MommaOfMuse
Member Since 2010
I've been thinking a lot about poor Cali and as much as it kills me I can't in good conscious continue to foster her. So when the clinic opens today I'm going to call them to tell them I'm bringing her back.
I can't have her acting out because she hurts and I can't fix her. And honestly if she is as sick as I suspect she is her owner putting her down isn't the worst option. This one of those times when rescue and being a foster parent truly sucks. When you know your best isn't good enough and you can't save them all.
I have 16 other little lives depending on me and unfortunately they aren't getting their best mommy because Cali is all consuming, then add the stress of the move which right now is completely on my shoulders because of long hours Jon's job requires. He's working 11-12 hour days atm. I'm just stretched too thin.
Mel and The Fur Gang
I can't have her acting out because she hurts and I can't fix her. And honestly if she is as sick as I suspect she is her owner putting her down isn't the worst option. This one of those times when rescue and being a foster parent truly sucks. When you know your best isn't good enough and you can't save them all.
I have 16 other little lives depending on me and unfortunately they aren't getting their best mommy because Cali is all consuming, then add the stress of the move which right now is completely on my shoulders because of long hours Jon's job requires. He's working 11-12 hour days atm. I'm just stretched too thin.
Mel and The Fur Gang
