Shai and The Pirate Fitz (GA)
Member Since 2012
This is such a hard post to put up but there really isn't anyone else who can understand what I'm feeling.
I've been trying to bg test my kitty for the last few weeks. At first I got some readings, but with each succeeding attempt she became more and more agitated. Even with the rice sock I couldn't get a blood drop enough for the meter. Even with treats she was too panicked to eat. I tried the blanket burrito, but she was do scared at being held this way she thew up. I let a couple of days go by w/o trying to let both my kitty and me calm down. But tonight was a miserable replay.
I'm using a lancet with a 28 gauge needle. I've watched countless videos and know where to put the sock and where the sweet spot is on the rim of her ear. But no matter what the blood doesn't come. I end up poking her over and over and nothing wells up. My vet gave me a larger needle to slice open the inside of her ear. I can get blood that way but her ears won't survive that type of abuse and it takes quite awhile to stem the blood after.
I'm faced with two options that rob my kitty of any quality of life and I'm not far behind. I know that shooting insulin blind is playing roulette with her life. She's on .5u of Lantus 2x a day. She's on a high protien wet diet exclusively. My stomach is so tied up in knots and my poor kitty is losing her trust in mommy.
My heart is breaking. My inability to do this will most certainly shorten her life.
I've posted before. My kitty's name is Fitzel.
Shai
I've been trying to bg test my kitty for the last few weeks. At first I got some readings, but with each succeeding attempt she became more and more agitated. Even with the rice sock I couldn't get a blood drop enough for the meter. Even with treats she was too panicked to eat. I tried the blanket burrito, but she was do scared at being held this way she thew up. I let a couple of days go by w/o trying to let both my kitty and me calm down. But tonight was a miserable replay.
I'm using a lancet with a 28 gauge needle. I've watched countless videos and know where to put the sock and where the sweet spot is on the rim of her ear. But no matter what the blood doesn't come. I end up poking her over and over and nothing wells up. My vet gave me a larger needle to slice open the inside of her ear. I can get blood that way but her ears won't survive that type of abuse and it takes quite awhile to stem the blood after.
I'm faced with two options that rob my kitty of any quality of life and I'm not far behind. I know that shooting insulin blind is playing roulette with her life. She's on .5u of Lantus 2x a day. She's on a high protien wet diet exclusively. My stomach is so tied up in knots and my poor kitty is losing her trust in mommy.
My heart is breaking. My inability to do this will most certainly shorten her life.
I've posted before. My kitty's name is Fitzel.
Shai