Playing catch up again . Bah!
That is rubbish news Juliet. Not surprised you are all over the place emotionally as I know you love your family from the bottom of your boots. I am sure the good people of this board will understand your little teeny weeny bit of tetchiness given the circumstances. OK. So a
WHOLE LOT of the scratchy tetchy blast out to smithereens, where one feels just like this.......
I have this little pic stored because I have felt the same during hard tough times , just like many will have. I used it to express myself at a very tough time & have kept it as a reminder. Not of what was bad . More of what was overcome .
Yup. Better to stick the earplugs in and grind the teeth when the chattering feels too much. The posts will still be there to use as a reference book .
I'm so sorry that your uncle felt in that cul-de-sac. To feel so hard & hopeless inside of himself that his pain was simply too much . It most often happens to the very best of people. The ones that simply care and feel too much. No consolation at all and I am not going to write sorry for the loss, although I am. I am going to write hold on to the fact that he made a choice to feel no more pain and that this was right for him. It is those left behind that suffer. Not those that let go.
In any case you need a huge big rocking hug. More than an emot could express for me , so I will simply leave the words there.
This is not something you should have found out about online at all & I am sorry that happened too. I have no idea why it is thought OK to post like that in those circumstances.
Tomorrow will be a brand new day. You grasp that best you can. Keep those eyes outward.
Snuggles Silver and Sasha and head on out for your work.
loves.
M
