Re: Tashie AMPS = 307+4.5=67+=63+=46+7. 6 +8=57+8:45+109 PMP
I can't beging to tell you how GREAT ohmygod_smile ohmygod_smile ohmygod_smile you ALL are! Until ***NOW** I have never realized just how important it is to have SUPPORT through such a trauma! Can't wait until I get a better handle on all of this so I can be "one of the troops" ...... as I just could not do it without you!
It's been a REALLY long 3 weeks - it was 3 weeks TODAY that we received the diagnoses and I was SO relieved to find out it wasn't renal failure, as 15 years ago I lost one to that - devastating! But soon after, maybe a week? Nataschia & Boris came to live with us. I have built a wing at the veterinary hospital with Boris' name on it as he suffered from chronic cystitis and that is finally under control after MAJOR surgery ***Oh, and throughout all this DRAMA today - it was a med day for him - had to give him meds too*** Prednisone 3x week. So, relieved that it WASN'T renal failure, I thought diabetes was "no big deal" and was just an insulin shot! WOAH! Really? It's been a difficult few weeks .........do I listen to the vet? Well, if I had, I don't think Tashie would be here with us - as 2 weeks ago I was instructed to give 2U in morning and 1U at night ..... something just didn't sit right! I spent ages scouring the Internet and I found you guys! From the get go almost everything was completely against my vet - I ha the "devil - angel" thing going on 24/7 .....should I ? Shouldn't I? But I kept coming back.........then I vowed to IGNORE the FDMB ......... but I came back ........ and I am so glad that SOMETHING made me ....... as I have to think that Tash wouldn't be with us had I not. I am eternally grateful! I know that I am far from out of the woods but I feel that today was a big step for me. Funny, I just KNEW that TODAY was "the day" and as scared as I was, I KNEW you were all there for me and it made a HUGE impact! I did NOT have a (total) freak out. I did NOT pour 1/2 Cup Karo down her throat and just took deep breaths and KNEW I could rely on you guys being there - even if you were only "lurking" you were there!
And, I was blessed with having an AMAZING 18 year old that did exactly what I told him and kept her calm. I cried alligator tears with his mother afterward as WHO KNEW! She should be SO proud of him! And, get this, he was disappointed when his mom came down to help me at 5:15 as it was "HIS JOB" He'd PROMISED me! Woah! What an amazing kid - and his mom was SO proud!
Then there is this other woman- her name is Marje - I have put her through the ringer, called her EVERY name in the book (as I am sure she has me) that cancelled her appointments today to be with me! I have probably been her toughest victim but she stayed with me! How can I say how much that means? There are no words. A total stranger that would be here for ME? Another miracle!
But, here's the thing ......... Nataschia Isabella (Tashie) will NOT be outdone by that little Gracie! I think there is some kind of "Drama Queen" contest going on here! It's all about the BLING! .......IMy brother is coming in from NYC this weened and he is a major wiz at photoshop etc; so stand by Gracie, the game is on! And, like I told your mummy, make sure the doors are locked tight because my Boris would love to bite your neck - who needs lancets when you have BORIS!
I'd like to break out the wine but who knows what kind of night is in store for me?!!! I've had 2 nights of SOME sleep so I'm "on" ---- as I went like 11 days with virtually none ..... if Tashie loves mummy, we'll have some nice bed time numbers? Please! We'll know soon!
THANKS EVERYONE, and to all a good night!
PS. YES, Marje, I know ........ I'll post numbers later - like in 1 1/2 hours you night owl :lol: