Shadow went otj the first time after 100 days of juice. She rarely earned reductions the low way, within the first weeks, she started surfing
and we worked our way down the dosing scale every 7 days. She went otj with slightly higher numbers... a few blues....
and that's when she was x-rayed and we found she had arthritis all over ( she used to jump down from a 10 ft partition so she's caused it in her front legs) and her rear left hip has lots of modeling surrounding the removal of her ball from her femur when she was 5 months old- accident
with my dd.
When I started her on adequan her numbers lowered, and we also started bupenorphine, but just a tiny dose of 0.1 mL as she gets dysphoric
with much pain medication.
She's always had appy issues... very picky... won't eat the same thing twice in a row... and got tired of fortiflora.
I got an u/s mainly for a baseline and we discovered thickened pylorus, visible lymph nodes near spleen, and thickened intestine.
she's not carb sensitive so in trying to get her to eat, moved up from 8-9% carbs to some 12-14%....
I also went to an internist and got a second u/s and the results were the same.
We started pulsing budesonide which seemed to help some.
I think the higher carb gravies were aggravating her as she got severe diarrhea at the end of April.
metrodiazole, ondansetron, cyproheptadine, budesonide, clay, some paste stuff, and her adequan and bupe.
it took 2 weeks before the diarrhea stopped and it was so bad she got hemorrhoids. She even quit using the litter box because it would stick to her.
She cries when she poos ... and I don't know if that's her anus hurts or intestines.
I tried a novel diet ( kangaroo is the only thing she hadn't sampled) and she did that pretty well for 2 weeks and then refused it.
I continue to try raw but she doesn't want it and I don't really like withholding everything else until she eats it and she might eat more
with the appetite stimulant, but those always get her wanting food constantly. She keeps asking for more food even though she
just ate. And that's just a crumb of the stimulant.
she's currently on prednisolone every other day.... tapering down...
and gengraf ( modified cyclosporin)
but eating mostly canned foods, and poo is getting softer again.... not liquid but very messy.
I tried slippery elm bark , didn't notice any change but I can start it again.... and I gave her pearls for probiotic.
She eats fortiflora some of the time again.
She has FORL and will need teeth removed again eventually.
I don't want to put her thru the surgery for biopsies, especially if this is a losing battle, and she has a growing lump on her right
front shoulder( right behind it) that is a lipoma currently but likely it is a infiltrative lipoma ( she had one removed before)
and it's attached on the outside of her ribcage. We x-rayed that to see if it had anything inside the ribcage and it didn't.... as of yet.
She's had a basal cell mass removed from her tail a year or more ago. And the inflitrative lipoma was back before her initial dx.
I hate to have this oe removed if our time is almost up as she would be having to recover from that with all these other issues...
likely need dental within the next year.... and she's always in a bit of pain from her hip.
She has bone fragments now floating around the hip, the incision on the bone is all jagged ( and it was a clean cut when the surgery was done)
I won't keep her around with a low qol just because I can't let go.
I'm not ready mentally or emotionally.
I've been thru an awful 2 years, my dd turned 18 ... dec 28 2013. ( she was a high school senior)
I spent that Christmas packing up my dm and dgm, left dd at home, dd was engaged and we were planning a summer wedding.
I emptied a house , my dm finally had agreed to move to a nursing home after years with my dgm taking care of her.
dm had copd /lupus/obese and dgm was 89. The state was circling her to put her in nursing home.
dm was covering up the dementia of my dgm.
So moved them out to my town, dm in nursing home, dgm in my home.
dm died 11 days later from her copd on jan 1 2014.
dd moved out without telling us on jan 13 and accused us of abuse and thought we were narcissistic parents.... ( the websites for this are atrocious)
would only talk to us in the presence of a counselor who she warned that we might try to take her by force.
she overreacted to a lot of stuff, she and her fiance overreact ... and behaved like children.
She was 18... nothing we could do. apparently she couldn't complete sever the connection but it's been a year of hell trying to
re-establish our relationship which is still more distant than I want.
Turns out she had her teenage rebellion at the same time, she had never had it....and she declared her independence with several
explanation points.
with all that, my dgm had a stroke feb 3, her right side... she wound up in rehab so I had to drive back and forth for a month daily to visit her.
She improved for about 6 months with therapy but then she stopped doing the work and declined.
I had to put her in a nursing home permanently at the beginning of this year. So she's miserable.
So life has sucked this past year and a half, ain't over yet, and Shadow is a big unknown.
see dd once a month, she married a month after she moved out.... she calls once a week most of the time...
ds still lives with us at 23 but he's probably about to move out.
i have to visit dgm as often as I can.... as we wait for her to go too.
sorry you asked???
