4/12 Fly Free BigMac, Carolyn's Hero

[Sherry & Zoe (GA)]

My heart is just breaking for you. BigMac was so loved.....and will be missed. Soft landings, BigMac.

*tears*

 

[Sherry & Zoe (GA)]

My heart is just breaking for you. BigMac was so loved.....and will be missed. Soft landings, BigMac.

*tears*

 

[Michelle & Scrabble (GA)]

(((Carlolyn))) my heart is broken for you and am in tears writing this. I can't imagine what you are going through. I am glad you were able to be with Big Mac when he passed. He was such a special kitty. Unfortunately our furbabies aren't here with us long enough. I pray for healing for your heart. Please take care and know you have many friends here for support. My deepest sympathy is with you. Take care.

 

[Tracy & Leo]

((((((Carolyn))))))) I am so sorry to hear about BigMac, my heart aches for you and I wish I could give you a real hug.

Fly free BigMac, you will be missed.

 

[Me and Bayley]

(((((Carolyn))))) I just do not know what to write - my heart is so broken for you. You and Big Mac have always been an incredible team. You were an amazing bean and you both loved each other so much. I wish there were words to help..... there are none. But you and your family, and Big Mac are in my heart. I am so sorry. This is just such a shock. Sending love and hugs....

 

[Marcy & Klinger (GA)]

(((Carolyn))) I am so sorry for your loss. My heart is breaking for you.
There are so many kitties welcoming BigMac to the bridge. He is not alone.
Fly free BigMac and land ever so softly.
Marcy & Klinger

 

[Helene & Tizon]

((((((Carolyn)))))) I'm so sorry to read about Big Mac's passing. I am so sorry about your loss.

Fly free Big Mac and land gently. There are many very special kitties who will guide you and look after you. Fly free. :cry:

 

[Roni and Moonie]

Oh My friend, I just feel shattered hearing of this...Tears flow, a dear LL Legend has left us.
I just lit Copper' candle from MJ for Big Mac's journey to the Bridge to light his way--Cant stop crying, feel like I have lost one of my own..
There was never a better Team, A more devoted to each other pair,a more loving twosome than you & Big Mac...
But we never want any of ours to suffer, even though we know We will....But the days & years we had with our furbabies, is a time we will always cherish & remember..
If I could put my arms around you, I would let you cry on my shoulder..And I on yours.
You & Big Mac are a beacon here on FDMB...We all have been touched by you both..
Wrote this & sending it to you & Big Mac:

If you must leave, Go Softly...
For I could not have Loved You More,
For you could have been Anything,
But The Love Of My Life...

Fly Free Big Mac, no more pain, and land softly on the other side...
Love you both ...from us>

 

[MelanieAndRacci]

Carolyn,

I'm so very stunned and sorry I just don't know what to say. I feel your loss so personally as we all do. I wish there were something I could do to make it all better and bring BigMac back. You loved him so much and did everything you could to save him. He could not have had a better mom and he knew that and loved you back just as much. He really tried to get better but just couldn't. The spirit was willing but the body gave out.

Please be kind to yourself and take care while you mourn this terrible loss. We're all here for you when you want to talk.

Melanie & Racci

 

[Steph & Cuddles (GA)]

Oh (((Carolyn))) I'm so very sorry. :sad: Tears flowing..

 

[Anne & Zener GA]

{{{{Carolyn}}}}
We are so very heartsick to read about BigMac crossing the bridge. Such a brave and fearless fellow who loved him mamabean so much. He was a fighter to the end. You did such a fantastic job loving and caring for BigMac. Wish we could do more than express our grief and offer online comfort. We will keep you close in our hearts as you grieve the passing of your beloved BigMac.
Anne, Liz, Zener and Tillie

 

[Pat+Raja+Shadow (GA)]

Dear Carolyn....this is so unfair...I am broken hearted....sending my deepest sympathy to you my friend...

The most Beautiful Boy who fought so very hard.....
Fly Free BigMac....
we love you so....
wings_cat

We are with you in spirit this night and share your grief....

 

[Vicky & Gandalf (GA) & Murrlin]

Dearest Carolyn,
I am so very very sorry that Big Mac had to leave you. My heart breaks for you 'cause I know the ache of losing the most special of friends.
Gandalf will welcome Big Mac at The Bridge, I am sure of it. Although he was OTJ, he was still a Levemir boy.

((((((Carolyn)))))) There are many hugs here for you tonight.

Fly free Big Mac. wings_cat

 

[Janice & Johnny]

Carolyn, I'm so sorry for the loss of your buddy and hero. My heart is breaking for you tonight. Fly free, BigMac and take care of your mama (I know he will). You will be connected always. Hugs....

 

[Deb & Spot]

Oh, gosh, I find it hard to breath right now....and hard to see through my tears. Oh, Carolyn, I am so so so very sorry to read this tonight. BigMac fought the big fight....and stayed as long as he could. Now he's free of pain and sickness. He knows how much you love him...he crossed the bridge knowing that. He will always be with you, always.
Hugs, my friend....I wish I could be there in person to envelope you with my arms, but unfortunately, my cyber hug will have to do...(((((((Carolyn))))))) Fly free sweet sweet handsome BigMac

 

[kim and simon]

Carolyn, you are in my prayers. I'm so sorry that it was BigMac's time to cross over, but I know you were so strong for him and did all you could. I hope that in time you will be able to celebrate the happy memories!

 

[BJM]

{{hugs}}

May your good memories of him come to lighten grief.

 

[Ella & Rusty & Stu(GA)]

I think of strong, handsome, brave BigMac at the Bridge, welcomed by so many of his old friends. I see his bright, beautiful star in the heavens tonight and I know that he is sending comfort and love to you, Carolyn. He fought a fantastic fight with his mamabean always at his side. He'll always be by your side in his special place: in your heart.

We grieve with you tonight, dear friend. It was BigMac's time, and he spent a gentle, loving hour with you before he passed. We all loved him, and we will miss him. We are lighting our candle for your boy. Fly Free, BigMac, 'till we meet again.

In deepest sympathy,

Ella & Edward, Rusty, and Stu

 

[Michelle and Mannie (GA)]

Today we lost a legend. An inspiration. A wonderful beloved kitty.

Carolyn, I am so sorry. There simply are not words for me. I know you were and are the best bean any kitty could ever hope for. I hope that the memories you have of your journey with BigMac will bring you comfort. He will always be with you: in your heart, and your minds eye.

Fly free BigMac, you will be sorely missed, and never forgotten. rb_icon

 

[Frip&Grip]

Oh no… not the candle… (((Carolyn))) I'm so very sorry… I don’t know what to say… I know only time will heal your pain.
You will always have the good memories and pictures to confort you.

My deepest sympathy to you and your family.

You are in my prayers tonight... Take care… :YMHUG:

Fly free handsome Big Mac o

 

[Jill and Remi]

((Carolyn)) This makes me so very sad. I am so truly and deeply sorry for the loss of your wonderful BigMac.

 

[Carol & Yoshi]

Carolyn, I'm so deeply sorry to learn of BigMac's passing. What a sweetheart. (((Carolyn)))

I'm attaching a link to IZ on youtube singing "Somewhere over the Rainbow/Wonderful Life" which comforted me after Yoshi's passing 4/13/06. [youtube]y5JicO2bKec[/youtube]

There will be many wonderful FDMB kitty buddies to welcome him. Soft landing, BigMac.

 

[Libby and Lucy]

oh no. :cry: :cry: :cry:

I was so hoping that BigMac had one more miracle left in him. It's unfair that they can't live forever. My heart is broken for you - not for BigMac, because I feel that he made his own decision that it was ok to let go. He knew you would fight forever for him if he wanted you to. Lucky, lucky boy.

Fly free, big boy. wings_cat

 

[Jennifer & Saima (GA)]

Tears falling... Carolyn, I know I don't know you, but I am SO sorry for your loss. So sorry. My heart is breaking for you and my thoughts are with you tonight.

 

[DD & Tinkerbell]

OMG Carolyn there are nooooooo words...I am so devastatingly sad to read this...I am nauseous and crying so hard I can barely breathe.

The whole world feels your loss and weeps for you...

Fly free BigMac, one of LL's Greatest Heros, loved by all and in particular Carolyn, of LL's Greatest Beans...Land Softly at the Bridge BigMac & know that we will always always always love you.

Ahhhh, Carolyn, there are just no words...my very deepest sympathies and very biggest hugs going out to you in your pain.

I am so so so very very sorry.

(((((((((((((((((((((((((Carolyn)))))))))))))))))))))))))

 

[Lisa and Do Lou (GA)]

I have no words I am sooooo sorry for your loss of Big Mac (((((((((Carolyn))))))))))



Fly Free Big Mac wings_cat wings_cat rb_icon

 

[Tena and Curry(GA)]

hi auntie carolyn.....curry here.....i know....this may be a bit of a surprise....hearing from me right now....but i was given special permission to come visit you..and to give you a special message....i wanted you to know that i was there to greet bigmac at the bridge.....gosh, there was a whole group of his ole friends to greet him as well.....there was lots of headbutts and nuzzling....it was so neat that everyone was there to greet him with open arms.....and chef stu prepared a wonderful meal for bigmac and the crew....it was so cool auntie carolyn.....we sat around the campfire while he told us his story of what happened the last few weeks with his health...and how you were such a wondeful momma bean....just the best....he got a little teary as he told his story....i held his paw as he shared this with us......but then his eyes became so big and he had this big ole bigmac grin on his face......i asked him what he was thinking about.....he said, "i'm remembering my wonderful life with my momma bean and how much i felt loved and cared for".....he had such a radiance about him as his shared this with all the kitties.....we could feel the warmth and the love that he was feeling.....WOW.....the love just lit up the camp and you could see all the kitties glowing in the love that spread over the group.....

so auntie carolyn.....i'm sorry that bigmac's physical presence left you today.....he is not gone....he is here with his friends....and we will take good care of him until the two of you meet up again....i promise

and auntie carolyn.....please let your bean friends and family in lantus land hold your paw as you tell your story and share your grief.....let them hold you during this time like we will be holding bigmac......

ok, auntie carolyn....got to go for now.....

lots of headbutts from your,
furry purry curry

 

[thebigfuzz]

(((((((Carolyn))))))))

I'm so sorry for your loss. You did everything you could...I've never seen a more committed and dedicated mama. I'm not sure if there is anything to say that will make you feel better...just know we are here for you...BigMac was a very fortunate kitty to have you as his mama for so long.

Big Hugs

Tanya, Mike, Elie, Cosmo and Marlin

 

[Patti and Merlin]

Dearest Carolyn,
Wishing I knew what to say - sharing your tears - and your heavy heart. Your BigMac has been so special to sooooo many of us as YOU are too. For now all I can do is send the most lovingest of hugs and wishing i could take away the awful hurt you are feeling.
Good night for now sweet BigMac - you are amongst so many of our special friends. WAit for us!
Love always
Patti

 

[Christie & Willie (GA)]

Oh,Carolyn. I'm so sorry for the loss of your special boy. He knew you would go to the ends of the earth for him. Sending you much love in your time of grief.

 

[Karen & Smokey(GA)]

Words cannot express how saddened I am at this news.

May all your wonderful memories of BigMac sustain and comfor you...

...'til you meet again.

 

[MJ+Donovan]

My heart is broken and weeping... I can only imagine how shattered your heart is. I actually screamed "NO!" as soon as I saw the posts about BigMac. Just the other day I sadly admired the FDMB calendar with my sweet Donovan and the majestic BigMac sharing the month of April. I have prayed for BigMac, and I will continue to pray for you and your family.

MJ & Donovan's and Butthead's spirits...

 

[Ann & Tess GA]

There are no words, only tears in LL. A light has gone out in Lantus Land. We will all light candles to light you to the Bridge.

Fly Free and Land Softly, BigMac.

 

[Jill & Alex (GA)]

((((((((((((((( Carolyn )))))))))))))))

Writing through tears and with such a heavy heart... words just fail me. This is so sad.
Like everyone else, we had so hoped BigMac's strength would carry him through. I'm so sorry for your loss.

Many, many candles are lit in BigMac's honor tonight... lighting the way.


wings_cat Fly free, BigMac. Land softly...



Hugs,
Jill

 

[Jan and Buddy]

I'm so sorry for your loss. There are no words.
Jan and Buddy

 

[Carol-Charlie]

((((Carolyn)))))).... BigMac... tread softly by the Rainbow Bridge, for legend says you must.
Those who know of Special Cats, for you do wait with so much trust.
They know the love you gave so freely, with your special looks and ways,
They know she who loved you dearly, and will for all her days.

There are some who never met you who have a hole within their heart
Please tread lightly, softly, gently, stop and purr as you depart
For there are many gone before you who are waiting for you there
They will show you all that's needed - now breathe in the cool fresh air.

There are angels there to play with, and long romps among the trees
There are lovely flowers that bow their heads, as you nap and feel the breeze.
There will come a lovely morning when you'll raise your head and see
That the time is right to once again place your head on mommy's knee.

Carolyn... wanted to tell you how sorry I am... tears got in the way... Oh Carolyn... my heart breaks...

 

[Carol-Charlie]

Oh for the ability to hit 'replay' with our lives and others.

 

[Venita]

(((((Carolyn))))) My heart breaks with yours. May you always feel Big Mac's love; he always will feel yours. God Speed and Angel Wings, Big Mac. wings_cat

 

[Sheila & Beau GA & Jeddie GA]

((((Carolyn)))) I am so sorry. Fly free Big Mac rb_icon

This is such sad news. I had hoped he would rally. I know you are heart broken. Big Mac will forever be in your heart and I pray that he visits you in your dreams so you can hear his voice and touch his fur once more.

Land softly, Big Mac.

 

[Patticass & Tyler (GA)]

I'm so very sorry about BigMac. My heart goes out to you.

Patti

 

[Team Blackie (GA)]

I'm so sorry to hear about BigMac. Just when I thought I ran out of tears they just reappeared. BigMac definitely treasured his time with you all these years and vice versa.

((Carolyn))

 

[Jen and Oreo (GA)]

Awe (((Carolyn))), I too hoped Big Mac's strength would pull him through. I'm so very sorry . It sucks they can't stay with us forever.

Fly free dear Big Mac wings_cat and land softly.

 

[Caryl & Sebastian & Alex (GA)]

OH ((((Carolyn))))
I was so hoping for that miracle also. I also gasped out loud when I saw this. There is just never enough time. Never. I am so sorry. I know how much you love BigMac and how hard you have been trying to bring him back. Anyone who loves their fur babies like you do, I do, all of us here do, understand what is written on Tucker's urn..."If love was enough, you'd live forever". (Or something very similar to that).


Carolyn...My deepest sympathies and love to you...be kind to yourself in the days ahead. You were a wonderful mom to Mac and he loved you, oh so much!
Fly Free Handsome BigMac...and land softly. You will never be forgotten.

xoxo,
Caryl

 

[cjleo]

Carolyn, I am so sorry for your loss of Big Mac. He is flying free on angel wings and will always be with you.

May you find peace and solace.

Claudia

 

[jt and trouble (GA)]

If ever there were two hearts that matched...You WILL be together again...You will.

Thank you, thank you so much for sharing your love with us.

God bless,
jeanne

 

[Hillary & Maui (GA)]

I am so sorry. We all know how wonderful and special BigMac is and his loss is truly heartbreaking.

May you find comfort in this time of sorrow.
May you find joy through the tears.
May you find happiness in your memories.
And most of all, May you find peace.
Fly free sweet BigMac. Until you meet again.

 

[jan and Hep and sara (GA)]

Carolyn,

I am so so sorry that you lost your Big Mac. I two have a hole in my heart. No words can truly express how I feel. I had such high hopes that he would make it. You did everything in your power to help him, but it was his time. I'm glad that you were able to spend time with him and he slept on your leg. I know he felt at peace. Big Mac was one of us and he will be deeply missed.

My thoughts and prayers will be with you during this difficult time.
Hugs. (((Carolyn)))

Fly Free Sweet Boy
You will be greeted by many friends at the rainbow bridge.

 

[donna & sam siam]

Carolyn,
I haven't been on for a few days so am just seeing this. No words can express how you must feel right now, but know that we all carry a very heavy heart for you. Only time will ease this kind of pain. You have actually been the hero here and Big Mac will always know how very much you love him. You are a very special person for the deep love you show. Sam and I send our most sincere love and prayers.

 

[drjsiems]

Carolyn,

I am so sorry to learn about BigMac and grieve with you. Godspeed, BigMac.

Judy, Jake, & Boomer

 

[Natalia & Enana]

Oh Carolyn I'm so very sorry to hear about BigMac. {{hugs}}