Sheila & Beau GA & Jeddie GA
Member Since 2009
By the time I got up this morning I knew she was getting blocked up again. That's even with 100ml sq fluids last night. She had to stay at the vet for an enema and tests. She has mega-colon and what we have been doing is not enough for her. Lactalose dose was tripled (to 3ml bid), cisapride was doubled, Miralax is added, Potassium is added.
I can no longer afford to take her to the vet. This has cost me $3400 already in two months. I have none of that money (put it all on CCs) and will have to take it all out of my former IRA and now emergency fund. I already know there will be no money left when I hit retirement age - or after another 1-2 years, actually. Anyway, I just can't afford Cami's care anymore. I can find the meds for much, much cheaper online, but if she needs $435 in vet treatments every week I can't do it. And I asked about giving enemas at home and was told that they are so dangerous to do they won't teach me and if I decide to do them anyway the vet will refuse to see Cami again. This is odd to me since I know people that have done enemas on their cats at home. My sister being one of them.
Anyway, I have no choice but to consider euthanasia the next time she gets blocked. I absolutely hate making a death decision based on money and not the cats health, quality of life, or treatment possibilities. If I had the money I could probably keep her well enough for another year or two, I'd guess. The vet said that eventually they stop responding to the meds.
I am very sad and depressed. Cami has been difficult, but she is starting to bond with me and feel at home here. I think she feels safe and I am going to have to betray her sometime in the near future. All I wanted to do was save her life and treat her diabetes. Well, I know there are no guarantees. On top of all of this, Beau is having issues and needs a check up and blood work. Something is not right with him. I feel bad for neglecting him.
I can no longer afford to take her to the vet. This has cost me $3400 already in two months. I have none of that money (put it all on CCs) and will have to take it all out of my former IRA and now emergency fund. I already know there will be no money left when I hit retirement age - or after another 1-2 years, actually. Anyway, I just can't afford Cami's care anymore. I can find the meds for much, much cheaper online, but if she needs $435 in vet treatments every week I can't do it. And I asked about giving enemas at home and was told that they are so dangerous to do they won't teach me and if I decide to do them anyway the vet will refuse to see Cami again. This is odd to me since I know people that have done enemas on their cats at home. My sister being one of them.
Anyway, I have no choice but to consider euthanasia the next time she gets blocked. I absolutely hate making a death decision based on money and not the cats health, quality of life, or treatment possibilities. If I had the money I could probably keep her well enough for another year or two, I'd guess. The vet said that eventually they stop responding to the meds.
I am very sad and depressed. Cami has been difficult, but she is starting to bond with me and feel at home here. I think she feels safe and I am going to have to betray her sometime in the near future. All I wanted to do was save her life and treat her diabetes. Well, I know there are no guarantees. On top of all of this, Beau is having issues and needs a check up and blood work. Something is not right with him. I feel bad for neglecting him.