7/21 Lucy PMPS=239;+2=256 // Not Losing Hope!

Good morning,

Yesterday's condo

Yesterday
AMPS=270 (0.5u); +3=252; +6.5=200
PMPS=241 (0.5u); +2=281; +5.5=220

Today
AMPS=241 (0.5u); +2=274; +6=297; +10.25=243
PMPS=239 (0.5u); +2=256

Lucy had a diarrhea overnight, but I thought it looked a little less watery.
She ate 1/2 of her breakfast well with Cypro on board.
It was so disappointing that I had to ruin her good mood by pilling her the morning meds.
I will try to get her to eat some more before I leave for work.

I should hear from my vet sometime today with the b/w results.
I am anxious about whether she was able to speak with the u/s vet.
I'd much prefer to have it done at the regular vet even if it costs more because the u/s vet has to come for Lucy only.
I will be a much longer drive if I have to go to the specialist.

Sending vines to all in need.

 

Re: 7/21 Lucy AMPS=241;+2=274;+6=297 // Results Not Good

The vet called with the results, and it's not good.

Her protein values were not bad enough to cause fluid build-up, so the fluids in her abdomen is likely caused by cancer somewhere.
The vet had the x-rays taken yesterday looked at by the radiologist who will also do her ultrasounds, and she saw some irregularity in her liver and a trace of fluids in her chest.
The vet said there is a strong possibility that Lucy has cancer in either her liver or pancreas.
The radiologist will be able to do an ultrasound for Lucy on Thursday 24th, but I have to take her to a different vet clinic where this vet will be at on that day, but is closer than the specialist and that's the soonest day I can get it done.
The vet has sent Lucy's info to that clinic this morning, and I am waiting for a call from them to confirm the appointment time.
My vet has explained to this different clinic that I would want to be present and be holding Lucy during ultrasound and they OK'd it.
That was very kind of her to arrange that. She knows I always want to hold her head side, so they won't put a muzzle on her when she tries to bite.
If the ultrasound confirms cancer, the vet doesn't think I will have a very long time left with her, and all I can do is to keep her as comfortable as possible.

The results also indicate that she has mild anemia, but we didn't discuss if we are going to do anything about that.
Everything else was Lucy's normal, no significant change from the last b/w.

I am just heart-broken.

 

Re: 7/21 Lucy AMPS=241;+2=274;+6=297 // Results Not Good

Oh Mariko, I am also heart-broken to hear that Lucy might have cancer. You have been such an incredible mom to her, nursing her through every pain and suffering. Lucy still feels like living though, right? I don't think it's time to say good-bye. Sending you and Lucy compassionate, healing vines.

 

Re: 7/21 Lucy AMPS=241;+2=274;+6=297 // Results Not Good

:YMHUG:

I am so sorry....our thoughts and prayers are with you....and we are here for you.

 

Re: 7/21 Lucy AMPS=241;+2=274;+6=297 // Results Not Good

:YMSIGH: I'm so sorry Mariko. I hope the ultrasound proves otherwise. Big Hugs to you.

 

Re: 7/21 Lucy AMPS=241;+2=274;+6=297 // Results Not Good

Oh (((Mariko))), I am heart sick. I don't even have words to express my sadness for what you are feeling right now.
I'm sending tons of 'feel good' vines to Lucy. I don't want her to feel sick.

Barb

 

Re: 7/21 Lucy AMPS=241;+2=274;+6=297 // Results Not Good

Hi Mariko,
I'm so sorry to hear that news. Lots of love to you and Lucy. cat_pet_icon cat_pet_icon cat_pet_icon

 

Re: 7/21 Lucy AMPS=241;+2=274;+6=297 // Results Not Good

((((mariko))))

sending all my best wishes for some good news and healing for sweet Lucy.

 

Re: 7/21 Lucy AMPS=241;+2=274;+6=297 // Results Not Good

(((Mariko))) I am so sorry that the BW results were not good. Sending tons of vines for Lucy and you.
Liz

 

Re: 7/21 Lucy AMPS=241;+2=274;+6=297 // Results Not Good

(((Mariko)))

So sorry to hear the BW results. Adding more healing vines for Lucy and prayers that something can be done to help her.

 

Re: 7/21 Lucy AMPS=241;+2=274;+6=297 // Results Not Good

(((Mariko)))

I'm so sorry. I hope the ultrasound gives you more information and you will have a game plan.

 

Re: 7/21 Lucy AMPS=241;+2=274;+6=297 // Results Not Good

Mariko, I'm so sorry. Adding more prayers for you and Lucy. :YMHUG: :YMHUG:

 

Re: 7/21 Lucy AMPS=241;+2=274;+6=297 // Results Not Good

(((((Mariko))))) Oh my gosh I am so sorry, I wish the news was different. There's no use in me trying to silver line this, that's a heart breaking report to receive. I hope that the US shows something different, I can't even imagine how hard this is, I am so sorry. What I can do is send all the positive healing, comfort and hope vines for you and Lucy, you will be in our prayers!

 

Re: 7/21 Lucy AMPS=241;+2=274;+6=297 // Results Not Good

(((Mariko))) I am so terribly sorry that you and Lucy are going through all of this. I am keeping both of you in my thoughts.

 

Re: 7/21 Lucy AMPS=241;+2=274;+6=297 // Results Not Good

(((Mariko))) I'm so sorry to hear the bloodworm isn't great. Hopefully the ultrasound will show otherwise. You're doing such a great job with Lucy. You and her are in our prayers tonight. Hopefully you can figure out exactly what's going on so you can figure out what's next.

~Suzanne

 

Re: 7/21 Lucy AMPS=241;+2=274;+6=297 // Results Not Good

Thank you all so very much for all the compassion, vines, prayers and hugs.

The most amazing thing happened.
I left work early today after receiving the devastating news from the vet because I didn't want to cry at work.
I cried a bunch when I came home, but despite my sad feeling, Lucy has been in a wonderful mood this afternoon.
I'd say she's in the best mood since she got sick.
She's been very affectionate and talkative all afternoon.
Every time I turned my back to her to get some work done, she gave me cute little meows, eyes wide open, and we had some nice cuddle.
And around 4pm, she started asking for food. :shock:
I know it's partly because of the Cypro I gave her this morning, but I had given her Cypro plenty of times in the past 3 weeks, and it had never worked this well.
By 5pm, she really wanted to eat, and I didn't want to waste her appetite so I fed the 1st dinner early - about an hour early.
She even ate the first few bites by herself!!! :shock:
She wanted the rest finger-fed, but ate really well.
She got her morning shot at 6:45am, and it's still a bit too early to give her the PM shot.
I'm hoping the food won't spike her number too high she'd have a hard time coming down.

I think she's showing me clearly how she'd like to deal with the situation.
I think she's telling me she's not giving up.
So I'm going to NOT lose hope, cancer or not.
I'm going to do my very best to stay positive.
I'm going to stop feeling as if I'm already losing her.

She even kept her bum clean after two diarrhea today!
No sitting or rubbing on poo.
She is the most amazing girl. She loves me very much, and I love her so very much too.

 

Re: 7/21 Lucy AMPS=241;+2=274;+6=297 // Not Losing Hope!

...what else can I say?

 

Re: 7/21 Lucy AMPS=241;+2=274;+6=297 // Not Losing Hope!

(((Mariko))))
I'm sorry the news might be the awful C word.
It would be nice if the vet turns out to be wrong.... ( like mine was about my girl)

Prayers for the ultrasound to give you a clear picture.
Each day is precious no matter what. cat_pet_icon

 

Re: 7/21 Lucy PMPS=239 // Not Losing Hope!

Rhiannon put it so perfectly that every day is precious. I'm so sorry that the news may not be good but Lucy is alive now and having good days so don't even think beyond that. Take each day one at a time. She doesn't know that she is sick, if she is. Take the good days as gifts.

When Tiffany had to stop chemo she lived for an additional 8 months, over a year after her diagnosis. I was told at my oncologist appointment that she had on average 9 months WITH chemo. She went into remission after six weeks and was gaining weight and feeling better. Chemo was stopped due to her kidneys but she still lived LONGER than the prognosis. So whether Lucy has the big C or not, nobody can tell you how much quality time she has. What I'm trying to say is to not get caught up in the diagnosis or any numbers thrown out at you. Let Lucy be the guide. And yes DON'T LOSE HOPE!! She isn't. :YMHUG:

 

Re: 7/21 Lucy PMPS=239 // Not Losing Hope!

one day at a time - and as you already know, cherish every moment with her. don't grieve in advance. :YMHUG:

 

Re: 7/21 Lucy PMPS=239 // Not Losing Hope!

(((Mariko and Lucy)))

I am so very sorry for this possible news but you are so right to listen to Lucy and let her tell you what she wants as you gather more info. Mike and I are sending many prayers your way to help you and Lucy stay strong.

You are the most awesome CG and Lucy knows how much you love her.

 

Re: 7/21 Lucy PMPS=239 // Not Losing Hope!

Sending lots of love and hugs your way.....


Hoping the U/S gives some information on a course of action that will help your precious baby.....

Thinking of you....

 

Since she's not losing hope, we won't lose hope, either! Sending tons of healing vines and good eating vines for Lucy and strength vines for both of you. :YMHUG: Keeping you guys in my prayers.

 

Sending heaps of healing vines to Lucy and hugs to you.

 

Mariko, I'm so sorry to read of your vets thoughts on Lucy's situation. Sending prayers and major positive vines that the ultrasound results provide a much more positive picture. Glad you were able to spend some quality time with your beautiful Lucy. Sounds like it really did both of you a world of good.

 

(((Mariko))) May you and Lucy have many more wonderful days like this afternoon. :YMHUG: :YMHUG: :YMHUG: Those hugs are for you, scritches to the very amazing Miss Lucy.

 

((( Mariko)))

I am so sorry for this possible news from your vet, but Lucy had some good news for you when you got home.
Sending prayers that Lucy and you will have more positive days like this and you stay strong.

 

Hi Mariko,

I don't pop on the board as much as I should, so I was very sad to read the beginning of your condo.... So glad to read the end of it though. Stay positive for Lucy. Sending tons of positive and feel good, healing vines for both of you. Good luck with the u/s, I hope it gives you and the Vet a plan.

Hugs,
Kathie

 

((((Mariko)))),
We are thinking positively and we know how much Lucy loves you and you love her. Love can bring remarkable results. Many many beautiful vines for beautiful Lucy.

:YMHUG: :YMHUG: :YMHUG:

Ella & Rusty