7/7 Zeus - fly free my sweet boy

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knolet

Member Since 2012
7/6

It is with a very sad, very heavy heart that I have to say it is time for my Zeusman to go to the bridge. I have been up with Zeus for hours, holding him, hugging him, kissing his head and telling him how much I love him, and what a good kitty he is.

I slept for a couple of hours last night, and when I got up to check on Zeus I found him hiding and laying in his own urine. I got him cleaned up and he was so sad. I brought him to bed with me and kept patting him and telling him that I love him. His breathing was shallow and I put him on my chest and laid down, he had his head and a paw on my shoulder. I prayed a lot. I told him that if it was his time to go that he could go be with God and all the other little animals. I explained that he would be healthy and happy, and he would have lots of friends. I told him that I would miss him but I'd be OK.

And then I noticed that my shirt was wet. I cleaned him/us up again, and noticed that he was leaking urine a drop at a time. I brought him to his LB, he had done a poo at some point in the couple of hours that I slept. He paced in and out of the LB, it was tough for him. He settled on a spot in Smokey's box, but he couldn't stand long enough. I went to pick him up and he strained and shook and then went some more. Again he sat in it, and then tried to lay down in the box. I cleaned him up again and he cried. He can't go on like this, I can't let him, I owe him this much.

I called the ER hospital. That Vet from last night will be going off duty at 8 AM, so I said that we would come in sometime after that.... Maybe mid morning. I sure didn't think that I would have to make this decision so soon, he is only 7. He is laying in the living room on a Sherpa dog bed that he loves. I'm going to cuddle him some more.

Thanks so much to everyone that has offered us advice, support, prayers, vines etc over the past 14-15 months, we wouldn't have made it this long without you. You all are the best bunch of people, so kind and caring, and compassionate. Thank you for welcoming us into the LL family.

Kathie
 
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Oh God, I am so sorry :(
(((((((((((Kathie)))))))))))
 
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((((((Kathie & Zeus)))))
My heart goes with you today. I wish i could give you a real hug and a real scritch to Zeus. I will keep you both surrounded in white light, vines and prayers. Please tell Zeus that we all love him as big as the sky. I'm so sorry.
 
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Kathie, we are all with you today as you say farewell to your beautiful boy. He will carry your love with him on this new journey.
I am so sorry.

Ella
 
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Kathie,

Tears for you. Hug him for me - praying you have peaceful moments with him now. He feels your love.
Jane
 
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((((Oh Kathie))))

I'm so so sorry to read this. I am holding you and your beloved Zeus, in my heart today.
I can't tell you how much I hurt for you. :cry:
 
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Kathie, I am so very sorry to read this.... it brings back such memories. I knew you'd know in your heart when it was time, Zeus has told you that it is OK. Somehow they always manage to let us know. I had so hoped that things would improve for him. I know how hard his is for you. It is an act of love, and Zeus will thank you for it. I will keep you both close to my heart today. Hugs to you, tears for Zeus. Fly free little one, you will be sorely missed, never to be forgotten.
 
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(((Kathie))) I'm so sorry and heartbroken for you. I was so hoping he would rally, but it wasn't meant to be. You did the kindest thing in letting Zeus know it was okay if he had to leave and be with God. Lots of confort vines and prayers for you today.
 
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((((((((((Kathie and Zeus))))))))))

I don't post much these days, but I've been following your journey with Zeus. I'm so sorry. My heart is just breaking for you. Those of us who have loved and lost have experienced the pain of making that ultimate decision... a decision made in love and with the utmost respect for our furry friend.

Holding you close in thought...


~ Jill
 
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Dear God...I am soooo sorry...the tears are flowing as I type this...it cuts my breath off.

Many prayers with you as you take Zeus over the bridge to the place where there is no pain...no sadness.

Your dedication to Zeus was nothing less than amazing and he knows this. He knows how much you love him and nothing says that more than the ability and heart wrenching selfless decision of letting him go and be free of the earthly illnesses that plague him.

He will pounce freely with all the kitties before him and know what an awesome bean he had here in this world.

God calls ALL His home and sometimes it's sooo much earlier than we ever thought possible.

Many hugs to you ((((((((((((Kathie))))))))))))))
 

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Kathie, I am sorry to read this. I am sending many prayers of comfort for both you and Zeus. hugs
 
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I am so terribly sorry to hear about Zeus. :cry: It almost sounds like he had about the same thing as what our beloved Scooter had... A tumor somewhere in his urethra that was blocking his urinating. However, I could be wrong, too. May God help heal your broken heart, and please know that you and your family are in my thoughts and prayers. :YMHUG:
 
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(((((Kathie)))))

I could barely finish your note through my tears. I hope that Zeus knows that he is loved by many here. I know the last few weeks have been a struggle for you and last night, when you said something was wrong, I think you knew that Zeus was telling you his time was near. You have made a courageous decision despite how desperately difficult it is to make. He will be missed.

Fly free Zeus and land softly. There are many who we dearly love who will be there to greet you at the Bridge. They will keep you safe and happy until you are reunited with the one you love best.
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(((((((((Kathie))))))))))
I am so sorry. I am crying with you, and sending much love your way.
Fly free, Sweet Zeus. You're forever loved.
 
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This pain we feel when they leave us makes it hard to deal with anything else, please know I am here if your need. I myself just lost my boy Etoile 3 weeks ago and my heart is still raw. Yet, the wonderful support from all the members here has saved my sanity. Will light a candle for you sweet boy tonight, sending my love your way. Fly free sweet Zeus.
 

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(((Kathie))))
I am so very sorry for your loss. I am writing this through tears of a not so distant memory and having to make a decision of my own. It is the hardest thing in the world and something I never had to do before and it was Alex, one of the two loves of my life. It is so very painful and I can feel everything you are going through and I wish I could give you a real live hug.

It is the right thing for Zeus and you are very brave. My heart, thoughts and love are with you and Zeus at this very sad time.

Fly Free Sweet Zeus. Land Softly. My Alex & Jackson and all of our Other GA's will be there to greet you.

Hugs~
Caryl
 
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Kathie and ZeusBaby - I'm SO SO sorry it's sweet boy's time to cross. He's known such a wonderful life full of the most love that could be stuffed in each minute. Bodies break but the Spirit that's Zeus doesn't....remember, he's not gone, you just have to hug him differently. But dammmm, that hole hurts...

BIG HUGE LOOOOOOONG HUG again,
 
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I am so sorry. It is so hard to see them when they are suffering and we're unable to help. What a beautiful thing that you were able to comfort and hold him through the night. Wishing you comfort as you say goodbye.
 
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Kathy, I am sooooo sorry to hear this. It is a very selfless decision you are making, which proves your love for Zeusman. Hoping your heart will begin to heal soon ♥
 
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(((Kathie)))

I am so very sad for you and for your beloved Zeus. My thoughts and prayers are with both of you. Your bond of love for each other is strong and will live on as he journeys to the Bridge.

Safe passage Zeus. You will be missed.
 
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(((Kathie))))

I heard from Dyana an hour ago about your precious Zeus but I have not been able to quit crying long enough to post.....but I need to ....for you and to honor your Zeusman. Yes....he is a baby. The words I want to say is "it is not fair, it is not right". I know you understand and feel it tenfold. You have been amazing with your care and love for him. He could only know such devotion and such a strong bond with you. It is no comfort but I am so, so sorry.

Fly free Zeus...we will light candles to guide you to a place of only happiness, health, light.

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Kathie....a poem for you written by Carol Notermann. I pray you find hope in its words.

It’s been such a lovely summer, I’ve been napping in the sun.
This morning, other cats and I enjoyed a long long run.
We chased butterflies together. I climbed high into a tree.
And now I think what woke me up was that small bumble bee.

I’ve yawned and stretched, and still I feel that something has begun.
He’s standing there in robes of white, and telling me to come.
I always run to Him you know, when He comes across the bridge
To see if we’re all having fun and if we’ve checked the ridge.

He gives tummy rubs to all of us and pets and cuddles too
I’m glad to see Him every day, when He comes into view.
Each day He takes a different cat, and chats with them a while
Then off that kitty starts to run. I swear they seem to smile.

But now He’s stopped in front of me. He’s said a name I know.
He said to look out towards the ridge. The sun is setting low.
I start to walk out toward the ridge, and then what’s that I see.
IT’S YOU! IT’S YOU! It’s really you. You’ve come to be with me!

My goodness you are running and I am running too!
You stop to bend, but I can jump and now I am with you.
I feel your kisses on my head, as I did in long off days
You’re holding me and hugging me, and into your eyes I gaze.

And now He’s walking with us, as you carry me once more
We’ve crossed Rainbow Bridge together. We’re here at Heaven’s door.
And He has held it open, and told us to walk through
That from now on and forever, I can always be with you.
 
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Kathie I'm so sorry to hear this,(((hugs)))

BEYOND THE RAINBOW RIP ZEUS

As much as I loved the life we had and all the times we played,
I was so very tired and knew my time on earth would fade

I saw a wondrous image then of a place that's trouble-free
Where all of us can meet again to spend eternity.

I saw the most beautiful Rainbow, an on the other side
Were meadows rich and beautiful - lush and green and wide
And running through the meadows as far as the eye could see
Were animals of every sort as healthy as could be
My own tired, failing body was fresh and healed and new
And I wanted to go run with them, but I had something left to do
I needed to reach out to you, to tell you I'm alright
That this place is truly wonderful, then a bright glow pierced the night
"Twas the glow of many candles, shining bright and strong and bold
And I knew then that it held your love in it's brilliant shades of gold.
For although we may not be together in the way we used to be
We are still connected by a cord no one can see
So whenever you need to find me, we're never far apart
If you look beyond the Rainbow and listen with your heart.
 
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Dear Kathie
I don't think we have met but I want to send you many hugs and condolences. Losing one of our kids is beyond heartbreaking and painful and you were the most loving mom until the end. Some things are just not fair and unexplainable. Zeus was so loved and cared for that I know he is going to be watching over you.
 
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Julie, I'm so very sorry for your loss. You have my deepest condolences. I know you love Zeus very much and the final gift of love you can give him is to set him free. Take care of yourself, and if you need to talk, cry or vent, we're all here for you and will understand.

Fly free sweet Zeus...there are many waiting to welcome you at the bridge
 
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Kathie, I'm so sorry. I know it's hard, but you are making a loving decision for Zeus. He will be happy & healthy again. He knows you love him and did everything you could for him. Sending hugs and prayers.
 
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I am so sorry for your loss .. Zeus, your momma loves you very much .. Fly Free Little One ..
 
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Kathie I am truly sorry for your loss. You will be in our Prayers.
 
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(((Kathie))) I am so sorry to hear this. You did everything for your Zeusman and he knows how much you love him.
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Fly free and land softly little one. You will be among friends at the bridge.
 
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Kathy, I am so sorry for your loss. You loved Zeus so much and I know he loved you back. Fly free sweet Zeus
 
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(((((Kathie)))))

I'm so so sorry that Zeus has been doing so poorly - you are making a loving and courageous decision here. I re-read his profile and am very moved by all loving care you have given him (in spite of some challenges with vets). 7 years is too short - but what a lucky kitty that he had your loving care for those years!

Fly free sweet kitty
 
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((Kathie)) my heart is breaking for you. I was so incredibly sad to read your post. I haven't been on the board that much since Scrabble passed. I enjoyed our mornings together posting. You did the best thing you could for Zeus. Now he will be happy and flying free with so many friends. I know how hard it is and my heart goes out to you. My heart still is heavy from losing my boy scrabble. Big hugs and prayers to get you through this time. Please stay in touch.
 
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Kathie, so very sorry.

It's just so hard to understand when they are so young.

But you will always know you did more than everything for him
 
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(((Kathie))) I am so sorry to hear your sad news. Zeus sure had a wonderful mommy who loved him so much, and even loved him enough to let him go. It is so sad he had to leave so young, but there are so many kitties waiting on the other side of the rainbow. My heart is heavy for you and I hope you find peace soon.

Lisa & Leo
 
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Kathie,
I am so sad to read this....
I am so so sorry you have to say good bye to your Zeus so soon.
I am crying with you now and I will be thinking of you and Zeus all day today.
Sending prayers Zeus will have a safe journey to the rainbow.
 
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(((((Kathie))))) I am so very sorry. My heart is breaking and know there are tears running down my face in honor of you and Zeus. Zeus knows how much you loved him, let you know it was time and you have shown him the ultimate act of love. I've lost many pets in the past, and while I don't know your exact pain and grief, I do know how bad it hurts. Zeus let you know it was time to go, but he isn't far away. He will forever be a part of you and alive in your heart. He's in God's mighty hands and has been restored to a healthy, active kitty. I believe that God calls us all home--animals and humans--at His appointed time. Zeus is free and running, playing with all the other kitties and animals there! I bet they had a big party for him! He's getting to meet all the other sugar cats (and civvies) that have gone before him. He'll be waiting for you and jump into your arms, smothering you with kitty kisses, head butts and lots of purring, when you are reunited. You've been such a good, kind friend to everyone here in LL and I'm so glad I got to know and follow you and Zeus. You are in my prayers. Again, I'm so sorry, Kathie <3
 
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I'm so, so sorry for your loss of Zeus. It's always so hard to say goodbye, but you're releasing him from pain and illness. He knows you love him and are doing the kindest thing for him.
 
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I am so sorry that your Zeus boy has to leave you - but you are so kind in letting him go when he obviously is suffering - it's our last gift we're able to give and the most difficult one we will ever give.

My heart goes out to you but now he is free of the little body that was failing him - you gave him relief and he left you filled with your love and spirit. He's fine now - cavorting with those furry companions from the board who were waiting go welcome him and who now are also young and running free.

I know what a "heart hurt" this is and what a hole they leave in our hearts and lives - the memories will help albeit they are very bittersweet at times.

Sending you many comforting prayers in your sadness.

Emmy & Dude (GA) & Mittsi too
 
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Kathie, all of LL grieves w/ you. You were such a wonderful caretaker for Zeus.

Fly Free, Zeus! The pain is over and you will feel young again at the Bridge!

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So many hugs to you. I'm so sorry for your loss. Zeus was greatly loved. I can see that from what you've written. Y'all are in our thoughts.
 
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Kathie I was so sad to hear about your sweet Zeus. And always loved his name. May the happy memories help carry you through this difficult time.

Fly free sweet Zeus and land softly little one.
 
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(((Kathie & DH))) Like so many others, I read this post through tear-filled eyes. I am so sorry to know that Zeus is gone. Sending vines of comfort and peace to you and your husband. Fly free, sweet Zeus. It is time to take your throne on the Rainbow Bridge with so many other great furry ones. Please continue to watch over your beans and send little reminders of your love. They'll need it.

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