Hello Sarah! I know exactly how you feel. Please don't give up!!! You are still in a state of 'shock' caused from the overwhelm of the situation. This feeling WILL disappear. With all of the support from this thread, you should already be feeling the fog lift. Next week will be easier, and the one following next will be even easier, and by then Baby should be getting better and the results will begin to give you more strength to continue and KNOW your continued care of Baby is and will continue to be the right thing to do. :mrgreen:
Do not solicit advise from that particular vet tech. They probably thought they were saying the right thing. No judgement here. I heard the same such advise from family who love and care for me (and know the love I have for my two kitties). The vet tech is simply unaware. My vet tech was aware, and solicited for 20 free syringes on my behalf, and when I went to pay my bill...a mysterious donor had left $250 to cover my over $1500 in climbing expenses. Since joining this board my expenses stopped. Literally. I now have the supplies I need to do all of the tests they were charging me an arm and a leg for. If you read my story, you would know I had a terrible time trying to get blood from Stella's ear. Be gentle, and keep trying.
Here is my advice on getting the BG test done....
I do it as a ritual. I spread a dark blue blanket in my living room (it is then taken up afterwards as a signal it is all over for the moment...no need to run and hide :lol: ). I bring out all of the supplies and lay them out like a picnic. I get everything ready on the blanket, meter, teststrip ready to push in, neosporin, lancet, cotton square, etc. I then go in and heat the wet washcloth for 25 seconds and put it into a ziplock to heat Stella's ear. I also prepare her lantus syringe if that is due at the time. I grab the 'heating device' pick up my Stella and sit on the blanket with the items surrounding me. I sit on my rear end with my legs stretched out in front of me, and place Stella in between my legs facing the same direction I am facing (the back of her head is to me and she is looking forward too). I then proceed to use the lancet, get the blood, get the reading. Then if it is time, give her the Lantus injection. Then we get up and give her her treat...sometimes she wants love and affection before the treat. And then I clean everything up so she knows our ritual is over. Somehow she likes being place in between my legs instead of me overpowering her and hovering over her in dominance. Maybe that dominance is scaring Baby. You will find what works for you...
Hang in there!!!
