rhiannon and shadow (GA)
Member Since 2012
It's me again.
Will it ever end?
My DGM had a bad morning yesterday. She fell 3 times over the morning period.... her legs were extremely weak. She basically slipped to the floor as she stood from her
bed. We thought it was dehydration again, she had nausea , weakness and leg cramps.
I called the ambulance at 1. The did a ct scan and found a bleeder deep inside her brain. They transferred to Santa Fe hospital where they have a neurologist . We don't
have a neurologist in Los Alamos.
So we went to Santa Fe ...
they are calling it a stroke.
I am about to shower and go. They will run more tests today to see if it stabilized or if it changes.
And they will get her up today to see if she can or can't walk. If not, she may wind up in a rehab facility :sad:
Maybe even the one that my mother died in. :sad:
She is there mentally.
And this is much like the pattern of her mother who had several strokes over the last few years of her life until the final one.
I think all the stress .... my DM, my DD, moving.... have all been too much.
I appreciate prayers.
My DD is still in a bitter state of mind. I think she is still festering her anger so she can believe that we are evil parents. Everything is our fault or manipulated by us.
She thinks everything I do is to manipulate her so I am learning to be silent.
I am damned no matter what I do or say.
It seems even texting her to tell her that her GGM is in the hospital is seen as me manipulating her.
Shadow is still doing okay.
I can see more signs of the pain she is in from her osteo in her hip so she gets bupe every night... probably should do it day time too... It's very expensive but I will manage it.
I'm not very in tune with her right now so I hope there isn't any thing I am missing with her.
I am trying to keep up with you all some even though I'm not online as much as I would be without all life's stresses.
Prayers for kitties and beans who need them and even those who don't.
Will it ever end?
My DGM had a bad morning yesterday. She fell 3 times over the morning period.... her legs were extremely weak. She basically slipped to the floor as she stood from her
bed. We thought it was dehydration again, she had nausea , weakness and leg cramps.
I called the ambulance at 1. The did a ct scan and found a bleeder deep inside her brain. They transferred to Santa Fe hospital where they have a neurologist . We don't
have a neurologist in Los Alamos.
So we went to Santa Fe ...
they are calling it a stroke.
I am about to shower and go. They will run more tests today to see if it stabilized or if it changes.
And they will get her up today to see if she can or can't walk. If not, she may wind up in a rehab facility :sad:
Maybe even the one that my mother died in. :sad:
She is there mentally.
And this is much like the pattern of her mother who had several strokes over the last few years of her life until the final one.
I think all the stress .... my DM, my DD, moving.... have all been too much.
I appreciate prayers.
My DD is still in a bitter state of mind. I think she is still festering her anger so she can believe that we are evil parents. Everything is our fault or manipulated by us.
She thinks everything I do is to manipulate her so I am learning to be silent.
I am damned no matter what I do or say.
It seems even texting her to tell her that her GGM is in the hospital is seen as me manipulating her.
Shadow is still doing okay.
I can see more signs of the pain she is in from her osteo in her hip so she gets bupe every night... probably should do it day time too... It's very expensive but I will manage it.
I'm not very in tune with her right now so I hope there isn't any thing I am missing with her.
I am trying to keep up with you all some even though I'm not online as much as I would be without all life's stresses.
Prayers for kitties and beans who need them and even those who don't.
