Re: 12/8 Mowgli AMPS 86
Thank you all for the kind words of support...
I have another message into Doug, and I have an appointment for this evening at 540...
should i bring along mowglis insulin and BGmeter incase the appointment runs late?
Already behind on schedule for his dose, would rather try to get him back to normal time or closer to than later...
RE: "friends"
I use the comments referencing their kids too, and they just simply give the "its not the same"
or i proceede with, I don't tell you or judge you on how you take care of your pets, and I am asking you merely to support my decisions, not do them for me...
I try to explain to them, (my close most judgemental friends, because as they put it "they care about me") that he is not always going to be this much of a commitment..I am working on finding a dose for him, and that involves monitoring..but as you all know..they don't get it..no matter how much i can explain what the process is, and why...
I plan on taking a break Friday, heading to the mountains for the day to snowboard, clear my mind and just ride the snow...but i will be back in time for mowgli....lol
my big issue...where i live......
is why it was easier to stay in the city after work, catch up with friends (since i was already in the city) instead of drive home an hour..get home, do chores, drive back to the city (an hour) not to mention the inbetween getting ready time..by then you know how it works, oh then my friends are unavailable because they have to deal with their responsibilies...
for instance...say i go to the city for the day catch a movie and dinner.. WAIT NO, I CAN'T do that....if i lived in the city, sure..see a movie, swing by the house give mowgli his insulin, head out to dinner...
not so in the boondocks....see a matinee, go home....
anyway, i am not trying throw my own pity party, so i hope it doesn't sound that way...
big point just clued in....i have always been the flexible one, working around my friends "life schedules" now I have a life schedule and I AM too difficult? ~~hmmmmm~~