 
Oh lu, I'm so sorry for the bad news. You know we're with you no matter what.

I'm thinking positive and hoping he responds well. :YMHUG:
 
Decisions about his treatment are between him, God and me. I ask you to support the choices we are making, and keep him in your thoughts and prayers in the days and weeks to come.

No matter what you decide, it will be the right choice. You know that, God knows that, and Grayson knows that. Me too. My prayers are on the way.

Hugs,
Carl
 
You will do what is best for Grayson with love, as you always, always have. What devastating news, Lu. I hope you have many more sunny days together. ((hugs))
 
I'm sorry to hear that Lu! You'll make the right decisions I know. Grayson know that too. You've got my support, healing thoughts, and tons of healing vines. We are here for you!!!

Many hugs.
 
((((Lu-Ann)))),
We are sending lots and lots of good thoughts and vines to Grayson. Whatever course you take, it will be the right one because your love for Grayson will shine through. He's a fine kitty and he knows his mamabean will do the best for him.

Sending encouragement and hugs,

Ella & Rusty
 
Lu-Ann - my thoughts and prayers are with you. I too think that whatever course you choose it will be the right one, as it is based on love, commitment, and caring, and Knowing Grayson. He too will know you have chosen the right one. it was that way with Mannie. Hugs to all there, scritches for Grayson. Positive thoughts for all.
 
Lu-Ann - So sorry to hear the recent news. Grayson is such a lucky kitty to have you as his mom. He is in such great, loving hands. I am thinking nothing but positive thoughts and hope this procedure will be all that you need to get him back feeling better.
 
Thanks all -

Grayson had his second dose of the chemo drug last night. He's eating (thanks to the Prednisolone) - both the "forbidden fruit - Kitt-N-Kaboodle" and Fancy Feast. So far - so good. He's not 100% at this point, but he's in a much better place than we were last week. I'm hoping the meds are helping - I FEEL like they are - but don't have any numbers to confirm. Will run bloodwork later this week and see how his white blood cell and eosinophil counts are... and then adjust the game plan, if need be. Pie in the sky would be an x-ray that shows a reduction in the size of the mass. That may be asking/hoping for too much... but that would be the ideal, in my mind.

I truly appreciate all of you stopping by w/ your well-wishes. I know he (and I) feels all the love that is enveloping him, from here, our Acro group, family and friends. I can't thank you all enough for the support we're both receiving.

Lu-Ann
 
Lu-Ann,
glad Grayson is perking up! You're an awesome mom. Please take good care of yourself, too.
Hugs, Sophie
 
8-day follow up bloodwork done yesterday - should have results this morning. Praying / fingers crossed that the results will reflect his behavior - definitely acting like he's feeling better. Will revisit dose/frequency/etc once we have results and consult w/ Dr. Lunn at NC State Vet School.
 
Grayson's numbers are improving. Still not out of the woods, but feeling like we aren't at death's door either. He seems to be responding well to the Prednisolone and Hydroxyurea (chemo drug). Will test again next week and see if we're continuing to improve. Thankfully, the numbers parallel his behavior. Eating, drinking, using LB, and (cooperatively) taking his meds! That makes mom happy!!!
 
We're just over a month post-dx of the eosinophilic leukemia and hypereosinophilic syndrome (HES). Dr. Lunn has forwarded me several papers with the handful of cats that have had these conditions. No doubt of the dx - but not very optimistic prognosis. Though some kitties have lived a little longer, most are 30-90 days post-dx. And only one I've read about had a mass, but nowhere near as large as Graysons (4x6x10 cm - the size of a 12 oz drink can). We've been dealing with this at least since Aug 30th.

He seems to be doing fairly well w/ the chemo (no loss of whiskers or fur, but very slow growing back his bikini bod post-ultrasound), and he's holding blues and greens on 1u (up from .5u due to the Prednisolone). He's eating - anything he wants - including his covetted Kitt-N-Kaboodle kibble - to make sure he eats. He's holding about 18 pounds - large for most, but low for him - his spine is still projecting, and I'm thinking the mass is more of his belly than his acro "saddlebags". With the anemia, he's not terribly anxious to move around. He's been hanging with his brothers on the bed, mostly, though sometimes goes into the other rooms. He's still wagging his tail, and most of the time his eyes are perky. I'm sleeping on egg-shells, waking up to make sure he's okay several times through the night. I know he'll tell me when it's time, I just don't want him to suffer.

I've been contemplating all things end-of-life. Not sure if we will assist medical science, but it is something we've discussed. I have no problem if they'd like to do CT or MRI to inspect his pituitary (source of the Acromegaly), or if they want to cut his belly to examine/remove the mass and affected organs. But beyond that, I'm not so comfortable. I know the body is just a shell once they are gone, but his is such a beautiful shell. And when we go to the cremation place, I want to be able to take him, as I have his brother Peaches and my previous pets, and be certain that the ashes I receive back are his and his alone. As hard as all this is to discuss & think about, I want and need to be ready when the time comes, as I will only be able to function on "auto pilot". I don't want to make these decisions in haste.

Thank you to all for the support we've had here over the past nearly 3 years. I really hoped to have much more time, but there are bigger plans for him than just mine. Please keep us in your thoughts and prayers.

Lu-Ann & Grayson
 
Dearest Lu,

You and Grayson are in my thoughts daily. It sounds like he is still enjoying aspects of his life and yes, I am sure you will know when it is time to let him go. I don't have any sage advice about The end of
Life possibilities. It is maybe the best of times to "go with your gut" and do what feels right at the time. Regardless, it will be the best decision. Maybe it will depend partly on how much confidence you have in the people who would care for him.

I hope you and Grayson have many more days in the sunshine, enjoying naps and his kibble and pets and cuddles. I remember him being such a good, brave boy, outside on the patio of the restaurant in Colorado, on your way to CSU. He was being a wonderful traveler for you, and such a beautiful boy.
 
Lu,

My heart bleeds for you and darling Grayson, it's coming up on the 2nd anniversary of me having to make all those same end of life decisions for our beloved Onyx. I HATE CANCER! It takes away far too many of our loved ones. I know exactly that sleeping on egg shells and waiting for that one last sign that says Mom, enough let me go to sleep now forever." I still play the what if games in my head from time to time but I know in my heart that I did what he wanted when the time came. He had a glorious morning on the day we said our final good-byes, he laid in the sun, strolled around the garden and shared bacon and eggs with cheese with daddy. Then what was suppose to be a routine check before the long Thanksgiving weekend turned into our final goodbye when he crashed on the exam table and just wasn't coming back so I let him peacefully join Muse and Musette at the Bridge.

There are no easy answers when our beloved pets ask us to give them this finally act of love only to say, He will tell you and you will know in your heart of hearts when it is time. I was actually very relieved when Onyx chose his time to leave us because he was still the beautiful shell that he always was, I didn't have to watch him waste away into a cat that I would no longer recognize. For us, we had decided that when he stopped being Onyx that was when it would be time, when he no longer did those things that made him uniquely Onyx like flopping over for belly rubs the moment he saw Jon come home, or running to greet company at the door and carrying on a conversation with them as he gave them a tour of the livingroom. In fact had he not chosen the day he left we were already planning at that appointment to set up the final one, because he was no longer my Onyx, he was a sick black cat that never moved off the couch except to eat and potty.

I wish you strength, love and courage as you walk this final path with your dear sweet boy. He will live on not only in your own heart but in the hearts of so many of us here that you both have touched over the years.

Mel and The Fur Gang
 
Thank you both. Trying to enjoy the moments, knowing that before long there will just be memories. And taking lots of pictures (with him giving me a dirty look from all the flashes!) ;-)

Sue, you'd be amazed at what a trooper he's become with travelling. Asheville twice, to the airport in Raleigh to pick up a friend (arrival at shot time), chemo trtmt w/ my friend (early morning appt, so he got to camp at her place), Wilmington, NC, a wedding in Hilton Head, SC, a DRIVE trip to my mom's in August, Christmas flight to Chicago 2 yrs ago... and then the countless trips to the regular vet for bloodwork, the ER vet and NCSU. I just scoop him up and set on the passenger seat. We get to the vet's office and he sits on the bench next to me (not paying any attention to the "shop cat" stalking him), he lays on the exam table w/ both doors open, and just chills. He's been SO agreeable and should be getting frequent flyer miles and a Red Cross donor pin!

It's not an easy time, but it's so nice to have my "invisible" friends here and FB that totally get it. Not all my "visible" friends do, sadly-for them.
 
((Lu-Ann)) I've been thinking of you and Grayson a lot. I'm glad you are building some good memories. I've found videos help too. :YMHUG: :YMHUG:

These SRT troopers do turn into good travelers. My "whine after 5 minutes in the car" girl has turned into an amazing traveler. You have built such a bond with Grayson. He loves and trusts you so much.
 
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