Re: 2/24 SCRABBLE AMPS 297 +6 312 +7 399 need help??
I know it's easy to say and hard to do.. but if scrabble is bouncing.. it is actually a step forward and not a step back like it feels like.. its hard to accept this.. I know.. I was saying it over and over to myself all day yesterday trying to convince myself of it because my kitty had a bounce too

(I've always thought my cat was half duck because she loves water.. I'm thinking the other half is kangaroo).
I've also been beating myself up because I couldn't stay up late to test or test during the day because of work, so I don't know exactly when the bounce happened or how low she got.. (not that it really matters now.. but I can't help myself

).. so I can say you shouldn't feel like you do all I want, but I know it's not that simple.
My brain says I have to work.. intense deadlines this week and working lots of overtime this week means I can hopefully have some time off next week for her surgery.. but my heart doesn't much care what my brain thinks.. the reality is.. need to work to afford to care for her, can't care for her as well as I would like because I'm working..
All we can do, and all our kitties would ever expect of us, is to do the best we can. I'm pretty sure you are doing that.
Maybe knowing your not the only one being unnecessarily "emo" about it today will help a little bit

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