4/29 Remembering Emma....

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Michelle and Mannie (GA)

Michelle and Mannie (GA)

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Hi everyone. Today Kristen lost her Emma. She had been recently diagnosed with pyelonephritis. The battle proved to be too much for her, and she crossed to the bridge today. I don't know if Kristen will post here or not regarding Emma's final journey - life obligations have kept her from posting here as much as she would have liked. She was such a vital part of our community that I thought you'd guys would want to know.

To my friend Emma - I miss you. I am sorry that you were sick, and none of us knew what a battle you were fighting. I thought of you often, wondered what you were doing, how you were. I remember when we both lived on the pink and red floors alot, and we'd get together and talk about things. We'd come up with the best plans ever to get better numbers. We tried so hard.... I remember when you found out you were insulin resistant, how scary that was. Neither one of us knew what that meant, but your bean did. She had a plan, and it worked too! Remember when you broke through and those numbers started coming down? Remember your first green? We celebrated so much that day. It is one of my bestest ever memories. I remember taking you to all the parties in the roadster - what fun!! They are things I will not forget. I know you are well and happy again, and were met by so many kitties at the bridge. They will take care of you there. Watch over your bean - she misses you so much. I am sending you a photo of my favorite place, so you can play in the grass and climb the trees. I hope you like it. Until we meet again - Mannie

Mannie and I have lit a candle to help guide Emma's way to the bridge
 

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I'm so sorry (((Kristen))) My heart hurts for you.


Fly Free Beautiful Emma girl.
 
oh no. :sad: I knew Emma was struggling, but I hoped she had some time left.

Kristen, you were such a good mommabean. Fly free, sweet Emma. wings_cat
 
Michelle: thank you for sharing this w/us.

I missed hearing from Kristen about her sweet Emma. Lots of hugs for Kristen during this difficult time. Your LL family is thinking about you.

Fly free sweet Emma. Fly free.
 
Mannie, you two must have been best of friends, what beautiful words for a precious Emma.
Michelle, thank you for letting us know.
Fly free precious Emma and Land ever so softly.. You will see your wonderful bean again someday.
 
I'm so sorry. I know your heart is broken. Wish real hugs could be shared.

Emma was meant to be yours, you both knew unconditional love. She will be with you forever in spirit and that part of your heart will always be hers.

Sending big hugs.
 
Thank you so much Michelle. Your words have touched me more than you know.

I feel inadequate to put all that I'm feeling into words. We have so many elegant writers in this group; I am not one of them. I am deeply grateful for all the help and support we received here over the last year. I know we haven't posted much, but I will never forget all the kindness we received here.

Emma had been doing really well until 2 or 3 weeks ago. We got her dose down from a high of 14 to 4.75U. Her numbers got kind of wonky, but I thought it was her food. She showed no symptoms of anything being wrong, except her numbers were off. Over the weekend I noticed her appetite was a bit off, so I made an appointment for her to see the dr. on Monday afternoon. I stopped at home to check on her at lunch time on Monday and she was clearly not in good shape. The vet said it was pyelonephritis - something she had struggled with before. Given her age and other struggles, I opted not to hospitalize her, but took her home instead and started aggressive fluid therapy and antibiotics. That's how we beat it last time, so I was familiar with what needed to be done. Sadly, she never improved, and by last night she could barely move. I spoke with her dr. this morning, and she felt that we were probably dealing with renal failure along with the infection. I chose to end her suffering early this afternoon. I will always remember that it was a beautiful sunny spring day, and we sat on the deck for a while before we went to the hospital. She always enjoyed sitting out there with me. The vet was kind enough to come out to the car and take care of everything there so Emma wouldn't have to go into the hospital. She really hated it there. I held her so she could feel the sun on her face and the the breeze across her nose. It was peaceful and quick. I'm so glad she's with all of the other GA kitties now, and also with her best buddy, my boxer Tess who passed several years ago. They were babies together, and just loved to run and chase each other around the house. I can picture them now - so happy to see each other and knowing they don't have to be apart again.

Thank you to everyone who talked me off a ledge, helped me with her dose, or just simply stopped into our condos to say hi. I am forever grateful for the people here. You are all wonderful.
 
Dear Kristen,

We didn't know one another - I just re-joined the group when my dear Yemala came out of remission this month - but I have been where you are and my heart hurts for you. My grandmother, who was a wise woman, always said that every pet is an eventual heart break. Yes, but that pain is worth the love, companionship, laughter, and joy they bring while still with us. I can't imagine life without them and, from the look of your pictures, neither can you. You were so lucky to have known one another, loved one another, and walked for a time through life together. You will have other loves - as you have so much to share - but she will be special.

I have nothing to give you, except my heartfelt sympathy. I know, in time, your tears will turn to smiles again, as you remember the happiness you shared. If I can, I would wish you peace and comfort.
 
Oh Kristen....I am so sad to hear about dear Emma.....
You two have been through a lot and you were a wonderful loving Mama Bean to her....
Your post was so beautifully written.....you have left us with the wonderful mental image of her running and playing with Tess at last...both of them free and together again...
Sending hugs to you Kristen....at this sad time.

Fly free Dear Emma....till we meet again.... wings_cat
 
Kristen,
I am so very sorry that you have lost your beloved Emma. I know that Bear Man was among the many old friends to welcome her to the Bridge. I know that she will live on in your heart and in your memories.
 
(((((Kristen))))) I am so sorry that Emma had to travel to the bridge today, but relieved that she had a peaceful farewell. She was a beautiful, brave kitty and I know how much you miss her. Mannie's remembrance was very special and your remembrances of the lovely times you had with Emma and Tess touched my heart. So many of Emma's friends are at the bridge to greet her. Fly free, sweet Emma, on your beautiful new golden wings. You are much loved. wings_cat

In deepest sympathy,
Ella & Rusty and Stu (GA)
 
Kristen - I am so sorry for your loss - I know we have never met but after reading your post about Emma and Michelle's post - I feel like I know you. Let all the happy memories you have of Emma bring you comfort in the days and weeks to come. A candle has been lit to guide Emma's crossing - Fly free sweet girl.
 
((((Kristen)))
I was so sorry to see this news. I had no idea that Emma, and you, were struggling. My heart aches for you. As long as you can smile at the memory of Emma and Tess playing together, they will never be truly gone. Emma will always be in your heart.

Fly free sweet Emma and land softly. Our GA kitties will be waiting along with your Tess to keep you company until you are reunited with your bean.
 
ah kristin, i also didn't know you. but i know what it is to love and lose one's pet-child. obviously you and emma had a special bond. my heart goes out to you.
 
Kristen: our very deepest sympathy in the loss of your most beautiful Emma. You made the greatest display of love by letting her fly free when the pain was too much. Gentle journey Emma as you transistion across the Rainbow Bridge. We will light a candle for you. rb_icon rb_icon rb_icon
 
Oh Kristen, I'm so, so sorry. I had no idea.
May your memories of beautiful, sweet Emma bring you comfort.

wings_cat Fly free dear Emma...
 
Kristen, I've just seen this. I am so sorry for your loss of beautiful sweet Emma. You were such a good bean to her. I know how hard that final gift of release must have been for you. Fly free little Emma. wings_cat
 
Kristin, Going through a hard time myself with a very sick civvie, I know how you feel--
Grief is the price we pay for Love, and Emma gave you all her love for many years--
Be Thankful for those years and you were the best Momma bean you could be--
Sending my Deepest Condolences & sympathy, May Emma Fly Free with your boxer--and all the other GA's at the Bridge--Comforting Hugs to you at this difficult time...
 
Fond memories for beautiful Emma. I remember only last week when you posted the portrait of her, posing on a red robe, looking for all the world like a queen. Thinking of you at this difficult time, Kristen.
 
Kristen,

I was so saddened to hear that you lost your sweet Emma. As someone said you will love again, but she will always be special. May your many beautiful memories of Emma help you to smile again soon.

My thoughts and prayers are with you.

Fly Free Sweet Emma. wings_cat

Thankyou Michelle and Mannie for posting this. That was very sweet of you.
 
Kristen, we don't know each other but I am crying after reading your post. I'm sure you were a wonderful Momma to your Emma. You have a special angel now. wings_cat
 
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