which is why I put down more food than usual plus added the defrosting chicken thigh ... was awake (or awakened, I should say, for a potty trip) at 2 AM but no way mentally alert to be able to test -- that takes too much thinking and moving around, I'd never get back to sleep and I'm way short on sleep as it is
walk around even during the day feeling like I'd just finished a marathon, ache all over, walk a few steps then collapse, have to go up the stairs on all fours, sometimes turn around and go down backwards on all fours too, nod off while waiting for computer to bring next screen up, drive myself to do what needs doing during the day when I'd really rather curl up and snooze -- often wind up waking from an hour's unintended nap
drinking Ensure or equivalent, every day, taking extra B complex, D3, and coenzyme Q10 -- but supplements really don't substitute for sleep, and I'm averaging about 5 hours a night, when my body has always needed 10 to feel "in the pink"
it's not that I'm so old, but the cancer does seem to have affected some other parts of my body, organs aren't producing enough of the hormones they should, doctors don't find any one thing wrong, tests show me at the bottom of all values while still barely normal, except for the A1C which has been rising slowly for years, so they tagged me as Chronic Fatigue Syndrome, with no particular treatment, just endure it ...