Lauren&Tommy (GA)
Member Since 2010
Hello LL Fam,
For my dear friend Marje, words really cannot express enough what you have meant to me this past week, being my voice when I could not speak through the tears, talking with me when my husband could not be around, a shoulder to cry on even though you were so far away and just for being there when I really had nothing important to say other than the sound of tears coming through to you on the other end of the line.
GOD Bless you Marje for coming into my life when you did! I will never be able to repay you for the gentle kindness that you have shown me through this very very sad time in my life, so THANK YOU!! and thank you again for everything :YMHUG: :YMHUG:
I'm back as much as I can be right now. I have missed you all so very very much but none of you have left my heart or my thoughts this past week. I have bad days and not so bad days. I think having my other kiddos around me has helped tremendously with the pain. As my husband told you all the other day, Ryleigh is very much in need of extra love (If there is such a thing from me!)Goodness, sometimes I think she wishes i would stop smothering her with so much attention and just let her sleep, but she's so freakin cute I just can't do that. I think I need her as much as she is needing me right now.
It took me about a half hour and a hand full of tissues but i managed to read my way through the posts from last week that all of you left for Charlie and us. I will never be able to let you all know how grateful we are and how blessed I feel to have such wonderful people in my life with whom I've never met.
I found out this morning that it will most likely be a few more weeks before my Boy is back home where he belongs.. :cry:
I miss Charlie very badly every day. I can hear him bark, thump his tail on the ground when he's laying down when i would walk in to a room. I've even caught myself calling Ryleigh, Charlie once or twice. We had such a routine in the morning with their breakfast where I would feed Charlie first and Ryleigh would sit patiently by her bowl while I set Charlies bowl down and now I seem to pause as I pass up Charlies feeding spot just to let him know I have not forgotten nor will I ever, that he gets fed first because he was the king of the house.
His empty bowl still sits in the same spot as it did the last morning I fed him and I can still see his tongue lickings on the stainless bowl. My husband told me the other day that as far as he's concerned the bowl can just stay there. I agreed! I love you "CHARLIE BEAR"!! ALWAYS....
As you can see by Tommy's number's, I've had my hands full this morning, that's one reason why i'm late in posting. On the one morning I decided to shoot thinking that of course by the time the lantus kicks in he's going to be well on his way up as he usually is, he's deciding to make things difficult for me by not going up at all.. ohmygod_smile ohmygod_smile .
Right now we have some wicked storms rolling through with heavy rain and it's very icky here.
My time posting will be limited for now as I really must concentrate on finding work and taking care of my family, but I will not be gone. You all have become like family to me!!
I wish everyone a terrific Friday and lots of Hugs :YMHUG: :YMHUG:
For my dear friend Marje, words really cannot express enough what you have meant to me this past week, being my voice when I could not speak through the tears, talking with me when my husband could not be around, a shoulder to cry on even though you were so far away and just for being there when I really had nothing important to say other than the sound of tears coming through to you on the other end of the line.
GOD Bless you Marje for coming into my life when you did! I will never be able to repay you for the gentle kindness that you have shown me through this very very sad time in my life, so THANK YOU!! and thank you again for everything :YMHUG: :YMHUG:
I'm back as much as I can be right now. I have missed you all so very very much but none of you have left my heart or my thoughts this past week. I have bad days and not so bad days. I think having my other kiddos around me has helped tremendously with the pain. As my husband told you all the other day, Ryleigh is very much in need of extra love (If there is such a thing from me!)Goodness, sometimes I think she wishes i would stop smothering her with so much attention and just let her sleep, but she's so freakin cute I just can't do that. I think I need her as much as she is needing me right now.
It took me about a half hour and a hand full of tissues but i managed to read my way through the posts from last week that all of you left for Charlie and us. I will never be able to let you all know how grateful we are and how blessed I feel to have such wonderful people in my life with whom I've never met.
I found out this morning that it will most likely be a few more weeks before my Boy is back home where he belongs.. :cry:
I miss Charlie very badly every day. I can hear him bark, thump his tail on the ground when he's laying down when i would walk in to a room. I've even caught myself calling Ryleigh, Charlie once or twice. We had such a routine in the morning with their breakfast where I would feed Charlie first and Ryleigh would sit patiently by her bowl while I set Charlies bowl down and now I seem to pause as I pass up Charlies feeding spot just to let him know I have not forgotten nor will I ever, that he gets fed first because he was the king of the house.
His empty bowl still sits in the same spot as it did the last morning I fed him and I can still see his tongue lickings on the stainless bowl. My husband told me the other day that as far as he's concerned the bowl can just stay there. I agreed! I love you "CHARLIE BEAR"!! ALWAYS....
As you can see by Tommy's number's, I've had my hands full this morning, that's one reason why i'm late in posting. On the one morning I decided to shoot thinking that of course by the time the lantus kicks in he's going to be well on his way up as he usually is, he's deciding to make things difficult for me by not going up at all.. ohmygod_smile ohmygod_smile .
Right now we have some wicked storms rolling through with heavy rain and it's very icky here.
My time posting will be limited for now as I really must concentrate on finding work and taking care of my family, but I will not be gone. You all have become like family to me!!
I wish everyone a terrific Friday and lots of Hugs :YMHUG: :YMHUG:
I hope you find the job of your dreams very soon so you have one less worry. Stay strong. We're all here for you, always!! 
