Thanks so much Jeff, I really appreciate that. You know what is scary to me though? I've spent time flipping through other's history to help me get a grasp on how all of this works and some of the things I've read are heartbreaking. Like a kitty that had been OTJ and the owner so happy and the kitty so happy and then out of nowhere the poor thing goes down hill and they lose him. Or the posts where someone shares they lost their best friend after doing everything right and the kitty doing really well, then BAM. Or the memorials where people say "No more needles and pain and meds...." and I'm thinking "but the blood tests and shots I'm giving him aren't supposed to be painful......are they? Am I going to be saying 'no more pain' to Tucker's memory one day?" Because I am doing all of this so he can enjoy a healthy and happy life, not to just keep him going. Does that make sense?? I then think about our vet who was initially like "Get him on a dose of 4, keep him there if he is acting happy." and wonder if he would be happier if he didn't have to get more than the 2 needle sticks a day and I left his poor ears alone............BUT what about that time he was a 7 and what would have happened if I had given him 4 units without doing that blood test first?!?! Trying to do the right thing and giving him a happy life, that's the goal. I'm just scared to see so many people saying 'no more pain, needles, blood tests...." etc and hoping I'm not causing him more pain than is necessary.