3/20 Sushi Update - Tumor in Chest/Lungs

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Sushi (GA 5/05-3/14)

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Thank you all so much for your thoughts, prayers and healing vines/snowflakes. It means so much that you’ve taken some time to post and send support our way. :YMHUG:

Just wanted to give an update:

Last night’s visit with Sushi was hectic. It was a busy night at the vet. It took a while for the vet staff to let me back there, and then they couldn’t figure out whether he’d been given insulin or not, etc. This is one of the “best vets” in the city; it’s a very nice facility and animal hospital, but it’s so big communication really breaks down between the staff. I waited and pet Sushi until I thought my arm would fall off, but no one could get an answer about the insulin, so I headed home. The good news is he did pet me back this time—I love getting Sushi love!! : )
I stopped in on my way to work this morning, and was told I would have to wait 10-15 minutes (after already waiting 5+), but I needed to get to work and couldn’t stay. I took that pretty hard. I guess I’m okay if I can see him every 12 hours, but not any more! :sad:

I talked with the vet a few times today. She says she still sees haziness in his lungs. She did an x ray and a lot of the fluid has returned. This isn’t a good sign. They’re trying to take him off the IV with the Lasix, and move him to an oral version.

She tried weaning him off of oxygen today, but the stress of being handled/x rayed required that he continue with the oxygen.

I also got a bit more info on what’s been done so far:
- 3-4 taps to get the fluid out
- He had an ultrasound probe put on his heart

The vet mentioned getting a second opinion from a Pathologist, but I don’t know where that stands.

She got the results on the fluid in his chest from the lab while on the phone with me, and she said there aren’t any cancer cells in the fluid itself and no bacteria or fungus.
All this to say is it seems like it’s a heart-related issue/cardiac disease, or impaired lymphatic drainage, likely caused by a tumor somewhere.

This doesn’t leave a good outcome for Sushi. My only hope is to bring him to a Pathologist and proceed with looking into the cancer possibility. She said that chemo and radiation will cost between $5-6,000. I do not have that kind of money, and I feel like Sushi has been through so much. Plus he doesn’t handle the vet, etc well at all. I’m thinking I will not go in this direction, as hard of a decision that is for me to make.

I still don’t feel like I have a good handle on the situation overall. The vet really wants me to be able to take him home for a few days so that I can have closure, and so do I. I just don’t know what those days are going to look like or involve, or how many they might be. I still feel pretty clueless!

It’s so difficult to decide where to draw the line with how much money and stress on both me and Sushi to put into the situation, and when it’s just time to let go.

I’ll be sure to post another update later…
 
Re: 3/20 Sushi Update - Heart trouble &/or Cancer

Oh, sweetie, this must be so hard for you.

Deciding how far to go with treatment for our kitties can be very difficult and stressful.

In the second half of last year I had two cats with cancer. And I approached their care in very different ways because their temperaments were so different. One cat had a pretty strong constitution, and didn't mind vet visits. So he underwent all kinds of exploratory tests, and had 2 operations, including the amputation of a leg. The second cat was much more delicate, and hated vet visits. And we decided not to put him through any treatment, but just tried to keep him as comfortable as possible until it felt like time to let him go.

You know your cat. You know what Sushi probably can and can't tolerate. And you will find the strength within yourself to make whatever choices are right for him.

(((Hugs))) to you.

Eliz x
 
Re: 3/20 Sushi Update - Heart trouble &/or Cancer

I'm so sorry. I know you're going through it. I had my girl put to sleep when she had cancer because she was already very weak and it had spread a lot...and she was in pain. Treatment wasn't an option in her weakened condition and though my wonderful vet left it to me she was straight and told me my girl was in pain and all they could do was give pain meds. I chose to let her go so she wouldn't keep suffering.

Personally I would wait and get more info before deciding. Like you said...closure is needed. You'll know when the time is right. We are here for you!!!!
 
Re: 3/20 Sushi Update - Heart trouble &/or Cancer

You'll feel a guiding hand that will lead to the right decision for both of you. Prayers for you all. cat_pet_icon
 
Re: 3/20 Sushi Update - Heart trouble &/or Cancer

Have they ruled out congestive heart failure? Is Sushi getting any other drugs (e.g., an ACE inhibitor for blood pressure if they think this is cardiac) in addition to lasix?
 
Re: 3/20 Sushi Update - Heart trouble &/or Cancer

:YMHUG: Thank you all so so much. I so appreciate your stories; they're so helpful and comforting.

Sienne, they haven't ruled out congestive heart failure. And I'm not sure about the other things you suggested in addition to Lasix. I'll be sure to ask. But it sounds/seems like there's an additional factor to congestive heart failure (if that's what it is) that's not allowing that fluid to drain. Like I said, I don't feel like I have a good handle on the situation... :roll:
 
Re: 3/20 Sushi Update - Heart trouble &/or Cancer

Praying for you guys! Keep us posted on how it goes.
 
Thank you!!!

So I went to visit Sushi this evening, and was intercepted by the overnight doctor. He went over Sushi's current x rays with me and pointed out a tumor in his lungs. It's definitely cancer, and rules out any sort of heart issues. He said that even if I wanted to treat the cancer, there wasn't really anything to be done; that it is an unremoveable and untreatable tumor. This vet said that they are going to continue to try and wean Sushi off of oxygen and give him some steroids to slow the fluid accumulation enough to enable him to come home for the night tomorrow. I'll then have to bring him in on Saturday to have him put to sleep. There's a chance he won't be able to get off of oxygen, and therefore won't have any time at home before he's put to sleep. :cry: :cry: Whew I've just cried my eyes out tonight! I'm still really hoping for some at-home time before he has to go.

I then finally got to visit with Sushi. He's not at all the same cat. He gave me a heartbreaking look when I first opened his tank & pet him, and then was pretty unresponsive; like he could take or leave me. I tried picking him up and putting him in my lap (he's never been a lap kitty), where his hind was in my lap and his front paws/head were still in the oxygen tank. He didn't stay like that for long; just took a few steps out of my lap and laid with his butt facing me. I want to spend as much time with him as possible, but it's hard when he's not himself and my presence doesn't seem to be a comfort to him. There were a few times he laid on his side and closed his eyes, and I thought he might go right then. :cry:

So I have to think about what to do with Sushi once he's gone. I live in an apartment so I don't have a back yard to bury him in. I would really like to bury him though. What have you with GA's done? How did you memorialize your sweet kitty?
 
Ashley,
I'm SO SO very sorry it was Sushi's time to cross. BIG HUGE LOOOOONG HUG. Your vet can arrange to have him cremated and return his ashes to you. You can choose something to put them in when you get them. Later, when you have that 'place', you can then bury him there. My SammyDrooler's ashes traveled with us for a year before we could bring him 'home' and bury him here with the rest of the family.

Fly free sweet boy - what a wonderful love you share...

Another BIG hug..
 
{{hugs}}

Most of my kitties remains are in small wood boxes on a shelf of remembrance, along with some photos of family who are gone, too.
 
For the ones I've attended, the vet gave a sedative to the cat, which made the cat unconscious.
Then an intravenous injection was given which slowed everything down to a stop.
The vet listened for a heartbeat to make sure the cat had passed.
 
Dear ((((Ashley)))), This is such a difficult time for you. Your handsome Sushi has told you that it is his time to leave. Just love on him and tell him that he will be safe at the Bridge and that his pain will be gone. Our GAs will take him under their wings and he will be flying free until that day when you meet again.
We have Alice's and Stu's ashes in their little boxes on top of our piano. Each has a favorite toy in their box. When I go by I give them each a pat and a little greeting.

Peace and comfort to you tonight, Ashley. Fly free, Sushi. You are much loved.

Ella & Rusty
 
I've been with quite a few of my kitties when they've been PTS. And although, ahead of time, I've really felt apprehensive about it, when the moment came it was always very peaceful, and I am so glad I was there with them.
While the vet was giving the injection I just spoke softly to them, and stroked their foreheads while they went to sleep. They pass very quickly after that injection, so don't be surprised by that.

Will be holding you and Sushi in my thoughts.

(((Hugs))) to you,

Eliz x
 
I was with Gypsy. I didn't take her home as she was in pain and I knew it wouldn't help her or me. I was also just scared I wouldn't be able to bring her back.

I had a few minutes alone with her and then my vet came in. I crouched next to Gypsy and looked into her eyes the whole time. I wanted to send her off with me as her last sight. I petted her and whispered to her and she quietly fell asleep. It was so very peaceful. And I knew she was finally free of pain.

It's hard, especially after, but in that moment it was almost beautiful. I knew that I was doubg the right thing for her, even if it hurt me. I saw her safely to the bridge and she's happy and whole and waiting for me.

This is the last, best gift you can give. You know it's right since it's about your cat, not what you want. I am so sorry and I hope you get one last night at home with Sushi.

Fly free sweet Sushi! You're going to a beautiful place full of love and other friends to play with. Your mama bean loves you so deeply!
 
Oh Ashley, I am so sorry to hear that. It is such a hard moment for you. I have been reading your updates about Sushi everyday and I was hoping for good news for both of you. I hope you can have some time together before Sushi crosses the rainbow bridge.

Big Hugs,
Cristina
 
I had to say goodbye to my buddy Stu years ago for a similiar situation with a tumor near his heart that didn't have treatment options. I was much younger and so scared of the process but knew I had to be there all the way through for my friend. I was a mess of tears and just so scared. I can tell you it is heartbreaking but not at all traumatic. Like others have said, it's very, very peaceful and gentle. I chose to donate Stu's body to the vet hospital (Tufts) but I clipped a bit of fur to keep.

I like what others have mentioned about keeping ashes with you at home, too.

Cats often go off alone when they feel like it is their time to move on, so that along with not feeling so good might be why Sushi wasn't too responsive when you visited.

Sushi knows how much you did, and love, and care, and really won't ever be all that far from you. Many, many hugs to you both.
 
Well Sushi has passed o'er the rainbow bridge. I read each of your comments to him as a part of his goodbye. I put him to sleep just a bit ago...Whew!! It was so bittersweet. So sweet but SO HARD!! Thank you each so much for your words & support. Ill definitely post a memorial/goodbye story later.
:YMHUG:
 
So sorry Ashley. It's never easy to let them cross, but it is the kindest thing to do. Fly free sweet Sushi.

We just had this discussion recently about what to do. Many have had their kitty's cremated, either kept the ashes, buried them (under a favorite treet or sun spot), or scattered them. Others have also purchased a pendant that holds some of the ashes (google "cremation pendant"), so they are never far from you. All are wonderful options. I hope you'll find one that helps bring you peace.

God Bless.

Lu-Ann
 
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