Mandarin'sMom
Member Since 2014
Yesterday's condo
Still no movement at all. Both boys got a dosecrease last night, but there's no sign of either one of them working the juice. I just don't get it. It's the same Lantus pen that is still good for another two years and has been refrigerated consistently. The same box of syringes. The same food. Neither one of them seems sick. I just don't know what could have possibly changed.
It's just one of those weeks where it's hard to keep going. We are approaching the one year anniversary of me taking Walter home and despite my best efforts, he's not even any closer to being regulated. Mandarin has been diabetic for almost 2 years now and same thing. He's getting worse rather than better. Hard to not feel like I have failed both of them.
Still no movement at all. Both boys got a dosecrease last night, but there's no sign of either one of them working the juice. I just don't get it. It's the same Lantus pen that is still good for another two years and has been refrigerated consistently. The same box of syringes. The same food. Neither one of them seems sick. I just don't know what could have possibly changed.
It's just one of those weeks where it's hard to keep going. We are approaching the one year anniversary of me taking Walter home and despite my best efforts, he's not even any closer to being regulated. Mandarin has been diabetic for almost 2 years now and same thing. He's getting worse rather than better. Hard to not feel like I have failed both of them.


I was so sure that this would be another uneventful day that I left for work early, updated our departmental website, held my office hours and taught my 3-hour night class without even worrying about Walter diving. And then I come home to a 48.
There should be an icon where the hair is being pulled out. Up to closer to the beach buddy.