Photorecon
Member Since 2016
Good morning dudes,
Small Kitty showed this morning that he can still recover from high numbers. My ''dream'' was
a blue but it was probably a little optimistic after a week of NS + Reduction. Told Amanda ( @Osha ) on Skype that it would be great to have some blue for amps.. it was not to be. Hope the 1 unit is not a sign of the downfall of the Berlin Wall. One thing is sure is that they will, Small Kitty and Big Brother, turn on their back and drop some tears as usual when I come back from a long leave.
Still at the Neurological Hospital right now, some final briefings are to come and I'm going back home.
Had asked to see one of my seizure on video with electro cardiogram to see what's going on, was ''traumatizing'' not to find a better word. It start by a panic, I pull the trigger alert, push everything that could be thrown away and the thing stars with a thunder storm of electric discharge on the EEG. The thing (the eeg) turns out dark with wide waves compare to tiny spike in normal mode. You can then see me grabing the blanket under me and try to tear it apart with enormous strength. What's the most impressive, taught, is the terrible screaming and spitting coming out from both sides of the mouth. It looked to me as a wolf in rage, with the same sound and terror int he face. Glad I saw it, now I understand how Amanda is feeling when it happens, she's seen this quite a few time now. I'll stop taking it as a grain of salt or laugh about it.
So there it is, leaving the hospital with tons of document for marijuana therapy and other ressources. I came here empty handed with a doctor that let me down to go help other countries and now have a very experienced one that wants things to change for the best.
*the MJ file is not an easy one, the ''clinic'' explained me how it works and they are a pain. You got to come out with your medical file with all details, pay a yearly fee, meet a doctor at their clinic, wait 3 months for analysis THEN, they tell you where to go to get the stuff.
That sucks knowing that just a single puff of it stops the seizures at the stage where I push things away so they don't become all scale trauma. Don't understand bureaucracy, doesn't make sens to me.
Wish you all a wonderful day, I'll be off for some days, will post more regularly.
Sébastien
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Small Kitty showed this morning that he can still recover from high numbers. My ''dream'' was
a blue but it was probably a little optimistic after a week of NS + Reduction. Told Amanda ( @Osha ) on Skype that it would be great to have some blue for amps.. it was not to be. Hope the 1 unit is not a sign of the downfall of the Berlin Wall. One thing is sure is that they will, Small Kitty and Big Brother, turn on their back and drop some tears as usual when I come back from a long leave.
Still at the Neurological Hospital right now, some final briefings are to come and I'm going back home.
Had asked to see one of my seizure on video with electro cardiogram to see what's going on, was ''traumatizing'' not to find a better word. It start by a panic, I pull the trigger alert, push everything that could be thrown away and the thing stars with a thunder storm of electric discharge on the EEG. The thing (the eeg) turns out dark with wide waves compare to tiny spike in normal mode. You can then see me grabing the blanket under me and try to tear it apart with enormous strength. What's the most impressive, taught, is the terrible screaming and spitting coming out from both sides of the mouth. It looked to me as a wolf in rage, with the same sound and terror int he face. Glad I saw it, now I understand how Amanda is feeling when it happens, she's seen this quite a few time now. I'll stop taking it as a grain of salt or laugh about it.
So there it is, leaving the hospital with tons of document for marijuana therapy and other ressources. I came here empty handed with a doctor that let me down to go help other countries and now have a very experienced one that wants things to change for the best.
*the MJ file is not an easy one, the ''clinic'' explained me how it works and they are a pain. You got to come out with your medical file with all details, pay a yearly fee, meet a doctor at their clinic, wait 3 months for analysis THEN, they tell you where to go to get the stuff.
That sucks knowing that just a single puff of it stops the seizures at the stage where I push things away so they don't become all scale trauma. Don't understand bureaucracy, doesn't make sens to me.
Wish you all a wonderful day, I'll be off for some days, will post more regularly.
Sébastien
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