6/4 Rudy AMPS 360, +4 311, +9 325 PMPS 328, +2 272, +4 184 / OT: Thank You

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Jen1218

Jen1218

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Rudy's in the bounce house. I guess that's ok. I won't have to be all over him today - unless he pulls a fast one...

I want to say thank you to everyone who sent kind words and thoughts for me and Peau yesterday. I knew I wouldn't have her long based on her diagnosis, but I never expected to lose her so soon. I'm just numb. I miss my crazy naked girl more than I ever thought I would. Sleep well, my Peau. Ma loves you - always. :(

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Thank you. I got very little sleep last night, so I'm going to lay low today. Naps and takeout are about all I can handle today. :(
 
I am very sorry for your Peau passing. It never gets easy. I am sorry you are having to deal with that pain of the heart. It is a pain, I will never get used to.

I have had to go through so many passing, in my lifetime, and I get very distraught over each one. I lost two precious kitties in April and I had to put my Butter Love dog to sleep last September 30th. And I lost some precious kitties, not long before Butter Love dog. The month before the two kitties passed, a neighbor shot four free range hens and one free range rooster, that hung around our block and they were close to me, because I get familiar and close with all animals, and that hurt me really bad. I found the rooster and brought him home. He died 30 hours later.

I have one hen and one rooster, that belong to me. I have them in their own houses, over at my mom's place, six miles from me. Some of the kitties in my care are over there too, so I have to go tend to all of them, three times in a day, and spend time with them.

I have been a very distraught person, for quite a while, due to too many passing in a short time and not enough time to get over one, before the others passed. Butter had a cancer that he was too young to have. Girly Girl and Sunny Bunny passed without explanation, just both dropped dead. I find myself walking around in fear, wondering who is going to leave me, next. The kitties and two of my three dogs are aging, so I can never know - who and when.

I have found, the passing of animals hurts me worse than the passing of any human being. The only human I love, above all animals, is my son.
 
I was not on the forum yesterday and just catching up.... I am so very sorry for your loss and the pain in your heart. Sending prayers...:bighug::rb_icon:
 
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