Bellas_mom_2020
Member Since 2024
Ugh just feeling so …. lost
We’re almost at the 2 year mark from Bellas diagnosis and anytime I feel we’re making progress (since we had that bad insulin issue in the summer) it changes. Like we got her back and she was earning reductions, then we went away in November and she was high all week due to a reduced vacation dose and since then we’ve been struggling.
We recently increased her and it’s like a few days she’ll be doing good ( blues & greens) then something happens overnight and she wakes up in the yellows. Her nadir isn’t always in the green, bounces cause her to be higher for several days. Also, sometimes she doesn’t always eat everything. Like last night she went from 209 to 65, I gave her something and she went up to 89, I left something else in the auto feeder and she refused it and this morning she’s 267. I feel like that’s been our routine a lot lately. She doesn’t last more than 2 days with lower numbers.
Sometimes she just doesn’t eat when her numbers are lower and I can’t force her too. We put treats on top. She’s acting fine: happy, playful, eating, drinking, peeking, pooling and grooming. She’s going to be 11 next month and i definitely see her slowing down with some things but she still has energy, I just don’t understand why we can’t get her numbers back to where they were or why she’s bouncing so much. Maybe this is just our new normal and I have to accept it. She has her 6 month check up in 2 weeks.
I needed to vent but also looking for some insight, advice and even some words of encouragement because I feel like every choice I make is wrong and I’m failing her slowly each day
We’re almost at the 2 year mark from Bellas diagnosis and anytime I feel we’re making progress (since we had that bad insulin issue in the summer) it changes. Like we got her back and she was earning reductions, then we went away in November and she was high all week due to a reduced vacation dose and since then we’ve been struggling.
We recently increased her and it’s like a few days she’ll be doing good ( blues & greens) then something happens overnight and she wakes up in the yellows. Her nadir isn’t always in the green, bounces cause her to be higher for several days. Also, sometimes she doesn’t always eat everything. Like last night she went from 209 to 65, I gave her something and she went up to 89, I left something else in the auto feeder and she refused it and this morning she’s 267. I feel like that’s been our routine a lot lately. She doesn’t last more than 2 days with lower numbers.
Sometimes she just doesn’t eat when her numbers are lower and I can’t force her too. We put treats on top. She’s acting fine: happy, playful, eating, drinking, peeking, pooling and grooming. She’s going to be 11 next month and i definitely see her slowing down with some things but she still has energy, I just don’t understand why we can’t get her numbers back to where they were or why she’s bouncing so much. Maybe this is just our new normal and I have to accept it. She has her 6 month check up in 2 weeks.
I needed to vent but also looking for some insight, advice and even some words of encouragement because I feel like every choice I make is wrong and I’m failing her slowly each day
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