Eevee n’ Me
Member Since 2023
Hello! I'm new to the forums and trying my best to accurately absorb the wealth of information here, so my apologies if I've not properly set up my signature or if I've missed another thread that already addresses my specific concern. Please feel free to give me any suggestions or links that may help and I'll get back to you as soon as I can. - Also, I'm sorry for the likely unnecessary length of my post.
I've been injecting my little lady Eevee with Vetsulin (recommended by vet, though I'm reading now that I should request 'gentler' alternatives. TY for that info) for 10 weeks now and have only been able to get a successful BG home test done 8 times in this entire process. When I have succeeded in a test her BG has consistently been very high (390-400) making it even more important that I get her stabilized ASAP. Eevee is (mostly) an angel during the test, the problem at this point is my own physical/emotional response to the sensations of testing and it's only gotten worse with each failed test. My hands shake uncontrollably and I will either poke her too hard (puncture sound & feeling- basically piercing her ear) or I don't pierce her skin at all. When there's a lot of blood, especially in the couple cases where she shook her head mid-poke causing a tiny tear instead, I feel physically sick to the point of complete overwhelm. I'll often also start quietly tearing up uncontrollably which tends to make Eevee want to get up and leave before we've finished, understandably. I'm still attempting tests every day, multiple times a day since her back legs began to lose strength about two weeks ago, but after another 3 failed tests (too soft/no blood) today I feel very defeated. I feel terrible that my poor cat has only me to rely on and that I can't remain calm enough to give her the care she needs.
I would use the automatic feature on the lancet device if her ears were not far, far too small to safely do so. I read somewhere in the forums that singing or humming to yourself can help calm your body through the process but it's not worked for me, and if anything the sound is distressing to Eevee- haha. I would also like to take her to the vet to get tested regularly and get her stabilized but she completely shuts down with stress/overwhelm whenever I've taken her (hides in my jacket, heavy breathing, basically frozen the entire time)- which I'm seeing isn't exactly helpful when seeking accurate readings. The Freestyle Libre (?) seems like it could be an option, but if they can be ripped off and/or need to be installed by a vet, I can't imagine Eevee will take it well at all.
Any advice is welcome, please, but I will also appreciate any patience you can have with me in responding. I'm quite overwhelmed by all of this right now (shocking, I know! haha) and have been since her diagnosis.
I've been injecting my little lady Eevee with Vetsulin (recommended by vet, though I'm reading now that I should request 'gentler' alternatives. TY for that info) for 10 weeks now and have only been able to get a successful BG home test done 8 times in this entire process. When I have succeeded in a test her BG has consistently been very high (390-400) making it even more important that I get her stabilized ASAP. Eevee is (mostly) an angel during the test, the problem at this point is my own physical/emotional response to the sensations of testing and it's only gotten worse with each failed test. My hands shake uncontrollably and I will either poke her too hard (puncture sound & feeling- basically piercing her ear) or I don't pierce her skin at all. When there's a lot of blood, especially in the couple cases where she shook her head mid-poke causing a tiny tear instead, I feel physically sick to the point of complete overwhelm. I'll often also start quietly tearing up uncontrollably which tends to make Eevee want to get up and leave before we've finished, understandably. I'm still attempting tests every day, multiple times a day since her back legs began to lose strength about two weeks ago, but after another 3 failed tests (too soft/no blood) today I feel very defeated. I feel terrible that my poor cat has only me to rely on and that I can't remain calm enough to give her the care she needs.
I would use the automatic feature on the lancet device if her ears were not far, far too small to safely do so. I read somewhere in the forums that singing or humming to yourself can help calm your body through the process but it's not worked for me, and if anything the sound is distressing to Eevee- haha. I would also like to take her to the vet to get tested regularly and get her stabilized but she completely shuts down with stress/overwhelm whenever I've taken her (hides in my jacket, heavy breathing, basically frozen the entire time)- which I'm seeing isn't exactly helpful when seeking accurate readings. The Freestyle Libre (?) seems like it could be an option, but if they can be ripped off and/or need to be installed by a vet, I can't imagine Eevee will take it well at all.
Any advice is welcome, please, but I will also appreciate any patience you can have with me in responding. I'm quite overwhelmed by all of this right now (shocking, I know! haha) and have been since her diagnosis.

